But he didn't think so. He knew the feeling of deep injury and this wasn't it. It was just pain. Pain could be ignored.
Drake had the man in a half guard, elbow against his neck, but he couldn't block the man's lower body with his wounded leg. Through the thick down jacket, Drake could feel that his opponent was large, bulked up with solid muscles. Unusual for a shooter, and his damned bad luck.
But though Drake was less bulky, he was strong and fit. His hands were very strong from a lifetime of judo. Grunting, sweating, he walked his right hand down to where the shooter was holding his gun, trying to wrench it around.
The shooter was strong. But Drake was stronger.
He dug his thumb into the tendons of the shooter's inside wrist, feeling muscle then bone beneath his fingers. He tightened his grip as the man got off a shot. Luckily, he was holding the gun away from himself and it pinged silently off the brick wall, shards of brick spattering against the plate-glass window, then raining down on them.
Drake dug his thumb in deeper, felt the man grunt in pain. One more second and the man's grip loosened, dropping the gun to the concrete with a clatter. Drake broke the man's wrist and picked the gun up. A SIG P229.
A side door opened, an elongated rectangle of light falling onto the filthy alleyway.
Two people stood in the doorway, two other men behind them.
A pale, beautiful woman with the muzzle of a Beretta 84 dug so hard into her temple a rivulet of blood ran down the side of her face. The man holding the gun to her head was a tall, long-haired Latino with bad skin and cold, cruel eyes, wearing a long leather coat. Behind him stood two other Latino-looking men, smaller but no less vicious. Gangbangers.
And all bets were off. Because the woman with blood streaming down her face was Grace Larsen.
"Drop the gun. Now." The tall Latino's voice was cold, slightly hoarse.
Drake hesitated. He was armed beyond the SIG. He had a Glock 19 in a shoulder rig and a Tomcat in his waistband, but giving the SIG up went against every instinct he had. If he was to get Grace Larsen out of this situation alive, he needed every advantage he could get.
"Throw it," the man growled. He tightened his arm around Grace's beautiful neck. Her nostrils were white and pinched, her lips turning blue. He was cutting off her oxygen.
Drake could blow his arm off. It wouldn't be the first time. But he couldn't guarantee that the man wouldn't move at the last second, that he wouldn't hit Grace instead.
"Throw it!"
Drake opened his hand and let the SIG tumble to the ground.
Two
Feinstein Art Gallery
November 17
"Your secret admirer is going to love this," Harold Feinstein said to Grace, holding up a pastel. She'd worked on it for an entire day, not eating, not drinking, stopping only to go to the bathroom, working feverishly to catch every stingy ray of winter sun that drifted down through her skylight.
She'd seen the image when she'd woken up and gone to the window to raise the blinds. A seagull, escaped from the ocean to the concrete of Manhattan, feathers a pristine white in the smoky city air, great wings outstretched, riding a thermal up the side of the nineteenth-century brick building across the street.
The building across the street from her apartment was worn, old, used up. It was slated for demolition soon and looked it-boarded-up windows, broken front door, the shell of a building no one lived in and no one loved anymore. A dying artifact.
In contrast, the bird had epitomized newness, freedom, lightness-the ability to simply pick up and leave troubles on the ground. She'd watched, entranced, for a few minutes as the bird reveled in its flight, wheeling in the sky above the street, lightness and grace. Utterly inhuman yet symbolizing the best of the human spirit.
How hard she'd worked to capture that magic moment of utter freedom.
Harold lay the pastel reverently on the big glass table in the center of the gallery, next to the watercolors she'd brought, lining her work up like brightly colored soldiers. It was a ritual they'd been following for well over a year now, ever since she'd walked into his gallery with a portfolio under her arm and 150 dollars left in the bank.
Harold touched the edge of the paper with his index finger, then moved on to touch a watercolor of a drake in last week's snow in Central Park.
"He's going to love these," Harold murmured. "And I'm going to love selling them to him." His eyes gleamed behind his thick glasses. "I'm raising your prices again. He's not going to complain. Not when he sees this."
Grace tried not to smile. "Harold, you don't know it's a he and neither do I. The man who buys my work on this other person's behalf is a lawyer, for heaven's sake. His client could be anyone. Man, woman. Could be a Martian, for all we know."