"Oh. That was close." Congressman Whitley and Carlton both gave him a sympathetic look.
It should have been the perfect ending to their night, and it would have been until there was a commotion near the door. There was a lot of shouting – and one of those voices belonged to Silver March. Saffi started in her seat.
"I'll check," he told her. "Stay here."
"No." She shook her head. "That's my family. I need to go and see what's happening." She glanced at the other couples. "I'm so sorry---"
"It's okay, dear," Congressman Whitley said.
Staffan kept her close to his side as they walked towards the source of the furor. A crowd was growing, and he suddenly had a bad feeling about all of it. At the sight of him, the people moved, parting just enough for Staffan and Saffi to move forward.
She stumbled to a stop in front of him and Staffan immediately cupped her elbow to keep Saffi up. He followed her gaze and stiffened at the sight of the prince. In front of him was a red-faced blustering mayor, one who was extremely well known for his rather racist remarks against anyone with Middle Eastern blood – like Jeremy Al-Atassi.
Silver was visibly struggling to hold on to his temper as his older brother smoothed things over, his tone commanding as he requested the mayor to leave.
"You will never get my city's votes," the mayor roared, wagging a fist at the March brothers.
Silver moved as if to strike the other man down, and the mayor immediately cowered, fear turning his face into a bloodless mask.
"Silver," Pearl said sharply from behind, and her youngest son slowly lowered his fist. The senator murmured something to Steel, who commanded the security personnel around them to escort the mayor out.
Amidst the shouts of the mayor as he was dragged to the exit, Pearl said with a strained smile, "Please excuse this. It was a simple misunderstanding. Enjoy the rest of the night."
But no one moved, all eyes trained on the silent prince.
Saffi suddenly stiffened before him, and Staffan heard her inhale deeply. His hold around her elbow tightened as he realized that Saffi and the fucking prince were looking at each other.
Coldness enveloped Staffan. "Don't." The harshly whispered word was torn from his heart. He said in Swedish, "Don't fucking go to him. Don't act like you fucking know him." He was close to begging, and Staffan hated it even as he knew he couldn't help it.
With every second that passed, Saffi's gaze locked with the prince, Staffan felt Saffi drifting away from him.
"Saffi---"
She looked up at him brokenly. "Please understand, Staffan,' she whispered. "I can't … I can't turn him away just like that."
Everyone's gazes were on the prince and Saffi. Staffan felt them waiting and knew the mostly-Republican crowd was waiting for Saffi to reject the prince – was hoping Saffi would reject him because rumors had also been rife about the prince's kingdom considering an alliance with the Palestine government.
"Let your brother play the hero," Staffan said coldly.
Saffi's lips trembled. "Staffan, please---"
"It's me … or him." He saw Jeremy starting for them and knew the prince was going to force his hand.
Saffi turned to look over her shoulder and paled at the realization that Jeremy was walking towards them.
"Choose, Saffi. It's me or him."
Staffan's words made her head snap back towards him. "Then let's just go," she cried out impulsively. "Let's just avoid him."
He gave one hard shake of his head. "No. Show him you are choosing me."
She gasped, the sound heartwrenching. "I can't. Staffan, I can't. That's cruel---"
He exploded, "And you think you're not being fucking cruel, looking at him like he's your fucking prince while I was the one with you all this time, the one who fucking stood by you while he courted his fucking princess? Do you think that just because we don't fucking talk about it means I've fucking forgotten that you fucked him?"
A moment later, Jeremy's voice came to them, quiet and deep. "Hello, Saffi."
She looked at Staffan pleadingly, but his expression didn't change.
With a swallowed sob, she turned her back at Staffan. With two whispered words, Saffi felt her heart breaking all over again, and the glass bubble she had hoped would stay forever whole cracked into pieces with it.
"Hello, Jeremy."
Chapter Twelve
I miss you, baby. I'll miss you every day. You don't know how much.
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Staffan was coldly quiet throughout the ride back, ignoring her every overture until Saffi was forced to remain just as silent, the tears falling endlessly even as she did her best to hold them back. But when they arrived at their hotel room, she couldn't help trying again. "Staffan, please … "
But still he ignored her, moving swiftly past the living room of their suite and going to their bedroom.
When she reached their room, Saffi was stunned to see Staffan packing. "Staffan, please, please don't be mad."
He did not look up as he answered, "I'm not." He flung the wardrobe doors open. "You just fucking ceased to matter."
The cry that came from Saffi's lips scraped him raw, but Staffan told himself to ignore it.
"Staffan, there is nothing going on between Jeremy and me. There never was." Saffi covered her mouth to stop her sobs.
But still Staffan didn't look at her. He only continued to move with icy precision, taking items of his clothing from the wardrobe cabinet and dumping them on the bed.
"Staffan, I lied."
His head shot up.
"Jeremy and I never did it---"
"WHEN WILL YOU STOP WITH THE FUCKING LIES?"
Saffi flinched at Staffan's shout.
Staffan's fist punched the closet door so hard it went flying, its glass front crashing against the wall.
Saffi started to cry, knowing that Staffan wasn't as angry as he was hurt. "Staffan, I mean it," she sobbed. "I just lied because I wanted another chance---"
"Stop! Just goddamn stop!"
She sobbed harder at the contempt on Staffan's face.
"I just don't want to fucking hear another word from you. I'm fucking over you – I don't give a fuck what your family blackmails me with. You're worse than whatever they can throw at me."
When he started to move towards the door, she threw herself at him, unable to help it. She cried as he tried to push her away, but she clung to him as hard as she could, unwilling to let go. "Please, Staffan, please. I don't want to lose you again---"
He froze at her words before a bitter laugh escaped him. "Lose me? You never fucking had me because the Saffi I loved was a fucking fake. There's no real Saffi – not one goddamn real thing about you because you're full of shit."
Staffan's brute strength forced her to let go and the way his cold gaze took her in made Saffi sick to her stomach. She hurt, but then she would realize that nothing would hurt as much as the next words he spoke.
"You're the biggest fucking mistake in my life, Saffi. Because I fell for you, hook, line, and sinker – I fell for you even though you're crazy as shit, pretending you're a fucking groupie, talking to your fish like they can fucking talk back … " Staffan knew he was saying things he should never say, things that he didn't even fucking mean, but he could not stop the words from pouring out. They were the only way he could stop feeling so goddamn hurt.
Over and over Chloe had lied to him, but he had let her do it because he had loved her. And in return, she had still left him in the end. He should have learned his fucking lesson from that, but he had let Saffi do so much worse to him, make him twice the fool in front of the whole goddamn world.
His own weakness made Staffan want to throw up and right now, everything about Saffi just made him hate himself more. He was so fucking weak because of this girl – a girl who didn't even know what love was.
"I love you," she whispered.
He could only laugh. "You don't love me, Saffi. You love the idea of being the one fangirl who was able to catch my attention. And so you did. Like any stupid mindless sex starved cunt, you got your dream while I'm stuck with the fucking reality. Because if the child inside you is mine, then it would have a lunatic---"
His words abruptly died at the stricken look on Saffi's face. When she started to turn away, he didn't understand the panic that squeezed his heart. But still Staffan could not admit to it, could not allow himself to be weak again.
"Go," he snarled. "Go run back to your family. Maybe they can buy you a husband who would be willing to stay next time!"
She disappeared from view, and the empty silence that followed suffocated him. Staffan could only stand there, waiting and just goddamn waiting for the relief to come crashing down on him.
It was over.
He and Saffi were over.