I really, truly, honestly, completely, just don't give a fuck.
Ellie's form turned to look out the window, and saw Tate standing down there. She fumbled with a latch, and then a huge section of the window was swinging open. A black scrap of lace was thrown outside, and Tate watched her underwear float to the ground.
"You stupid whore! I'm telling Daddy! I'm telling him everything!" Ellie was shrieking, leaning halfway out the window.
Tate smiled.
"You know what, Ellie!?" she called back, her fingers working at the buttons on the front of the blouse. She slipped it off her shoulders. "I don't give a shit!" She let the shirt fall to the snow covered pavement, and then she stepped on it, grinding her heel in to the fabric.
"No! You bitch! You stupid bitch!" Ellie screamed, and then ran from the window. Tate could just picture her tearing down the hall. She laughed to herself.
"Good for you, baby girl!" Jameson laughed down at her.
Tate stared up at him, shivering as snow sprinkled down on her bare shoulders. She was standing in a parking lot, at eight o'clock at night, and it was freezing out, and she was only wearing her bra and a nerdy skirt. She had gone crazy.
And she absolutely loved it.
She raised her arm and gave Jameson the middle finger. He laughed again, and then blew her a kiss before walking away from the window. Tate scowled and hustled in to her car. As she pulled out of her spot, she saw Ellie running in to the parking lot, waving her arms like a crazy person. She scooped up the shirt from the ground, screaming something at Tatum's car as it drove away.
I don't care. I don't think I ever did.
~1~
"Alright, who wants to get fucked up tonight!?"
Tate grabbed a guy by the back of the head and forced him to lean backwards over the bar. He smiled up at her and she winked at him, right before pouring straight tequila down his throat. She then clamped her hand over his mouth and shook his head back and forth. He stumbled when he stood up, but managed to turn around.
"That one's on me, honey," she said, her voice flirty while she spun the tequila bottle in her hand. He dug around in his pocket and pulled out some bills.
"You're the best bartender ever!" he shouted, slapping the money on the bar.
"That's what they all say!" she laughed, sweeping the money off the bar top. She eyeballed it quickly before shoving it in to a jar behind her. Two twenties. Not a bad tip at all.
"You are the best, Tatey! We goin' out after this!?" her fellow bartender, and roommate, Rusty Dobber shouted at her. As loud as the music always was in their bar, a person had to shout to be heard at any given time.
"We'll see, Rus. I'm working on something," Tate replied, nodding her head. Rus glanced over her shoulder. A sexy guy sat at the end of the bar, eyeing Tatum up and down. Brad, one of Tate's regulars.
In more ways than one.
"Oh pooh, you're so boring!" Rusty laughed before dancing away, heading to a group of guys who were clamoring for a drink.
Tate loved being a bartender. She had never gone back to Harvard. After Eloise had tattle-taled on her, her "free ride" had been stopped. But Tate would have quit anyway. She knew that before she even got home that fateful night. She hated going to college. She had hated high school. She hated studying. Hated her pastel colored wardrobe. Her pastel colored life. She got home, packed her bags, and ran. Didn't stop till she got to Boston – a seven hour drive.
Once there, it wasn't long before she got the phone call from Daddy. Her parents were beyond strict. They had their daughters' lives all mapped out. Ellie was a paralegal, on her way to becoming a lawyer – someday a supreme court judge. Tatum was going to become a political adviser, and someday a senator, or a governor.
But Tate didn't want those things. She had loved to paint, but had never been allowed to. She loved to sing, and dance, and be silly. All against the rules in the O'Shea house. So was sleeping with a sister's boyfriend – even if said boyfriend didn't even like the sister. The Kane family was very wealthy, very well connected. The O'Sheas wanted that connection. In their minds, Tatum had ruined that, had ruined everything. Worst. Christmas. Ever.
She wasn't invited back for Easter.
Her apartment had been paid up till the summer, nothing Daddy could do about that, and Tate certainly wasn't lazy. Going against her own nature for years had been hard work. She went out and found a job. Found two jobs. Made friends. Real friends, for the first time ever. Had a social life. Dated. Screwed around. Acted her age. She didn't talk to her family at all, but that was okay, because she didn't like them anymore than they liked her.
So now all these years later, life was better than ever – in her opinion. She realized that sure, maybe some of that was thanks to a certain blue eyed he-demon, but she didn't think about him too much. Jameson had awakened something in her, brought about her change, but she was responsible for her life. She had taken control. She had grown up. And he hadn't been there for that. He wasn't anything to her. Nothing at all. He didn't exist anymore.
And she was perfectly fine with that.
*
Tatum came to with a start the next morning, not quite sure where she was, at first. She squinted in the bright sunlight, held up a hand. There was an open window across from her. She moaned and almost pulled the covers up over her head, but a snort came from the pillow next to hers, and she stopped moving.
"Oh, jesus," she groaned, bringing a hand to her head. Brad was snoring next to her.
She kind of remembered now. She had gone to an after-hours club with Rus and Brad. More drinks had flowed between them. Shots were taken. Tate was a pretty solid party girl. Under normal circumstances, she could handle her liquor and controlled substances very well, but last night had gotten a little wild, even for her. She could sort of remember stumbling up to Brad's apartment. Doing something naughty in the hallway outside his door.
There was something about going down on a guy in public that just drove her wild.
But it hadn't gotten a whole lot better from there on – a couple drinks, and Brad was pretty much done for the night. He'd passed out on the bed, right in the middle of Tate's striptease. Not confidence inspiring. But since she was already half naked, she just crawled in to the bed next to him and passed out, as well.
She was regretting that now. Brad tended to get clingy when she stayed the night. He wasn't her boyfriend. More of a stress reliever, really. She liked that, and wanted it to stay that way. But it had become more and more obvious that he didn't want it to stay that way.
Tate managed to slide out of the bed without waking him up. She tip toed around the room, collecting the clothing she'd tossed everywhere. She shimmied in to her tight white t-shirt and then hopped around, struggling more with the tight leather leggings.
"Now that's a sight I could get used to," she heard Brad say from behind her. She glanced over her shoulder and laughed. She was bent over, struggling to get her foot through the pant leg. Her thong-clad ass was pointed straight at Brad.
"You could take a picture," she offered, and then succeeded in getting her foot through. She got the other leg in no problem and yanked the leggings up over her hips.
"You'd really let me do that?" he asked. She shrugged, pulling on her boots.
"Maybe. Depends. Not with my face in the picture," she said, grabbing her jacket off a chair.
"Why are you always in such a rush? I could use some help here," he chuckled, gesturing to the tent that was happening in his sheets. Tate laughed out loud.
"Are you joking? You owe me one, after last night," she pointed out, searching around for her purse.
"What are you talking about? I thought we had a great time," he said. She gave him a Look.
"You had a great time, coming in my mouth after about two seconds, and then passing out. You have the the worst case of whiskey dick, of anyone I've ever met," she informed him, and then spotted her purse, halfway under the bed. She crawled around, struggling to get to it.
"I could make up for it now," he offered, his hand stroking his erection. She snorted.
"No thanks, that train has left the station. See you around!" she sang, dashing out of the room.
She stood on the corner down the street, waiting for Rus to come pick her up. She sipped at a coffee she had bought, playing on her phone. After about fifteen minutes, a beat up looking VW Beetle pulled up to the curb. She slid in to the passenger seat.
"So, was it amazing? Fireworks?" Rus asked. Tate chuckled, resting a booted foot against the dash.
"Pshaw, not hardly. I don't know why I keep trying with him. It used to be fun. Now it's just like ..., eh," she replied, pushing her aviators higher up on her nose.