“God, no,” I said as I pulled him over me on the bed. He locked his lips to mine again in a hungry kiss as his hands slid my dress up slowly, making me cry out. I had planned this outfit, knowing it was sexy without trying too hard, and now it was a few moves away from being on the floor. Landon pulled away to drag it over my head, moving his lips down my neck as he reached around my body to unhook my bra.
Fuck, his mouth was everywhere. I was shaking and needy as I closed my eyes, memorizing the feeling of this. I had missed it while we’d been apart, and I cried out as he latched his lips around my hard and ready nipple, tugging hard as I slid my hands into his hair.
I’d taught Brian all of this, so much so that he did everything the way Landon did. The physical acts were the same but the feelings were incomparable. Brian was sweet and pleasant, but Landon lit me on fire. I tugged at his clothing with hungry hands. Within moments, we were naked and kissing, pressed together before he moved down my body again. He nipped at my neck, dragging the skin between his teeth as his hands roamed my body freely. His mouth moved down to my nipple again before he took one and then the other between his teeth and tugged hard, making me cry out his name. I held on to him, my hands in his hair as he sucked and bit me while he spread my thighs apart with his knees.
His hands traveled between my legs, feeling the dampness as he stroked my folds tenderly. I writhed beneath him as he spread me wide open and kissed my stomach, teasing me. I knew where he was going, and I knew where I wanted him to be, no matter how wrong this was.
All my efforts of pushing him away faded the moment he stroked me with his tongue. Everything he’d done had brought me close to release, and he held me tightly as I instinctively jerked against him. Landon knew better than anyone what set me off, and he liked me still as I came on his tongue, which I was doing within a few moments as he nibbled on my clit and plunged two fingers inside me.
It was slow to start but intense, and I screamed as I released, clutching the sheets as he tormented me through the lingering orgasm. It was everything I needed and wanted, and I threw my morals out of the window as I clutched at him and begged him to fuck me. All my self-control disappeared when I came, and I wasn’t sure it would ever come back.
Landon moved up my body as his mouth clumsily kissed my skin, settling between my thighs. He was hard, and I stared into his eyes for a long moment before he kissed me softly. My taste was smeared on his mouth, and I ate it away as he moved against me, ready to enter me. “Are you protected?” His voice was husky as his chest brushed against my sensitive nipples, and I felt disappointment surge through my veins. I was, but not for Landon. I’d made that choice for Brian, and I was going to let another man come inside me.
“Yes. Just get in me.” I sealed my fate with those words. He slid forward, pressing into me slowly as I arched against him. His thickness filled me inch by inch, and I moaned raggedly and clung to him, hearing his whispers as he claimed me as his own. “So fucking tight. You feel so good, Lily . . . like you were made for my cock. You fit me like the warmest, wettest glove I’ve ever felt wrapped around me.” Landon buried himself inside me and took a breath as he leaned down to kiss my neck. “I am going to fuck you now, Lily.”
“Please.” I almost wept as he started to thrust in and out of me, faster with every movement of his hips. I rocked with him, needing him as deep inside me as he could get. We found a messy beat that worked for us as we both moaned together. I heard my voice, muttering about how he felt and what I wanted to do to him, but it made no sense mixed in with my moans and cries.
He dragged against me inside as I came closer to my second release, digging my nails into his back as I felt the pressure release. I cried out as it started all over again, him still driving himself inside me as I tightened around him, wetting his cock before he stilled and jerked with a cry of my name.
Landon dropped against me, gasping for breath as he buried his face against my shoulder and whispered my name. He softened as we rested together, and I closed my eyes, breathing in our scent as it filled the room.
Fuck, I had missed this. I had missed the smell of our sex and his musky scent as it combined in my nose.
Landon slowly pulled out of me and dropped onto the mattress beside me, facing me as he slipped an arm around my waist. “Did you feel that?”
“What?” I asked as my body cried out for a nap. I’d barely slept thinking about this trip, and I was here in his arms quicker than I’d expected. I felt comfortable and warm.
“How good we are together, Lily. How perfect this is when it will never feel this way with any other person,” Landon said, and I smiled weakly. He had a point, but I was unsure of where we could go with this right now. I didn’t even know what would happen later tonight when we were in the crowd. Tonight! I opened my eyes and gasped. “What?” Landon asked.
“When is the dinner?”
Landon glanced at the clock and snuggled against me.
“We have a few hours before we have to be there, and it’s at the restaurant here,” he responded sleepily, and at his words, I let my eyes close again.
I woke up to him gently shaking me as he whispered that the dinner started in an hour. “What? I have to get ready!” We took a shower together to save time, making love again as he pressed me against the wall.
I hurried to dry my hair with the dryer I’d brought along, pulling it back in a loose bun low on my neck with curls peeking out. I grabbed the red dress I’d packed and slipped it on with some heels, adding some red lipstick and mascara before I walked into the kitchen to see Landon dressed in a suit that was obviously made for him. I dragged my eyes down his body. “Are you going to look like that at all of the events here?” I asked softly as he sipped his beer and looked at me with dark eyes.
“I could ask the same of you. You look like you need to be kept here in my bed, not out there for other men to see.” His tone made me shudder as I forced a small smile, knowing no other man could ever have me.
“It wouldn’t matter,” I assured him as he stepped toward me, staring into my eyes.
“It wouldn’t?” he asked in disbelief, and I nodded.
“Not here. Not like this.”
Landon kissed my hair, promising me so much more to come when we returned tonight. I left first to keep our secret safe, glancing around to see the area empty of other guests. It was a private here, something I’d noticed when I made the reservations. I wandered toward the lobby and the restaurant as I patted my skin, worried about marks. I knew there was really no need to worry, though, as I’d checked closely in the bathroom mirror before dressing.
The walkway wound through a courtyard and then a beautiful garden. I looked around as I walked, taking in the peace and the beauty of Belize as I smiled secretly to myself. It was amazing here, and I couldn’t wait to see more of the beaches Landon had spoken about. I was considering snorkeling as I looked ahead at the spacious restaurant. “Lily?” I turned to see Jasmine walking toward me in a dark purple vintage dress and shiny black heels. “You look so pretty.”
“So do you. Can you believe this place?” I asked her as we walked together, comparing our thoughts on the resort.
“I want some free time to get out and see everything! It’s amazing,” Jasmine gushed as we walked into the foyer to see several familiar faces. I noticed Lauren and her crowd, choosing to avoid them as I found a seat with Jasmine once we were led to the massive private room. My eyes remained glued to the entrance as we sipped cocktails and chatted, softening when Landon entered with a few men. He had a glass in his hand and his eyes swept the room until he found me, resting momentarily on me before he moved to sit with the other partners. My eyes followed him, and I saw a pretty brunette sit with them. She sipped whiskey and laughed beside Landon.
The jealousy inside me was ugly, and I tossed back my drink. I didn’t like it.
We ate a delicious dinner of seafood and listened to a presentation about the company and the history behind it. It was interesting, but my eyes kept moving to Landon, as the woman continually touched his shoulder or leaned close to say something to him. She was clearly interested in him. I learned that her name was Marilyn when they introduced the partners and she smiled around the room as she nodded her head. She was pretty and had a maturity that I didn’t possess quite yet.
After the meal, they gave us an idea of what we’d be doing that week, passing out a schedule before they released us to socialize and get to know others in the company. Jasmine and I ordered a fresh drink and stepped outside, both content with knowing as few people as possible. My reasons were far different than hers, since I was secretly sleeping with my boss and trying to hide it. She just didn’t care for most of the women who worked for the firm and was rather introverted. We wandered out to a fountain and sat down, sipping our cocktails and discussing the schedule.
Some of it was boring work conferences that were mandatory, but there were a few tours lined up as well. Jasmine was talking excitedly about the gallery showing in town, but I stopped listening to her when I saw Landon and Marilyn at the bar together. Again, she was laughing with her head close to him, and I narrowed my eyes as rage throbbed through my body.