“Was that a lunch date that you just got back from?” Vivian asked as she surveyed Sadie’s sloppy appearance.
“Yes and so much more.” Sadie pulled her best friend in and shut the door as she stared at her. “I don’t know what to do.” She told Vivian everything from the night of the auction to the weekend as her friend widened her eyes.
“Oh my fucking God…both of them? Sadie, that’s so unlike you,” Vivian sympathized as Sadie nodded with a frown. “They’re gorgeous, though. If I wasn’t engaged, I might be a little jealous.” Vivian smiled since they both knew her soon-to-be husband was a handsome man that she was crazy about. “Who would you pick if you had to?”
“I don’t know,” Sadie admitted as she looked at Vivian. “They’re opposites, but I like both of them.”
“Ride it out. Hell, fuck the ever loving hell out of both of those men. You deserve it for so many reasons.” Vivian was no stranger to the way most men were towards her friend and called all of them stuck up assholes that didn’t know what they were missing.
“I guess. It just feels so…taboo. Something like that.” Sadie had mused before she shook her head. The girls talked for a bit longer before Vivian went back to the gallery and Sadie got some writing done until her phone rang later that night.
It was Jacob. He asked her to dinner, and Sadie accepted before she finished up her article and checked it before sending it to her client. She dressed in a dark purple dress that clung to her curves and some black heels with dark liner and nude pink lips. She walked out to the curb to find Jacob walking towards her as a smile crossed his face. “You look gorgeous.” He kissed her softly and led her to a car that rivaled Brent’s, where he opened the door for her.
Dinner that night was a steak and seafood place where she found herself enjoying it as much as she had the lunch date. They were different men, but a part of her was beginning to care deeply for them both. He bought the best wine in the place and allowed her to drink to her heart’s delight before they left and they headed the opposite direction of her apartment. “Where are we going?”
“My apartment, if that’s okay. I want you to see it.”
Sadie smiled as they pulled into a garage and wondered where Brent lived. Was it close to here and would she ever see his place? Jacob got out and opened her door, leading her by the hand to an elevator. It took them to the twentieth floor into a luxurious hallway where he unlocked an enormous white door and pushed it open. The apartment reminded her of the hotel room with a spacious living room and a marble fireplace with an equally beautiful kitchen that she could see a part of from the foyer. She watched as Jacob slipped off her jacket and set it on the chair before he turned towards her. “I’ve been thinking about you since we all left the hotel.” Jacob stepped forward and cupped her face with his hands. He leaned down to kiss her as she parted her lips in anticipation and slipped hers around his neck. Their desire was slow but very steady, and Sadie moaned into his mouth as he lifted her and pressed her against the wall.
She was tugging at his clothes after she lifted her dress over her head and Jacob let his pants slip down his legs as his cock sprung out. He ripped off her satin thong and fingered her clit before he pulled her to the bedroom and reached into a drawer on the nightstand.
Jacob pushed her onto the bed and spread her thighs apart with his knees as he rolled the condom over himself. They hadn’t done a lot of foreplay this time, but he didn’t need it as he slid easily inside of her. She grunted as she wrapped her legs around him and scraped her nails down his chest. Sadie arched her back as he held her still and drove himself into her over and over until she was gurgling his name in a volatile release as his fingers dug into her hips.
He dropped over her for a long kiss before he pulled out slowly and she tasted the sweat above his lip. “Fuck if I don’t crave your body all of the time, Sadie. I knew that night that you were something to hold onto and when Brent got involved…I went with it because he’s like a brother to me.” She felt her heart drop. “Not that it wasn’t hot watching you with him, but this is nice. Just us.”
“Yeah.” She replied as his hand slid down her body and found her clit with his finger. They were soon headed into the rabbit hole as he made her come with his finger and hand before asking her to ride him hard so he could watch her tits bounce. Sadie fell asleep there, and they dressed hurriedly in the morning so he could get to work and she could do a conference call with a new client.
The kiss that he gave her before she slipped out of the car made her lips tingle, and Sadie stared into his eyes before she got out on her own. She walked to her apartment slowly as she realized that she cared deeply for both Brent and Jacob.
The next time she went out, Sadie saw them both. They ordered Thai in and spent the night at Brent’s apartment eating and fooling around on the couch. Sadie found it to be more casual than Jacob’s with a hint of a beach theme, but the bedroom was just the same as both of the men took turns tasting her and biting at her nipples before they filled her pussy and mouth. She felt fulfilled as she was coming around Jacob and swallowing Brent, her body taking the beating that she loved and craved. She cuddled close to both of them as they fell into a silence and Sadie fell asleep harder than she had since the hotel.
They continued this way for a few months, mixing it up with just one man and sometimes the three of them. It was hot as ever, but Sadie noticed three months later that she was seeing them alone. Both seemed stressed and tense even as they fucked her in their beds but there was no mention of the other guy. She also knew that she was falling in love with both of them, more and more with every night that she spent with Jacob or Brent. Sadie could see the look in their eyes sometimes when she met their gaze, and she almost said it, but something held her back.
Society told her that it was wrong. The looks that she got from people that knew her from the auction made her ashamed of what she was doing. Vivian had to fire her assistant for gossiping about Sadie and the guys and wasn’t kind about it as she screamed at her staff to keep their mouths shut. It was uncomfortable for Sadie in many ways, and she considered just ending things and finding a man that she could just love for who he was without complication.
The night that she realized something was terribly wrong was a night with Brent. He was the easygoing one, pleasant compared to Jacob at times. This particular night, he’d taken her to a cute place for dinner but was sullen throughout the meal and afterward took her to his apartment. There was no kindness, no affection. He fucked her like he always did, but this was angry, and she sensed that he was troubled by the whole situation as she looked into his face after they collapsed on the mattress. “What was that? What’s going on with you and Jacob? You’re both being assholes these days.”
Brent looked shocked since she rarely used that kind of language before he ran a hand through his messy hair. “We’re not speaking too much right now outside of work, and even that’s touchy on most days. We both…we both fell in love with you and being together as a threesome is too much for us. I think it’s also too much sharing you now. We never meant for this to happen that night with the auction.”
“Oh,” Sadie said as she stood and started to dress. Brent watched her quietly. “Maybe it’s best if we just end it then. You have been friends forever, and I don’t want to break that.” Her voice was shaking from the tears forming in her eyes and she stared at the floor. She was madly in love with both of them and hated what was happening, but she couldn’t stay here. Not tonight and not anymore. Sadie looked back at Brent on the bed, perfectly toned from what she assumed was additional exercise to work out the stress and gorgeous to look at. She wished that it was just lust. Sadie whispered goodbye and walked out to get her purse before she got a car on her phone.
CHAPTER 6
Sadie didn’t contact them, and they remained quiet for the next week. Her heart ached over the loss, but her body missed them as well. She found herself tossing and turning at night alone in her bed, not sleeping as she tried to make herself come with her hand and the toys that she’d purchased recently. She needed to feel like she did with Brent and Jacob but the releases that she gave herself were so understated compared to what she was used to. Still, she tried. Sadie masturbated in the shower, in her bed and anywhere in the house just to try and fill her needs.
Vivian stared at her over lunch one day with worried eyes. “You look miserable, Sade.” They were supposed to be going over details for the wedding rehearsal, but Sadie was tired and grumpy, much like every day.
“I just…miss them. I miss both of them. I wish that I could pick one over the other or even just blend them into the perfect man, but I can’t.” Vivian knew about what had happened, and she took a bite of her salad and chewed thoughtfully for a moment.
“So go to them. Throw all of this out there and just set things straight. It’s not the norm to be with two men, not even here in the city. You’ve just looked so terrible for these past few days, and I think you know what you need as much as I do.” Vivian told her with a serious face. “Fuck the gossip. Fuck everybody. Just live your life and make yourself happy.”