Flat-Out Sexy(31)
Tamara sighed. "Her name is-"
But Imogen just shook her head. "Don't worry about it."
"What?" Ty said. "Look, I'm sorry, I admit it, I can't figure your name out. I've never heard that name before and I can't wrap my brain around it. But that doesn't mean I shouldn't try or that you shouldn't expect me to learn it."
Before either of them could say anything to his speech, he added, "It's really not Emma Jean?"
Imogen actually pressed her lips together to contain a grin. "No, it's not. It's Imogen. I-m-o-g-e-n. It's Shakespearean, and I'm very aware it's a difficult name for the average person, so I appreciate you trying to learn it."
Ty grinned at her. "You calling me average?"
Imogen blushed. "No, no, of course not."
Ryder leaned in to Tamara. "So, uh, what exactly is going on with you and number fifty-six over there?"
Tamara looked at Ryder, not sure what his reaction to her dating Elec would be, knowing how close he had been to Pete. "I don't know," she told him in all honesty.
"Well, just so you know, I'm all out of properties for you two to get it on in, unless you want to do it in my car."
Yep, that was a blush flooding her cheeks. "I'm sorry, I know I'm being tacky . . ."
"Hey, sometimes you just can't wait and I can appreciate that. I think it's great that you're having fun. Just be careful. Be sure of what you're doing, you know? What you want."
That was the problem. She had no clue what she really wanted. "Thanks, Ryder. Now will you take Ty out of here before he has my TA running back to Manhattan with her hands over her ears?"
"Sure." Ryder gave a whistle. "Hey, McCordle, train's leaving. I'm in need of a cold one.
Let's hit the bar."
"I'm there with ya," Ty said, giving a wave to Imogen.
They said good-bye to the kids, then they were gone, slamming the front door behind them.
Tamara looked at Elec. "Do you mind if I talk to Imogen for a minute?"
"No, not at all."
"Are you okay with them?" she asked nervously. She didn't want to foist the responsibility of watching her kids onto him.
"We're fine. Aren't we?" he asked Hunter, who was still hanging on his back.
"Yep," her daughter said.
"Okay, we'll be in my office." Tamara led Imogen down the hall. "I'm really sorry about Ty . . . he wasn't trying to be rude. He just honestly didn't understand what your name was."
"I know." Imogen shrugged. "I'm used to it. When I was a kid, I wished desperately that if my parents had wanted a Shakespearean name, they could have chosen Paris or Portia or even Juliet, but I've grown into it. I hear it's a very popular baby name in Britain now, which strikes me as amusing. I'm never quite in the right place at the right time. And it definitely could have been worse. They could have named me after a piece of fruit."
Tamara laughed. "That's true. Hey, for what it's worth, I love your name. Try having everyone call you Tammy. It's so ordinary. And virtually no one outside of my professional environment calls me by my full name."
"I noticed Ryder and Ty call you Tammy. It surprised me."
"I ask them to call me Tamara, but they never do." Tamara stepped into her office, which was her kid-free haven. It had an abundance of turquoise, pink, and splashes of black on a completely white backdrop. "Have a seat."
"Ty is, um, quite attractive," Imogen said, settling into a faux Louis IV chair that Tamara had painted turquoise and reupholstered in a zebra print, and resting her bag in her lap.
"Yeah, he is," Tamara said, somewhat surprised. Ty didn't seem like the type Imogen would find good-looking, especially after he'd butchered her name twelve times.
"Very . . . masculine."
Uh-oh. Tamara knew that tone and that look and she figured she might as well nip this one in the bud. Ty and Imogen would be about as good together as bacteria and penicillin. And she wasn't sure who would destroy who, but it wouldn't be pretty.
"He's definitely a true driver-great reflexes, competitive . . . and interested in young bimbos. You should see the latest he's been dating. If that one could string three words together, I'd be stunned."
"Oh, really?" Imogen looked disappointed. "Why do men do that?"
"I don't know. Because it's easy? No danger of hurt feelings? I have no idea."
The wheels in Imogen's very intelligent head seemed to be turning, so Tamara changed the subject back to work. "So about the summer . . . I'm scheduled to teach three courses."
Ten minutes later, she had shown Imogen out the front door, satisfied that they could continue their mutually beneficial working relationship over the summer. No one was in the family room, so trying not to worry, Tamara went into the kitchen.
Petey was sitting at the table eating spaghetti. Elec was putting an aluminum dish into the oven, his behind looking mighty nice in his jeans when he bent over.
"Wow, you're eating," she said to Petey, feeling a little flustered at the domestic scene laid out in front of her. Her husband had never put anything in the oven, ever, and the fact that Elec did so easily was a little unnerving. "Where's your sister?"
"I'm hungry," Petey said, like that was an obvious reason for eating, which she supposed it was. He slurped up a noodle. "This is good."
"Hunter's in bed," Elec said. "She was worn out and wanted to lie down, so I figured this time of night, might as well put her in her bed so you don't have to move her later."
"She let you put her to bed?" Tamara was amazed. Hunter wasn't an easy kid to settle down at night.
"Yep. She was just about asleep by the time I left the room."
"Oh. Wow. Thanks." Tamara rubbed her temples. "I'll just run up and check on her."
"Dinner should be ready by the time you get back," Elec said with a smile.
Tamara walked out of the room, fighting the urge to run. She didn't understand the chaos of feelings she was experiencing. Anxiety, anger, longing, pleasure . . . they were all swirling around inside her and she didn't know how to deal with any of them.
When she got to Hunter's bedroom, her daughter was indeed already asleep under her checkered flag comforter. Inhaling the lingering scent of rubber, Tamara stared in the dark at her baby, her mouth open on a silent snore, and wondered what the hell she was doing.
This wasn't supposed to be like this. She was supposed to keep her relationship with Elec, which was supposed to revolve solely around sex, separate from her children. In one night, he had shattered that compartmentalization and questioned her very ability to have that kind of secretive affair anyway. She was too apt to get attached to think that she could have a sex-only fling and not be affected. Already she was feeling jealous of women like Crystal.
In the hallway she heard Petey coming up the stairs loudly, telling Elec some kind of fact about cockroaches being able to survive a nuclear war. Tamara leaned on the door frame of Hunter's room, glancing over her shoulder as they walked past her to Petey's room. Elec reached out and brushed his hand across her waist and the small of her back and she clenched her fists in her armpits, fighting back tears that had suddenly popped into her eyes.
This was too much. This was too much a reminder of what she'd lost. Hell, it was a reminder of what she'd never had. Pete had been a great guy who had loved his family, but by no means had he been hands-on. She could count on her hand the number of times he had tucked his children into bed. Which was why it always struck her as interesting that doing so was one of Petey's primary memories of his father.
"Meet you in the kitchen, okay?" Elec whispered to her.
"Okay. Good night, Petey," she called to her son.
"Night. Love you." He waved from the door of his room, popping his head in and out and grinning. Clearly he was bouncing right back from being sick.
"Love you, too."
When Petey disappeared into his room, she was left standing alone with Elec, his intense stare on her in the moonlit hall.
"I'll be down in a minute," he said in a gravelly voice.
"Good."
Because they clearly needed to talk.
After he kissed her.
CHAPTER TE
ELEC walked into the kitchen, not sure what his reception was going to be. Tamara had pulled the lasagna out of the oven and put it on two plates on the table. She had opened a bottle of red wine and poured one glass. Next to the other plate was a bottle of beer, which stupidly touched him. She remembered that he didn't drink wine.