“No, babe, so goddamned blind, purposefully, you’re stumblin’, bumpin’ into shit, but barrelin’ ahead anyway, bound for a world of hurt.”
That was way too close to the bone so I ignored it, uncrossed my arms and lifted my hand his way again.
“Hopper, give me my phone.”
“You’re sleepin’ here tonight.”
I planted my hands on my hips, leaned in and hissed, “Told you, I see. I know what you’re doing.”
“You don’t know shit either.”
“I know this is bullshit,” I fired at him.
“Well, you got one thing right,” he fired back.
Gah! He had an answer for everything. He was so annoying!
I took a calming breath that didn’t calm me before I snapped. “Give me my phone.”
“No.”
“Hop, give me my damn phone!”
He ignored me. “You sleep in one of my tees. The ones here are all dirty but don’t matter. Even dirty, they’re better than what you’re wearin’,” he stated as he flipped a hand out and up, indicating me.
Backed into a corner, I decided to get nasty.
“I’ve been around you a lot, Hop. I’ve seen you. I’ve seen what you like. This,” I swept a hand down my front, “is the way you like it.”
Nasty was not—and I knew it, I’d learned that lesson before—the way to go.
I learned it again then when, one second, he was three feet away. The next, he was right on me, hand in the back of my hair, arm wrapped around my back, his face in my face, lips nearly on mine.
“Yeah, I liked skank,” he bit off. “Liked the taste. Wild, free, and easy. Went back for more. Repeatedly. But that was before I had my mouth between the legs of a lady. You get that, you don’t go back.”
Oh no. The area between the legs where he’d had his mouth got wet at his words and it didn’t help he was so close; my breaths were mingling with his, my breasts were brushing his chest, and my mind was centering on the fact that I knew what it felt like, my breasts bared, his chest the same, and my nipples brushing against his chest hair.
At the memory, my breaths got shallow but faster and those nipples swelled.
He either felt or sensed my reaction and I knew this because his hand in my hair fisted, his lips moved so they grazed mine, and the mood of the room shifted so immensely it was a wonder we didn’t rock with it.
In response to all that, my breaths got shallower and my legs started trembling so much I had to lift a hand and curl my fingers in the side of his tee.
“Three weeks,” he growled. “I go to bed, lie there and think of you. Wake up, you’re the first thing on my mind.”
Oh God.
I liked that.
Oh God.
I couldn’t like it.
I tried to wipe his words from my brain but he went on, “Tell me you don’t feel that.”
I shook my head, short, sharp, and his fist in my hair tightened.
No pain.
Control.
Possession.
I liked that, too.
Yes, when we hit Chaos, I hit trouble.
My knees started to get weak and I lifted my other hand to curl into the other side of his tee.
“You feel it,” he whispered against my lips. “You do the same, lady. You go to bed thinkin’ of me, wake up with me on your mind. You do the exact, fuckin’ same.”
I closed my eyes.
“Look at me,” he ordered.
I opened my eyes.
“Tell me,” he demanded. “You do the same.”
“No,” I breathed.
He held my eyes.
Then I felt the tip of his tongue sweep my lower lip.
Without my permission, my body swayed into his, pressing deep, and my eyes closed again.
“Liar,” he whispered.
He was right. I was lying.
I felt the same. I did the same. I went to bed thinking of him. I woke up, he was the first thing on my mind. Further, throughout the day, he slid into my brain constantly to torment me.
I had to end this.
I had to shut him up.
In order to do that, for some insane reason, I kissed him.
Not surprisingly, he kissed me back.
His kiss was better and my whole body thought so, especially my mouth, which moaned into his and my arms, which wrapped around his neck.
Seconds later I was on my back in the bed, Hop’s mouth still on mine, his tongue in my mouth.
Needing his taste, craving it for weeks, not having it, my tongue forced its way into his mouth.
Just as I remembered, he tasted great.
Spicy.
Manly.
Intoxicating.
Then his mouth and tongue were on my neck and my shirt was torn open, flimsy little pearl buttons giving up the fight easy, the ones that didn’t popped right off. Hop’s head moved as his fingers curled into the cup of my bra and yanked it down.
I gasped.
His mouth closed on my nipple.