When the kiss finally ended, I found myself standing at the foot of the bed. He pulled my top over my head, then wiggled my shorts down over my hips, panties and all. Our eyes locked as he placed his hands on my waist and lowered me until I was sitting, with my legs hanging over the edge. I removed my bra and watched him unbutton his shirt and remove all of his clothes.
This was the man of my dreams, I reminded myself. Maybe my accident had been the turning point in our relationship, after all.
With that thought, I smiled as he eased my knees apart and stepped closer, wedging his hips between my thighs. His cock was already hard and standing high; I wondered what Aedyn’s would look like. Oh shit. A flood of warmth rushed to my core. What was I doing thinking about Aedyn’s cock, wondering what it would be like with him. Stop it. I was with Chip. He was my future. I forced myself to erase that thought from my mind and focus on the present situation. I repeated, “I love you Chip” over and over in my mind.
He caught my wrists, gathering them into one hand and pinned them behind my back, with his hard cock grinding against my hot spot. My body responded whether I liked it or not, partially from the grinding and partially from the image I let slip back into my mind. I seemed to be on a path to self-destruction.
First, I have dreams about him while sleeping next to Chip and now, a burning image of Aedyn’s body rubbing against me instead of Chip’s, came to mind. Damn it. I had to stop this. Every time I closed my eyes I had to fight my unfaithful imagination. It was wrong to do this, but once I’d allowed the thought the first time, just that one tiny peek, it was like Pandora’s Box had been opened and I couldn’t stop it. And even worse, I didn’t want to.
He cupped my breast with his free hand, then ran it up my neck, and grasped my jaw. My head tipped back and he crushed his lips on mine. It was a hard kiss, untamed, like he was claiming me as his own. My head was spinning and my face heated, but not because of him. I prayed that he couldn’t possibly know what I’d been thinking.
He released my wrists and pulled back, the hot male hunger in his eyes deeper than before. He licked his lips and said, “Now suck me and then I’m going to fuck you, my little bride-to-be.” He put his hand on the back of my neck and pulled me toward him. I opened my mouth and closed my eyes, feeling the bulk of his manhood enter my mouth. He was rock hard and fiercely erect. I wrapped my fingers around the base of his cock, but he protested. “No hands. Just your mouth.”
He used his hands to guide my head, being careful not to touch the sore area. I curled my lips around his shaft. He moved his hips and I moved up and down his length until held my head stilled and I heard him sucking in air between his teeth. He pulled out and put a hand on my shoulder, pushing me back onto the bed. At the same time his hand passed down over my breast, then stomach, all the way down until he slid his finger into my fold. “You’re wet,” he growled.
My inner muscles clenched at his first touch. We had a routine, and my body knew it. I couldn’t stop myself from responding if I’d wanted. And I should want to enjoy sexual pleasure with Chip. He was my fiancé, but my mind was too flooded with pleasure impulses to have a debate now.
I closed my eyes again and wiggled my hips as he worked his finger over my clit, circling and rubbing then thrusting it inside me to stroke my other pleasure spot, moaning in response to his touch. Chip was good in bed. He knew how to please me. He knew all the right places and the right amount of pressure. In my estimation, our love life was fairly hot and steamy, the best I’d had although I didn’t have a lot to compare it to. Then my devious mind started to imagine Aedyn on top of me, kissing me and pleasuring me… stop it.
Chip’s fingers had done their job and I was wound up to the top of my orgasm. It had been days without a release and I was ripe for a big one. I pulled his hand away and grabbed his hips. “Fuck me, Chip. Now.” Maybe that would knock the images of Aedyn out of my mind. I knew this would send me over the edge and I wanted this to be over before my wayward thoughts did me in.
With one swift move, he hooked his hands under both of my legs and pulled my ass to the very edge of the bed. With my knees bend up practically to my ears, he drove his cock into me, sliding through my dripping wetness with ease. He hunched forward over me with a deep groan and I grabbed a fist full of bedspread to keep my place. We rocked together, and he slammed into me, each stroke going deeper. My orgasm peaked in no time. I let out a long grunting exhale as I let myself go, and everything crashed into one big delicious sensation. It flowed out over my entire body, washing away any thoughts about my previous dilemma. One last deep thrust and Chip climaxed with a hard gasp.