An hour later I felt exhausted by the effort and excused myself to use the bathroom in the hallway near the front entrance. I had just slipped inside and was shutting the door behind me when it was forced open again. I stumbled back, astonished, as Cam quickly stepped inside and slammed the door behind him. He locked it and then faced me.
I wished I'd worn heels. In my flat boots I was only five ten and Cam had two inches on me. It wasn't much, but he was built of solid muscle and when he was powered by seething anger, he might as well have had a whole foot on me.
Trembling, I gestured to the door with a jerky hand. 'What are you doing? Someone could have seen you.'
His blue eyes snapped cold fire at me. 'Malcolm, you mean.'
'Or Becca,' I reminded him through clenched teeth. 'Remember her? Your girlfriend?'
Cam ignored me and I shivered as his gaze drifted slowly down my body, then climbed back up. I tingled all over. His lips quirked up at the corner as our eyes met. 'You look gorgeous tonight. I've never seen you like this.'
As we continued to stare at each other in silence I felt my heart race and my breathing speed up. I had to get out of there before I did something unbelievably stupid. Hoping I looked suitably determined and pissed off, I closed the distance between us. 'Let me out of here, Cameron.'
He held his hands up in surrender and stepped aside, but as soon as I reached for the lock I found my back flattened against the door, Cam's body pressed against mine, and his hands braced on either side of my head, imprisoning me.
'Wha – '
'Hush.' His breath whispered against my lips and he lowered his hands until they circled my waist. 'You feel this too. You've felt it since the night we met.'
I couldn't find my voice, lost in a mixture of exultation that I hadn't been alone in this from the beginning and anxiety that we were doing something wrong and we'd be caught. I licked my lips nervously.
He took it as an invitation.
My gasp was swallowed by his kiss, his mouth hot as his tongue slid against mine. Stubble scratched my skin as he deepened the kiss, and his right hand glided up my side, over my ribs, until it came to a rest at my breast. His thumb brushed the underside deliberately. My skin immediately caught fire and I reached for him, my arms curling around his neck, drawing him closer. I moaned into his mouth, my heart hammering as my senses went on overload. I could taste coffee on his tongue, smell the scent of his skin, feel his heat, his strength. I was surrounded. And I wanted more.
I forgot where we were.
Who we were.
All I cared about was climbing inside of Cam.
Our grip on each other was almost painful, our kiss hard, wet, desperate.
Right.
Cam groaned, the vibration reverberating in my chest and soaring downward between my legs, and I writhed against him. He got the message, pressing his body deeper against mine, his erection digging into my lower stomach as his legs spread mine farther apart. I whimpered with a want that was out of control and Cam pulled back to stare at my swollen lips. I'd never seen a man so lost in a sexual fog and my sex clenched at the knowledge of the power I had over him, my knickers damp as my body grew ready for him.
Cam nipped at my bottom lip, and then licked the same spot. 'I've fantasized a million times about this mouth,' he told me hoarsely before crushing my lips against his again.
The embrace was even more out of control than the last one, and when I felt his warm fingers against the inside of my thigh, I deepened the kiss, urging him onward to explore. When I felt his fingers go beneath my underwear, I almost exploded.
His fingers slipped torturously slowly inside me and I cried out against his mouth, my hips jerking against his hand.
Cam dragged his mouth from mine, panting against my neck. 'If we don't stop, I'm going to fuck you right here.'
Those words were like a cold shower and I pitched back under the icy blast – guilt and shame I'd never felt before spraying down on me as Cam lifted his head to look at me.
Slowly, as he took in my expression, the sexual haze dissipated from his eyes and I felt the loss of his fingers. 'Jo … '
I shook my head at him and pushed against his shoulders, trying to fight back the tears. 'We can't do this. What are we doing?'
The muscle in Cam's jaw twitched and he abruptly released me, only to grab me by the upper arms, his expression raw with some unnamed emotion. 'I'm ending it with Becca. Tonight.'
Tonight? Now? The blood rushed in my ears as panic set in and I realized what he really meant …
'I know. It's shit, I know. But I can't go on like this. I'm not the guy who cheats on his girlfriend. And I can't continue to be the guy who fucks his girlfriend wishing all the time she was someone else.'