Gilded Lily(51)

“They weren’t dating, Adam. Nick was gay.”

Adam sat straight up. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Yes, I do. Why do you think he and Lily were so close?” Tony paused, and Adam felt his gut clench. Surely Nick would’ve shared something that important with his brother.

“Holy shit.” Adam rubbed his forehead. “She would watch him fuck another guy?” Tony patted him squarely on the back. “And she loved it. So did he. Don’t be upset with your brother. It was simply his thing. We all have urges. Nicholas’s preference didn’t involve men and women, only men.”

“But he wrote about her as if he was in love with her.”

“He was. They were like kids when they were together. They spent almost every day hanging out. They were very close.” Tony rolled over onto his stomach and stretched his lean body out to its full length.

Adam tried not to watch his naked body moving to get comfortable.

“Nicholas never had the stomach for her punishments though. He’d always make some excuse to leave. Oh, he’d stay every once in a while if Lily begged him. He’s the only other person who she’s ever let in while she got disciplined physically. I mean the light punishments, of course.”

Adam tried to look away. “Renee doesn’t watch?”

“Not when I work on her. Renee gives her little marks on occasion when I’ve been out of town or something. But she’s never been invited to watch me with my poppet, and Renee is only allowed to give commands that I’ve approved.”

“I see.” Adam knew his voice was shaky. This whole scenario seemed unreal.

“Hey,” Tony reached for Adam’s hand. Surprisingly, Adam didn’t pull away. “Your brother loved you and admired you. He was a good man.”

“I know.”

Tony squeezed his hand and let go.

Adam lay back onto the ground next to Tony’s sprawled-out figure. “Did you and Nick ever…”

“No. We messed around a little, but nothing too involved. We’re both dominants. It didn’t work.”

Adam couldn’t believe he was discussing this with another man, and rationally at that. “How did Lily come to like watching men together?”

“I don’t know. It’s part of her.”

Tony rolled onto his side toward Adam. Adam looked down. Tony’s erection was stretched proudly from his waist. Adam felt his own cock stir at the sight. He blushed as the heat collapsed his chest. What the hell was he thinking? He’s a man, for Christ’s sake!

“You know, Adam, you don’t have to be gay to enjoy another man. Lily taught me that.” Tony flashed him a mischievous smile.

“If you mess around with another man, then you’re gay.” Adam wondered if he was trying to convince himself or state the fact.

“No, Adam, that’s not the case. If you love another man, then you’re gay. If you need a stiff cock now and again to get off… Well, that’s just fucking.”

Adam laughed. “You’re to the point, aren’t you?”

“I guess so. Did you like watching Renee eating Lily’s pussy?” Tony asked as he reached down to lazily stroke his own cock.

Adam again tried to look away. Was it Lily or Renee who had told him about their rainy-day hookup? “Sure, any man would.” Why can’t I fucking look away?

“Then what’s the difference if Lily liked to watch me getting you off?”

Adam paused and thought about it. Really, there wasn’t any difference. He couldn’t believe his mind was wrestling with the notion. He looked back over the years and realized he hadn’t found any woman who was willing to live up to his needs. Now he’d found one, a beautiful one, and he wasn’t willing to live up to hers. “I guess there’s no difference when you look at it like that.”

“See.” Tony grabbed Adam’s hand. At first Adam flinched and tried to pull away. “It’s okay.” Tony coaxed until Adam reluctantly let him have his hand. Tony wrapped Adam’s fingers around the middle of his rigid shaft and stroked their hands up and down in unison. “It’s just like yours.”

Adam couldn’t look Tony in the eye. He watched as Tony took his hand away, letting Adam continue to explore and discover the smooth length on his own.

Adam closed his eyes, taking in the feeling of the velvety skin as it gently slid along the tall shaft. He ran his finger along the thick veins wrapped around the base, leading to the pulsing purple head. Adam watched with heavy-lidded eyes as Tony started to slowly thrust into his generous strokes. Adam shifted his hips when he felt his own sac begin to draw up close to his body.