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Forever Girl(34)

By:M. M. Crow




"I'll meet you downstairs after you get settled in. I'll give you a tour when you're ready." I say to her as I'm walking out.



As I'm walking out the door the guys are at the top of the steps to take  her bags to her room. Titan sets one bag down inside the door and  introduces Jess and Hound to each other. He then walks to me and puts  his hand on my lower back and walks us down the stairs. I'm rubber  necking to see their interaction and my man takes his hand off my back  and smacks my ass and tells me to behave. I shake my head and walk  downstairs with him.         

     



 



"Stay out of whatever is about to happen with the two off them." He says to me.



"Fine." I say with a bit of attitude.



"Are you giving me lip baby? I would hate to take you to our room and  have to discipline you with our family still here but I will." He says  as he looks at me.



"You might be in control when we're in the bedroom but you're not the boss me when we are outside of our room."



"I'm the dominate in this relationship. You'll experience that dominance  outside of the bedroom. If I fill that you need to be controlled in a  situation I'll do just that. This is one instance that what I says goes.  I know you well enough that you'll try sticking your nose into whatever  is happening or going to happen with Hound and Jess." He says to me in a  low voice.



I understand what it is he's saying but that does not mean I like it.



"I understand but right now's not the time or place to have this  discussion. I have to check on the children and say hi to dad and  Shadow."



He kisses me hard and tells me he can't wait for my training to start.





Dean and I get the kids bathed and down for the night. I go to the  fridge and grab the wine and pour two glasses for Jess and myself. She  takes her glass and asks for the tour. So we head for the hallway. I  show her the half bath, Dean's office, and the library. I then take her  to the basement and I show her the gym and the bathroom.



"What's behind the other door?" She asks me



"It's another bedroom but it's more of an adult playroom." I say in a whisper.



"Oh really now?" She says to me with laughter in her voice when she sees how red my face has gotten.



I open the door for her and she walks into the room and she stands there looking around.



"WOW!" She says in a slightly gruff voice.



"Have you ever done anything like this?"



"I have. I'm in control of every aspect of my life. I needed an outlet  so I found out about a spot in Fort Collins. It's a Sex Club and I went  and checked the place out and eventually I got a membership." She tells  me.



"I'm a submissive from what Dean tells me. I have all kinds of questions."



"I can talk you through all the questions you might have now or in the  future. You don't have anything to worry about." She says to me  sincerely.



I hear someone clear their throat. We turn around and I see my man and  Hound behind us. I know my face is as red as a tomato because I can tell  they both heard our conversation.



"We we're just checking on you two. You and Jess can finish you're  conversation now. Thank you Jess for the help you're going to be giving  my girl. I know she's nervous and didn't know exactly what to expect.  Seeing as you're a submissive you'll be able to answer the questions she  will have." My man says.





"You're welcome Sir." She says as she has her head lowered in a submissive way.





I hear Hound growl and she lifts her eyes to him. He has his hands in a  tight fist by his side. I also see the huge bulge in his pants. I move  my eyes away from Hound's cock and land my eyes on my man's cock. I lift  my eyes to his face see his smirk and he lifts his eyebrow and I lift  my shoulder as to say I don't have any idea. He gives a gruff laugh and  walks to me and kisses me hard on the lips as one of his hands grabs my  ass and squeezes.



"Let's leave the girls alone to talk a little more." He says as he lets me go and hits Hound on the shoulder.



Both of them adjust their packages and turn around and walk out of the  room. Jess and I look at each other and we start to laugh.



"We can hear you! I can't wait to spank your ass later!" I hear my man say.



"I'm happy that you're here." I say to her as we both start giggling.



We talk for about an hour. I ask her all the questions I have. She  answers my questions and explains things in detail I'm not  understanding. I have a clear idea of what's going to be asked of me  now. I feel confident that I'll be all he needs me to be. I know that  this isn't just for him but for me also. The way she explains it to me  is that I'll feel like I can give up control and I won't have the weight  of the world on my shoulders anymore. He's already made me feel special  and loved and I'm already addicted to the dirty nasty things he does  and says to me. I'm excited to see what else he has in his store for me.  I know the book introduced me to the lifestyle through its pages. I  knew people were into this lifestyle but I'd never knew anyone  personally in the lifestyle or so I thought. So for me to have Dean and  Jess in the lifestyle I feel comfortable knowing that I'll learn from  two people I trust most.         

     



 



"Could you teach me the poses and anything else I'll need to learn?"



"I'd be happy to teach you, but you need to talk to Dean first. These  kinds of decisions need to be made together. He might want to teach you  himself. He could also be happy for me to teach you." She responds.



I tell her I'll ask him tonight. We leave the basement and I take her to the back deck.



"One night we'll have to get into the hot tub with some wine. We'll just chill and watch stars."



"That is a great idea." She responds with a smile.



"I'm happy that you're getting everything you've dreamed about. You have  a lovely home and a great man. I'm really happy for you guys." She says  with a hand on my arm and a look of happiness for me in her eyes.



"I'm grateful that he found us. I never imagined in my wildest dreams  I'd be here. Now that I am I'll never leave his side." I tell her  truthfully.



"So what do you think of Hound?" I ask as I hug her tight.



"I wondered how long it would take for you to ask? He's just the kind of  man I'm attracted too. He looks like a living god but I'm not in a  place where I can get involved with someone right now. I have to focus  on me and the last thing I need is to have to worry about another man.  I've been having problems with one of the guys that I was submissive for  at the club. He's given me such hard time I canceled my membership. I  had to file a report with the club also. I'm not ready to put myself  back out there." She says to me with sadness in her eyes.



I ask what happened with this guy because I know something terrible must have happened.



"He wanted to me as his submissive on a permanent basis. I told him that  I wasn't looking to be a full-time submissive or in a relationship with  him or anyone else. I also told him I wouldn't be his submissive at the  club anymore either. He stalked me and found out where I lived and  worked. He tried to blackmail me into being his submissive. I reported  him and he was put on probation at the club. He then broke into my house  on night and waited for me to come home. He proceeded to beat and rape  me repeatedly for two days. I went to the police but because of who he  is there was nothing they would even do for me. I've been sleeping at  the office or a hotel for the past month and a half." She tells me.



"Is why you didn't come here a month ago?" I ask with tears streaming down my face and I hold her in my arms.



"I didn't need or want you to see me beat up. I wanted to recover before I meet everyone." She tells me with sad eyes.



I hear a growl and then the slamming of my sliding glass door as Hound  goes back into the house. I look at her and she looks at me with a sad  smile.



"Well I didn't plan on him hearing the dirty; but I guess that's one way  to keep him from coming around and tempting me. It's better this way  for him and for me. He's too sexy for his own good or for mine for that  matter." She says.



I don't believe her for a second.



"I want you to move back here. I'll help you anyway I can." I say to her.



"I've been thinking about it." She tells me.



Next thing I know I have four very angry alpha bikers on the back deck. They want to know everything about this guy.



"You had him figured all wrong sister." I whisper



"I guess I did." She whispers to me.



We go into the house and they follow us. Jess sits down on one of the couches and everyone follows suite.



"He's mom is a CEO of a big corporation in Denver and his dad's a  Congressman for Colorado also. I've been going to the club for a couple  of years now and I've never had a problem. He joined a little over a  year ago. Most of the submissive's in the club stay away from him but  none of them would talk about it why so I was under the impression he  was done with them. I know realize they refused to have scenes with him.  He approached me about six months ago. I didn't mind most of the scenes  we would do until three months ago. He started to get more violent and I  had to safe word out of a scene because he was pushing my hard limits.  That's something we agreed on at the beginning of our tryst. He got mad  and refused to do after care for me and I refused scenes with him after  that incident. He tried to apologize and I told him that I accepted his  apology but I wasn't doing scenes with him any longer. He asked if I  would go to dinner with him because he wanted me to get to know him on a  different level other than in the club. I told him that my personal and  business life was kept separate from the club. He didn't like my answer  and told me that I was his submissive to do with what he pleased. He  would have me regardless so I reported him and he got pissed and told me  I would regret not being his inside or outside of the club." She says  with fear and anger in her voice.