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I stare at Cheryl as she continues.

"She's changing you right in front of my eyes," Cheryl says. "You used to be an asshole, now look at yourself. Cooking dinner."

"I can still take care of things that need to be done," I tell Cheryl  and take off my apron and grab my glass of scotch and walk out of the  kitchen.

Fuck, did you just hear what that sounded like? Did I just fucking say take off my apron?

And I'm supposed to be the bad boy? Jesus fucking Christ.

"You can't walk away from this Ethan," Cheryl says, following me out.  "There are thousands of employees who depend on your leadership, and if  you're placing it in danger by falling for that woman it's my job to  look out for you … and them," Cheryl tells me as she follows me out.

"I'm not walking away from it, Cheryl," I tell her coldly as I go toward  the door, open it, and turn to her. "I'm showing you out so I can enjoy  my evening in peace."

Cheryl looks at me and pauses. Finally she sighs.

"I can only try to keep warning you, Ethan," she tells me. "You may  think you're following your heart, but you could just as easily be  getting played. Don't forget how you know her in the first place."

And with that piece of profound advice, Cheryl turns around and walks into the open elevator as the doors close.

Fuck.

I know she's right. I should probably be a bit more careful.         

     



 

If only I could stop thinking about Brittney for a moment, I might have a chance to listen to my fucking brain.





105





Brittney





"I'm not sure that's a good idea, Walter," I say from the back seat of the limo as Walter drives me towards Illicit Escape.

We're weaving our way towards Times Square. It's been two days since I  went over to see Ethan, have dinner at his place, and fuck his brains  out.

"Are you forgetting that we have a job to finish here?" he asks. He's looking me straight in the eyes with a serious gaze.

Since I stole the data from Ethan's office, there have been four  software upgrades. The data I had was junk literally 24 hours after I  had it. I gave the USB device to Simon yesterday who tried to run it on  his computer in his office before throwing it against the wall and then  getting up and stomping it.

"I know; I haven't forgotten," I say thinking back to Simon's  frustration yesterday and threats to give Robert a call. "But did you  forget the icy tone in Cheryl's voice in his office? She's onto me. She  isn't messing around. If she finds out what we've done; I'm in serious  trouble. This won't be some little slap on the wrist. I'll do prison  time, Walter. I mean, you saw the NDA I signed, right?" I say. By the  look in my eyes, he knows I'm serious too, but he then tries to lighten  the situation.

"You're being paranoid," Walter says. "That's all. You're letting the  stress get to you, darling. This is a big job. I get it. But buck up.  This job is nearly done. You've done tougher things in the past. Are you  forgetting all of your past clients? I honestly don't know why you're  letting this job get to you  …  more so than anything else you've done.  Let's just finish this now."

Those words make my mood sink even lower. The job's almost complete. I  know what you're thinking. How can the job be over if the data I stole  is now junk?

I'll tell you why.

I'm inside.

I' the face of Illicit Escape.

So what the data I stole has gone bad?

I can try again. And if I don't succeed, I can maybe try again. And if I  still don't succeed, I can even at the end steal the physical prototype  somehow.

Yeah, don't roll your eyes, hun. What I'm trying to say is that there are options.

I should be happy. Walter's right. I will have made more money than I've  made with a single client before, and I'll be safe from Robert. This is  just one job of many. You'd think these facts alone would have me  finding Simon and throwing the I.E. data straight into the palm of his  hand and calling it a day.

But that's not how I'm feeling. That's not exactly what I want to do. Are you following?

This is new territory for me. I've always been able to handle any job.  But I may have just met my match. Maybe I bit off more than I can handle  with this one. But did I have a choice? Simon basically threatened my  life if I didn't take this on.

How can I explain any of this to Walter? He'd just say that I'm overanalyzing things.

He's known me forever. He'd just keep telling me to relax.

He'd also say I'm not thinking clearly. That I need to take a deep  breath and steady my thoughts. Get my head screwed back on straight. To  stop being a 'negative Nancy' in that off English accent of his.

The car stops outside the Illicit Entertainment offices in Times Square and Walter gets out to open my door.

"Okay, here you are darling," Walter says. We are both standing outside  the Illicit Entertainment headquarters. "While you're in your shoot,  I'll make my way to Ethan's office and plant the bugs; I have three-one  underneath his desk, one behind a wall socket, and one buried in this  potted plant here. I added a nice note from you, for a bit of realism.  He'll never suspect a thing."

I look at the plant in Walter's arm. It's a potted plant with a pink  ribbon around its pot and a card that reads simply, "Love Brittney."  Shit. That makes me feel awful.

"Do we really have to plant these bugs?" I ask.

"To get this job done, yes," he says. "I could potentially install a  shotgun mic outside of his office window, and it's very good at  recording conversations, but given the fact that his office isn't on the  ground floor, that wouldn't be practical. In fact, I'm not even sure  that's possible."

I nod to Walter. My insides are in knots. Literal knots that make me  want to curl up in a ball, or maybe under a rock. I feel sick. How did I  end up in this situation?

I feel like one of the worst possible people on the planet for what I'm  about to do to Ethan. I know he has this bad boy image, but underneath  it all, he's a good guy. It's true. He doesn't deserve this. All of  these thoughts are going through my mind as I stand here in the Illicit  Entertainment lobby and wait for the elevator.

Can I actually go through with this? Should I tell Ethan what I've been  up to? Sure, he may refuse to talk to me ever again after he finds out-I  may never see him again, and I wouldn't blame him. And that's the price  I'd have to pay. But maybe he wouldn't react that way. Maybe he'd  respect me for coming clean. For realizing the whole thing was wrong.  Maybe if he knew how I ended up here, he'd understand.

Suddenly, the elevator opens. I turn my body, facing forward, and I see  Cheryl. Her wavy brown hair seems to have a shine to it now; it seems  more golden. Is it the lighting down here? She looks over at me and  smiles. I smile back.

What kind of a smile was that? I wonder. One minute, she's giving me an  icy stare and is interrogating me in the computer room-her eyes gazing  at me like they could burn a hole right through me, and now this? She  smiled at me as if she has received some sort of validation. Has she  come to some sort of realization? My brain is working in overdrive  trying to figure out what exactly that smile was all about.

Then, she speaks. "See you at tomorrow's shoot."

It was all so cordial and happy. Where did all of her icy unease disappear to?

"Wait …  actually, can I ask a big favor?" she says, looking at Walter and I.

We both look at each other and back at her, and I say, "Sure."

"Is there any way Walter could take me home?" Cheryl asks. "It would  really save me from having to get a cab. I'd really appreciate it."

I look at Walter and he looks at me.

"I don't see why not," I say.

"It's no problem, just tell me where to go," Walter says. "I'm assuming you live nearby?"

Cheryl smiles again. "It's not too far. Thank you so much; you're saving me quite a bit of hassle today."

We all walk out of the lobby and to the limo. Walter holds the door open  for us and Cheryl and I both scoot into the long, black leather seat.  "I could get used to sitting in this every day," she jokes.

Walter drives her to her apartment and I notice that she lives close to  Ethan. When she leaves, I'm struck with a thought and I turn to Walter.

I say, "Drive me to Ethan's apartment."

"Are you sure that's a good idea?" Walter asks. He has a look of concern  flash across his face. I guess I can understand where he's coming from.  I've been an emotional rollercoaster today.

"Yes," I say. "I need to see him."

"Okay, anything you say," Walter replies, and he drives to One57. When we pull up to the massive building, I nearly jump out.

"Thank you Walter," I say. "I'll call you in a little bit."

"Don't do anything I wouldn't do, darling."

I give him a wink and enter the building. I take the elevator to Ethan's  floor, and the higher up I travel, the more nervous energy I have. I  find myself pacing back and forth in the elevator until the doors slide  open and I walk into the hall, directly facing Ethan's apartment. I get  the courage to walk forward and I knock. At first, I don't hear a sound,  and then I hear his footsteps approaching.