“Have you put one of these on before?” Roman asked when Hunter didn’t move.
“Um…in health class we had to put them on bananas but I’ve never put them on someone else before…” he said and then his whole countenance froze as Roman slid his underwear off. Roman’s cock was so heavy with need that it bounced against his abdomen for only a second before bobbing upright again.
“Did you ever put one on yourself?” Roman asked.
Hunter was still too focused on his dick to respond so Roman fell silent as he waited. And the second Hunter’s questioning gaze lifted to meet his, Roman nodded in silent permission. Hunter licked his lips and then reached out a shaky hand. His fingers barely touched Roman’s cock on their first pass but his dick did its own version of a happy dance and twitched hungrily. Fascinated, Hunter ran his thumb over the slit and Roman bit back a curse. With each hesitant touch, Hunter grew a little bit more emboldened and within a minute he was eagerly closing his hand around Roman and giving him little tugs.
“I can’t,” Roman muttered as he sat up and kissed Hunter hard. “I’m not going to fucking last if you keep doing that,” he ground out. “And I’ve needed this since the first time I felt these beautiful lips on mine.” He kissed Hunter again, more softly this time and said, “I promise you can touch me as much as you want after, okay?”
Hunter nodded and then a shy smile spread across his lips. He searched out the condom which he’d dropped at some point and then tore the wrapper open. He carefully removed it from the packaging but when he reached for Roman’s dick, Roman grabbed his wrist.
“I want you inside of me, Hunter.”
***
Hunter was sure he’d heard Roman wrong. No way would a big, strong, experienced guy like Roman let someone like him…
“Stop it,” Roman whispered and he felt Roman release his wrist long enough to reach up and sift through his hair and then gently hold him still for another bone melting kiss. “Stop thinking it.”
“Sorry,” he said softly. “It’s just that you’re more experienced, older, stronger…”
“Truth?” Roman said. “Yes, I almost always top because sex was never just about pleasure for me…it was about power and control. For me, bottoming means trusting the person you’re with to take care of you. It means making yourself vulnerable. I’ve never wanted that with anyone else – I never wanted anyone to see that part of me. I want you to see it. Don’t ask me why because I’m too scared to ask myself that same question. Just…just know that I need this and if I’m lucky enough for you to show me the same trust someday, then you’ll know what it feels like to be so deep inside of someone that you don’t know where they end and you begin. Because I know without a shadow of a doubt that that’s what it will feel like when we’re together.”
Hunter was so overwhelmed that he felt like he couldn’t breathe. He slammed his lips down on Roman’s and forced him on his back as he thrust his tongue into Roman’s mouth. Roman’s tongue was there to welcome him and as they played, Hunter reveled in the feel of their cocks sliding against each other. It took everything in him to release Roman’s mouth and rear back to his knees so he could fumble with the condom. He got distracted when he saw Roman rip open the pack of lube and spread some on his fingers and he knew his mouth was hanging wide open as he watched those same slickened fingers disappear between the globes of Roman’s ass. Some unnamed force of courage went through him and he lowered one hand to pull Roman’s hot flesh back just enough to watch two of Roman’s fingers buried deep within his own body. Every twisting and thrusting motion of Roman’s fingers had Hunter’s dick bobbing in anticipation and he felt more moisture well up from the tip when Roman’s digits popped free of his hole.
“I’ve never…I’ve never done this with anyone,” Hunter said lamely as he forced his eyes back to his dick and tried desperately to get the condom on. Big hands settled over his and gently took the small piece of latex from him. Lips coasted over his briefly as the condom was rolled down his length.
“Just do whatever feels good. I guarantee I’m going to like everything you do to me.”
He got another kiss and then Roman asked, “What position do you want me in?”
Fuck, he had no idea. He had no idea about any of this. But one look at Roman’s dark eyes and he realized he did know. “I want to see you,” Hunter whispered.
The look that passed through Roman’s gaze left Hunter reeling but before he could think on it too much, Roman was laying back down and pulling his legs up and opening them wide. His big fingers closed over his own ass cheeks and spread them and Hunter nearly choked on the sight of the small hole that greeted him. Jesus, how would he ever fit into something so small without hurting Roman?