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Fuck, I was going to come so damn hard. A girl - my best friend - was going to make me -





“Oh God!” I cried out, arching my back and rocking my hips to meet her hand. “Fuck, I’m going to come!”





“Me too!” Anna cried out into my neck, her whimpered moans like honey in my ears as I felt her pussy clench down tightly around my fingers. Suddenly, she bit my neck hard as she screamed into my skin, her body going rigid. And just like that - just feeling her crash over the edge like that sent me right over with her.





The scream caught in my throat as stars exploded around me, her fingers coaxing the orgasm out of me and sending it crashing through my body. I could feel her still bucking my hand, her wetness dripping down my fingers as we came and clutched at each other like we might go flying apart.





With a final tremor, we both sank into each other. Anna’s head dropped to my chest, her breath coming heavy as she panted against my breast. We lay like that together - sweaty in the heat of the room and the glow of what we’d just done.





“Was that..” Anna took a deep breath, and she slowly opened her eyes and looked up at me. “Was that bad?”





I shook my head. “No way,” I said quietly, as I leaned down and kissed her on the lips. “I just- I don’t know what comes next.”





Chapter 27

Christina





I woke up in Anna’s arms; warm, loved, and perfect. I could feel her sleeping breath warm against my bare back as I slowly opened my eyes and let the day wash over me.





Oh my God.





Suddenly, it all came at me in a rush, and the perfect moment was shattered.





Oh my God, I cheated on him.





It was a terrible thought, but it was only made even worse by the fact that it was Anna who’s arms I was wrapped so tight in. And it was worse because the fact that I’d technically cheated on Tyler somehow cheapened how incredible the night before had been. Falling into her like that had been….God, it’d been everything. It’d been the slow culmination of everything I’d always been scared or too unaware to tell her. Anna and I had always told one another that we loved each other, but it had all become so much more real the night before.





Because I knew now how deep I actually meant it.





I loved this girl who’s breath I could feel against my back, and who’s legs were entwined with mine. I loved that she was my other half, the other part of me that I needed in order to feel whole. Anna, the girl I always turned to, the first person I wanted to tell when things had happened with Tyler and who I’d felt guilty about not sharing the experience with.





I groaned, feeling my heart wrench.





Except there was also him - Tyler who I felt feelings for unlike any I’d ever felt before. Tyler who’d made me feel things I’d never felt - the man who’d made me a woman.





The man I loved.





Oh fuck, now what. Because right then, the truth of it hit me like a ton of bricks, and I felt the panic rising in my chest.





I loved them both. I actually loved both of them, differently, but just as powerfully, and that thought scared the shit out of me. How do you love two people?





It felt like my throat was tightening as I slid from the comfort of Anna’s bed. She stirred as I reached for some clothes, but didn’t wake. And it was like shoving a dagger into my own heart as I slowly slipped from the room, regretting every step.





*****





I had to talk to him. The idea had my veins freezing like ice, but I knew it was the true. I had to tell him…well, tell him everything.





And hope he understood.





The library empty on this early in the morning, and I passed through the stacks like a shadow until I got to the private study rooms. I closed the door behind me, and slumped down against it as I hit the call button in my phone while the tears started to trickle down my cheeks





“Hey gorgeous, you’re up early.”





His voice did it, and I started to cry.





“Hey, hey! Christina, what’s-”





“I need to tell you something.” I could feel the dagger twisting in my heart, and I wanted to just hang up right then, but I knew there was no avoiding this.





“Okay? What’s up?”





“I need to tell you something big.”





Tyler cleared his throat. “What is it, Christina.”





“I-”





I what? I cheated on you with my best friend? God I was awful.





“Chris, honey, what is it.”





I started to cry harder then, because I knew the second I said it, it was all going to change.