"You're my life and I can't wait for you to be my wife so I can make love to you." He tells me as he holds me tight to him.
"We need to hurry up and get married because I need you." I tell him through my sobs.
"I'll start working on it in the morning baby." He tells me.
"I can't live without you and I don't know how to give you up. My brain's telling me that I'm stupid to think we could go back to what it was like before. Part of me feels like it's dying from the pain of you not wanting me."
He picks me up and takes me to the bed and he lays half on me.
"Look at me. I'm sorry for rejecting you the way I did sweetheart. I want you so bad that I can hardly stand it. My cock's been stuck on stone for the past six weeks, baby. I want to wait to make love to you until we are married. We'll have our time tonight and we'll do everything but make love okay, baby." He says to me.
I shake my head telling him I understand what he's saying to me. He kisses me and I feel myself relax into the kiss. He hands all over me just rubbing and caressing.
"I'm going to get up and take my shorts off. I want you to stand up next to the bed and wait for me to tell you what to do next." He says to me.
I get up and do as he says. I'm still shaken up but I'm starting to feel better. I think it's because he's using his Dom voice. He takes his pants off and lays down flat on the bed.
"I want you to get on top of me. I want your ass in my face. We'll be pleasuring each other with our mouths and hands." He says
He rubs my ass and feel his mouth on me. I exhale and realize that I needed him in this intimate way not just fucking but showing that he still wants me in a sexual way. He's sucking and licking and it feels so damn good that I moan. I look down at his cock and it's hard and looks like it might be hurting him. I give the head a kiss and lick it like it's a sucker. I lick around the head and open my mouth. I take him in as far as I can and then I suck in my cheeks and lift my head off his cock. I repeat the action and then I start sucking with gusto. It takes me a few tries but I'm able to suck him into my throat. I keep him there for a few seconds and then lift my head a little and then take him back into my throat. I start palming and squeezing his balls and I hear him moan. I feel his cock get even harder and I see his balls tighten. I know he's getting ready to cum. I put even more effort into sucking him into my throat and I feel him stick a finger in my ass. I moan and I know he can feel that straight in his cock because he's now pumping himself into my throat and he starts to cums hard. I pull back on his cock and then suck him clean and release him from my mouth. He's steadily sucking, licking, and biting me and it feels so fucking good.
"I want you to turn around and sit back on my face. I want you to fuck my face baby." I do as he says as he starts kissing my pussy lips again.
He starts to fuck me with his tongue and he's rubbing and pinching my clit. His other hand has grabbed some of my wetness in his fingers and he's sticking them back into my ass. I'm moaning from the pleasure he's giving me and I feel my orgasm starting to build up. I let him know I'm about to cum. He moves his mouth away from me.
"I want you to squirt all over my face baby."
He then returns to fucking me with his tongue. He thrust his tongue into me again and pinches my clit while he rams two fingers in my ass. My orgasm detonates and I squirt all over him. He kisses the inside of my thigh as I move off of his face and lay down. He wraps me into him and asks me how I feel.
"I feel better and I realize I just needed the intimacy between the two of us." I say to him with a satisfied smile and sigh.
"I've wanted you since I was nineteen years old baby and that won't change ever. I love you sweetheart." He says to me with conviction in his voice.
I tell him I love him too. I know it's silly but I once again feel secure in our relationship.
Chapter 39
Lyric
"I've gotta meeting this morning baby. I'll see you at the party this afternoon. I want you to fun with the girls and you need to tell your brain to shut the fuck up when it tells you to doubt that what we have. I love you baby doll." Dean says to me when he wakes me up kissing me.
"I love you and I'll see you later honey." I respond with a smile.
"You three will have a couple of prospects with you today. If you feel like you need to rest to call me and I'll come and get you or tell you tell one of the prospect and he'll bring you home." He says to me.
"I'll take it easy I promise and if I feel like I'm doing too much I will call you."
"The girls are downstairs baby you need to get up and get dressed." He kisses me one last time and walks out our door.
I get up and throw on some shorts and baby doll shirt Jess got me earlier this week. I put on my flip flops because we're getting pedicures and I don't want to mess up the nail polish. I make my way downstairs where the girls are waiting for me. I tell Jess I want to take the Terrain and she rolls her eyes and smiles.
"I might not be able to drive yet but I want to ride in my new car." She and Nic both laugh as we make our way to my car.
We arrive at Juanita's Beauty Shop and get started on our spa day. The girls talk me into getting my hair cut and styled as well as my makeup done. I don't think I need all this for a cook out at the clubhouse and I tell them so but they tell me to hush and just to enjoy being pampered. I tell Juanita that I don't want much make-up because I don't like the way it feels on my face. She tells me that she'll have the girls go light on me and they won't use foundation and concealer on me and I thank her. It takes a couple of hours and I'm ready to leave but the girls tell me that we need to stop at Jess's because she bought dresses for us to wear to the party.
"What's going on?" I ask both of them.
"I'm just excited that you're out and about and I thought we should have a girl's day. I bought the dresses so our men don't look at the sweet butts that'll be there." Jess replies.
Nic looks a bit uncomfortable and I ask her if she's okay? She responds she's fine she thinks she might be coming down with a bug or something.
"Maybe you should go lay down for a bit. Come to the party later if you start feeling better." I say to Nic.
She tells me she'll be fine and she probably just needs to eat. I tell her that she's probably right and we should stop and get a bite at Ackley's. I go to the counter to pay my bill and Juanita tells me that we've already been paid for by my sexy ass man. I smile and thank her for the day and she tells me that it was her pleasure. I send a text to my man thanking him for today and he texts me back telling me that he loves me and I deserve it.
Jess grabs the dresses from her place and we drive back to my house because I need to shower and I want to get ready for the party and relax in my house. When I get out of the shower I open the dress cover and I see an off white summer baby doll dress. The length comes down to mid-calf and it's something I would've picked out for myself if I had gone shopping. I don't wear dresses often but every once in a while when I need to feel pretty I'll wear one. Next to the dress is a converse box and I laugh to myself as I open the box. There's a pair of off white converse and I smile because they now me so well. I put on my white bra and panties that Jess also bought me and decide to put my Victoria Secret lotion on and I'm feeling good as well as sexy. I get my dress and shoes on and I go to my jewelry box to find the earrings and bracelet that Dean gave me for my seventeenth birthday. I don't even think he knows I still have them and I can't wait until he notices me wearing them. I walk out of my room and both women are in the living room. Jess's dress is a champagne color and Nic's dress is baby blue and they're both wearing converse and I laugh because Jess has us matching.
"We're the Three Musketeer's today." Jess says as they both smile at me.
"I'm ready to go to the clubhouse now." I sat with a shake of my head.
They tell me that they're ready and we make our way back to my car so we can get to the party.
We pull up to the clubhouse and I hear Nic texting someone.
"Who have you been texting all day? Are you seeing someone and not dishing the dirt?" I ask her.
"I have been seeing someone but it's not serious. If it does get serious I'll tell you first." She says sheepishly.
"You'll dish before you go back to Lexington on Sunday."
"I want to see where it goes first before I start talking about it. I don't want to jinx it." She replies to me.
"I understand Nic. I hope it works out for you."
We get out of the car and the clubhouse looks different for some reason I can't put my finger on what's different though. The girls stop before we get to the doors and tell me that they have to blindfold me for a few minutes. I look at them and they tell me that it's a surprise. They put the blindfold on me and I have Nic in front of me and Jess behind me. They walk me in and I'm assaulted with the delicious aroma of tons of different foods. My stomach grumbles and the girls laugh.