She was pretty sure that when it came to her past lives, she was going to be on her
own.
Wait a minute.
The first day of class. During the icebreaker. Shelby had said-Luce rose to her feet, forgetting completely that she was in the middle of a
meeting, and was already crossing the deck when a piercing scream rang out behind her.
As she whipped around toward the sound, Luce saw a flash of something black
dip off the bow of the boat.
A second later, it was gone.
Then a splash.
"Oh my God! Dawn! " Both Jasmine and Amy were leaning halfway over the
prow, looking down into the water. They were screaming.
"I'll get the lifeboat!" Amy yelled, running into the cabin.
Luce hopped up on the ledge beside Jasmine and gulped at what she saw. Dawn
had tumbled overboard and was thrashing in the water. At first, her dark head of hair and
flailing arms were all that was visible, but then she glanced up and Luce saw the terror on
her white face.
A horrible second later, a big wave overtook Dawn's tiny body. The boat was still
moving, pulling further away from her. The girls trembled, waiting for her to resurface.
"What happened?" Steven demanded, suddenly at their side. Francesca was
loosening a foam-ringed life preserver from its ties under the bow.
Jasmine's lips quivered. "She was trying to ring the bell to get everyone's attention
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for the speech. She b-b-barely leaned out--I don't know how she lost her balance."
Luce took another painful glance over the ship's bow. The drop into the icy water
was probably thirty feet. There was still no sign of Dawn. "Where is she?" Luce cried.
"Can she swim?"
Without waiting for an answer, she grabbed the life preserver out of Francesca's
hands, looped one arm through it, and climbed to the top of the bow.
"Luce--stop!"
She heard the cry behind her, but it was already too late. She dove into the water,
holding her breath, thinking on her way down of Daniel, and their last dive at the lake.
She felt the cold in her rib cage first, a harsh tightening around her lungs from the
shock of the temperature. She waited until her descent slowed, then kicked for the
surface. The waves poured over her head, spewing salt into her mouth and up her nose,
but she clutched the life preserver tight. It was cumbersome to swim with, but if she
found Dawn --when she found Dawn--they would both need it to stay afloat while they
waited for the lifeboat.
She could vaguely sense a clamoring up on the yacht, people shouting and
scurrying around the deck, calling down to her. But if Luce was going to be any help to
Dawn, she had to tune all of them out.
Luce thought she saw the dark dot of Dawn's head in the freezing water. She tore
forward, against the waves, toward it. Her foot connected with something--a hand?--but
then it was gone and she wasn't sure whether it had been Dawn at all.
Luce couldn't go underwater while holding on to the life preserver, and she had a
bad feeling that Dawn was deeper down. She knew she shouldn't let go of the life
preserver. But she couldn't save Dawn unless she did.
Tossing it aside, Luce filled her lungs with air, then plunged down deep,
swimming hard until the surface warmth disappeared and the water became so cold it
hurt. She couldn't see a thing, just grasped everywhere she could, hoping to reach Dawn
before it was too late.
It was Dawn's hair that Luce felt first, the thin shock of short, dark waves.
Probing lower with her hand, she felt her friend's cheek, then her neck, then her shoulder.
Dawn had sunk pretty far in such a short time. Luce slipped her arms under Dawn's
armpits, then used all her strength to pull her up, kicking powerfully toward the surface.
They were far underwater, the daylight a distant shimmer.
And Dawn felt heavier than she could possibly be, like a great weight was
attached to her, dragging both of them down.
At last Luce broke the surface. Dawn sputtered, spewing water out of her mouth
and coughing. Her eyes were red and her hair was matted on her forehead. With one arm
looped across Dawn's chest, Luce gently paddled them both toward the life preserver.
"Luce," Dawn whispered. In the tumbling waves, Luce couldn't hear her, but she
could read her lips. "What's happening?"
"I don't know." Luce shook her head, straining to keep them both afloat.
"Swim to the lifeboat!" The call came from behind. But swimming anywhere was
impossible. They could barely keep their heads above water.
The crew was lowering an inflatable life raft. Steven was inside it. As soon as the
boat met the ocean, he began paddling briskly toward them. Luce closed her eyes and let
the palpable relief wash over her with the next wave. If she could just hold on a little
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