Down London Road (On Dublin Street #2)(47)

I felt the weight of today's revelations settle on me, and I suddenly, desperately, wanted my bed. 'Thank you, Cam.'

'Nothing you told me leaves this room. I promise.'

'Ditto with what you told me.' I stepped back, needing a little physical distance from him. Something awful suddenly occurred to me. 'I don't know how I'm going to ever be able to leave Cole alone with her again.'

'He's a strong kid. He'll be fine.'

I blew out a breath. 'Yeah, but will I?'

Cam smiled at me as if I was completely clueless. 'Jo, you are now officially the strongest woman I know. Have a little faith in yourself.'

Silence stretched between us as I processed his words. It was the nicest thing anyone had ever said to me, and I wondered how someone who had been so unpleasant to me could do such a three-sixty. 'Why were you really such a dick to me?'

Cam's chin lifted a little, telling me he hadn't expected the blunt question after our 'heart-to-heart'. 'I don't know  …  I just  … ' He ran a hand through his messy hair, his ring glinting in the light. He had such beautiful, masculine hands. 'At first when I saw you with Malcolm, I just assumed you were like my uncle's ex-wife.' 

'Why?'

He grinned and gestured to me. 'Because I didn't think a girl like you would be interested in an older guy like Malcolm unless he had money.'

'A compliment and insult in one. Well done, Cam.'

'I do try.'

I made a face at him. 'So after that  …  ?'

'Well, I realized pretty quickly you weren't stupid, and it just pissed me off that a bright, attractive woman didn't think she was worth anything more than being some rich guy's fancy piece.'

'And then?'

He gave me an unamused look at my interrogation. 'Then I thought I was wrong. You genuinely seemed to care about Malcolm. However, Callum turned up at the dinner and I took one look at him, a younger version of Malcolm, and I realized you had done this before.'

I glanced away. 'I see.'

'But really  – ' My eyes flew back to his at his softened tone. 'It just pissed me off that you're this completely different person around those guys.'

'A different person?'

'Yeah, with Joss and everyone, with me, you're someone else, someone real. With Malcolm, with Callum, with the guys you flirt with, you're different. You're less than you really are. And that fucking giggle  … '

I laughed outright.

Cam's lips twitched. 'You're aware of it?'

'Joss made me aware of it. It drives her nuts. Sometimes I do it just to annoy her.'

Cam laughed. 'Well, it works. It's irritating as hell.'

A feeling I couldn't quite name took hold of me then. Cam really did like me. For me. Sans fake giggle. Just like Joss. 'I'm going to go, Cam. But thank you for today.'

He eyed me warmly, hope glittering a little mischievously in his gaze. 'I'm forgiven, then?'

I nodded without needing to think about it. I was already feeling more free for having confided in him, and since we both had done some confiding it felt like a balanced exchange. I wasn't anxious about having trusted him, and that just blew my mind. 'Clean slate.'

'Friends?'

I almost laughed at that paltry description of what I felt for this stranger who had become my confidant. 'Friends.'





12


I had showered and changed into my pyjamas and was feeling a little better  –  Mum hadn't come out of her room  –  by the time Cole returned home. He stopped by the couch and squeezed my shoulder before heading into the kitchen to grab a snack.

'We're okay?' I asked as he came back in to flop down on the floor.

'We're okay.' He shrugged, staring at the television with a casualness I was sure he wasn't feeling. 'Are you okay? Was Cam okay?'

I smiled, ignoring the stupid flutter of butterflies in my stomach at the thought of Cam. 'He was great. What did you say to him earlier? He mentioned something about you looking like you were going to hit him?'

Cole grunted. 'If I had, he would have deserved it. Didn't need to, though. Dude's a decent guy  –  felt like shit when I told him how wrong he was about you.'

'Language.' I threw a cushion at him and he batted it away with a murmured apology. 'And why did you go down there to set him straight? It wasn't like I was desperate for him to see me in a better light.'



       
         
       
        

Cole looked at me, and I saw his green eyes had gone a forest colour from some unnamed emotion. 'Nobody gets to think that about you, let alone say it out fu – ' He caught himself before he swore. 'Out loud.'

I wanted to cry, because right then my brother was making me feel pretty loved and pretty cool, but I thought crying would just make Cole roll his eyes. 'Okay,' I whispered and he gave me a little nod before turning back to the television. 'Comedy Channel?'