Drunk Dial(55)

I couldn’t wait for him to come, to feel that explosion of his desire inside of me.

“You thought you’d be too wet for me, huh? I love your come all over my dick, baby. Feels better than anything.”

My toes were curling from the intensity of his thrusts. I loved the feel and sound of his balls slapping against my ass.

This was what it was like to be truly fucked.

His hips moved in a circular motion as he slowed himself down. “I have to slow down, or I’ll explode.”

“I’m ready,” I whispered.

He challenged me. “Yeah?”

I gripped his ass. “Yeah.”

He began to pound into me even harder than before as he shot his load. As soon as I felt the warmth of his cum, my muscles tensed around him in climax. And then I finally understood what he meant when he explained what it feels like when he comes, that his mind goes blank. That was exactly what happened to me. All of the worries in the world just disappeared into him for a moment.

He stayed over me, his dick remaining hard and hot inside of me. Our foreheads were touching, and our breathing was still heavy. I didn’t know how I had lived so long without experiencing this.

I tried to thwart my mind’s attempts to think about the women he’d been with. Now that I’d experienced being with him, I was even more jealous of anyone who had come before me and hoped that none had experienced exactly what I just did. Because it felt like so much more than sex.

When he finally moved off of me, I didn’t like it. I wanted to stay connected in his warmth.

“I have a confession,” he said as he slipped a sheet over us and drew me into him. Once again, my body was happy.

“What?”

“Don’t kill me.”

“What did you do, Landon?”

“I saw you dance tonight.”

“How?”

“I selfishly wanted to see you in action without you knowing that I was watching you. I sat in the corner of the restaurant so you couldn’t see me.”

“Oh, my God.” I straightened up. “I can’t believe I didn’t know you were there.”

“I had my hat pulled down over my face. I figured if you noticed me, I would go with it and reveal myself. But since you didn’t, I just decided to enjoy watching you like everyone else.”

My cheeks felt flush. “What did you think?”

“It was more than I ever envisioned. You were amazing. Every movement was in step with the music perfectly. Everyone in that room just wanted a piece of your spirit, of your beauty. I can’t believe I don’t get to experience watching you all of the time. I’d be front and center every damn night if I could. I’d do nothing else. I didn’t expect to feel so damn proud of you. It was hard not to run onto the dance floor. I don’t know what I was expecting, but I wasn’t expecting it to be so fucking magical.”

“Well, it’s a good thing I didn’t know you were there because there is no way I could’ve focused. How did you get there from the airport?”

“I rented a car. So no more bus for a few days.”

I was starting to ruminate a bit.

He examined my face. “What are you thinking right now?”

“I feel like I have so many thoughts and feelings at the tip of my tongue, but nothing is coming out, and I am just gonna burst.”

“If you can’t find the words, you can use that tongue any other way you want. And I can definitely relate to the feeling of needing to burst. It’s why I flew all this way. In all seriousness, Rana, whatever you’re worried about right now, just get it the fuck out of your mind, okay?”

“Okay,” I whispered.

“I didn’t come here to force you into talking about any heavy stuff or anything. A man doesn’t randomly shut down his business in the middle of the lunch hour and run home to book a plane ticket to fly across country because he wants to make trouble. I came for two things.”

My heart was ready to explode. “Yeah?”

“The first is obvious. But the second and most important is to tell you in person that I am totally in love with you, Rana Saloomi. Because that just doesn’t seem like something you say over the phone. I fucking love you.”

He cradled my face in his hands and planted a long kiss on my lips. I broke away prematurely because I needed to reciprocate his sentiments.

“I love you, too. I’ve never loved anyone like I love you.” The words couldn’t come out of my mouth fast enough. All I’d been waiting for was for him to say it first, but I’d felt it for a very long time.

“Well, I’ll take that and run with it.” He held me tight. “You know, I really liked you when we were kids. You entertained me, and I thought you were probably the coolest girl I had ever met. But I’m not gonna lie and say I’ve always loved you. I haven’t loved you until recently. I fell in love hard with the flawed girl who drunk dialed me and makes me laugh. I think I realized it the night I confessed my past to you in L.A. Because I’d never been more scared of losing someone in my life.”