For You(160)
“Fuck,” he muttered into my neck and let me go.
He walked to the bathroom while I started the process of getting dressed. I watched through the door as he stood in front of the mirror and did up the last buttons of his shirt at the collar then lifted up his chin and tied his tie. I had to quit watching because this seemed weird to me in a glorious way and it struck me just then that all those years, this was what I was hiding from. The knowledge that I’d lost a life where I could watch Colt casually getting dressed in the bathroom. I’d never needed a romantic fairytale of princes and castles because I always knew my prince was Colt and I didn’t need a castle. I’d be satisfied anywhere, a crackerbox house or a cardboard box, just as long as Colt was there.
And, through those years, Colt wasn’t there.
I shook off these thoughts in order to get dressed and had successfully smoothed on a pair of black hose, something I hadn’t worn in so long I forgot how much I detested them and the act of putting them on, and shimmied into the pencil skirt of Jessie’s I chose mainly because it fit, but barely, when Colt walked out of the bathroom. I was shrugging on the black, satin blouse, which also fit snug, when Colt got close.
“Meet you in the living room,” he said and I nodded at him.
His eyes watched me doing up buttons for awhile before he walked to the closet, nabbed his suit jacket and headed out the door.
I finished dressing and wondered how long it would be before my new spike heels would start killing my feet. I got my answer two seconds later when they started killing my feet. I put on my watch and a pair of diamond stud earrings that Reece bought me on what I thought, at the time, was a lark. I thought this because Reece made his usual show of acting like it was no big thing, even though they cost some serious cake. Now I knew it was a sign neither he nor I cottoned onto until it was too late.
I hit the living room and saw Colt, now wearing his suit jacket and looking even better than before, through the opening over the kitchen bar. His eyes were aimed at the counter but his head came up when he caught my movement and I nearly slid off the side of my heel when his gaze hit me.
“Ready,” I announced and he grinned.
“I can see that.”
I stopped in the living room but he didn’t move nor did he take his eyes from me.
“We going or what?”
“Give me a minute, Feb. Don’t get this view very often. In fact, never.”
“It’s just a skirt,” I said.
“And heels.”
“It’s just a skirt and heels.”
“A tight skirt.”
“Jessie’s smaller than me.”
“And high heels.”
“Colt –”
“Sexy as hell high heels.”
I put my hands to my hips which made the blouse stretch tighter at my breasts and I knew Colt saw it because his eyes moved directly there.
“We’re going to a funeral,” I reminded him.
He looked at my face again but I could tell it cost him. “I take you to Costa’s, you ditch the jeans skirt and wear that.”
“This is too fancy, even for Costa’s.”
“Don’t care.”
“If I eat wearin’ this outfit, I’ll explode out of it like The Hulk.”
He liked this idea, I knew it because he smiled, slow and sexy.
In order to get a move on, I decided to throw him a bone. “I bought new boots for when we go to Costa’s.”
“Don’t care about that either.”
“You’ll like them, they’re high heels and, even bein’ a girl, I think they’re sexy.”
“Costa’s, tomorrow night,” Colt said instantly and I couldn’t help but smile.
“You’ll never get a reservation at Costa’s on a Saturday night.”
“Watch me.”
My smile got wider but I prompted, “Are we gonna go?”
His head tipped down to indicate the counter. “What’s this?”
“What?” I asked.
“Looks like a pile of your mail.”
“Mom, Dad, Jessie and I got a start on me movin’ in. I grabbed my mail while I was there.”
He looked down at the counter again and seemed to slip away to a place that he didn’t like so I walked to the bar.
“Colt?”
His head came up and he said, “We haven’t touched your mail, didn’t fuckin’ think of it. He could be communicatin’ with you.”
Although the specter of Denny was ever present, I still had managed to ignore it just enough to be able deal with it and I liked it that way. I peered over the bar at the stack of mail which had a small parcel in it. I hadn’t even sifted through it because I never got any good mail. I’d set it on the counter to go through when I had a bit of time. Now it seemed I was staring at a ticking bomb with a counter closing in on zero.