“But I can’t give you what you need,” she said, stroking a hand down his chest.
“No, you can’t. I can’t give it to you either, baby. Not all the time and not properly.”
She bit her lip, staring at Andy. He saw there was something else on her mind. “What’s the matter? You can talk to me.”
“I have feelings for Damon. I don’t know what they are, but I know I feel something for him.” She covered her mouth.
His hand was still pressed against her core. He stroked a finger across her clit. “He doesn’t make you feel anger.”
“No,” she said, shaking her head.
“And you find him attractive. Do you want to fuck him?”
She opened her eyes. “I don’t know.”
Andy sometimes forgot about the ten years between them. She was still new to a lot of things.
“I want to fuck him, Meredith. I want to know what it feels like to have him inside me.” He stroked her clit, watching her face to see if she was as excited as him. She was. “Do you know what else I’d love to see?”
“No.”
“I’d love to see him fucking you. I know how much you love to be fucked hard, baby. I’m the only man you’ve been with, but imagine both me and Damon, touching you, tasting you.”
She moaned.
“Tell me what you want?”
“I want him, Andy. Both of you.”
“You can have both of us.” He removed his hand, refusing to let her come.
“Why did you stop?” she asked.
“We need to find him and show him what we want.”
“Andy, wait.” She grabbed his arm, stopping him from leaving. “What if it ruins us?”
Stroking her lip, he gazed down into her eyes. “I’d never let it. I’ll be back.”
She nodded and let him go. Staring at her, he only broke eye contact as he shut the door behind him. He headed toward the old stable first. When he saw that was clear, he went to the new one. He found Damon sat staring at the horses.
“Have you come to read me the marching orders?” Damon asked.
“No, Meredith wants to make this work. She’s scared, but I think we both can help her.” Andy felt the excitement jumping along his veins. He wanted to scream his happiness from the rooftops. Instead, he stood waiting for Damon to say something.
“She’s not saying what you wish to hear, is she?”
“I wouldn’t let her do that. Meredith is a lot of things, but she wouldn’t lie about this.”
Damon stood. “I’ll be the one to make sure she’s ready. I’m not going to rush inside and fuck her, Andy. This relationship takes time and trust.”
“I know that.”
“Good. Nothing is going to happen today, so you can put your dick away for now.” Damon passed him. Disappointment swamped Andy at the thought of not getting anything. He also saw the reasoning behind Damon’s point.
Entering the house he saw Meredith sat at the table waiting for them. He watched as Damon went to her. Closing the door he saw Damon pull her in close.
“Thank you for trusting me, honey. I’ll do everything I can to earn your trust back.”
She looked at him, confused.
“Look at me, Meredith. I’m the Dom. When it comes to the ranch and the work he’s in charge. Once that door shuts and we’re together and alone, I’m in charge,” Damon said.
“I thought we were going to explore stuff now,” she said.
“No, we’re going to take our time. I’m not rushing into anything. You need to trust me. After what you witnessed yesterday in the barn, I’m grateful you haven’t kicked my ass out in the snow.”
Andy chuckled, as did Damon and Meredith. The sound seemed foreign to his ears. He enjoyed it while it lasted.
“No pressure?” she asked.
“None. However, you’re going to have to get used to me doing this.”
Andy couldn’t tear his gaze away as Damon held her tight and slammed his lips down on hers. His cock had started to ease off in tightness. The sight alone made him hard as rock once again. He would need to learn some self-control around them.
Meredith moaned. Her hands moved up to circle his neck. Damon’s hands grabbed her ass, rubbing his cock to her front.
All too soon Damon was pulling away. “You’re going to have to get used to me kissing you, touching you.” A hand slipped under her negligee. “Playing with you. I’m laying all my cards out with both of you. I’ve got nothing. I’m hoping this works for all of us because I don’t want to leave. I’m not expecting words of love, but I’m hoping we can form some kind of commitment with each other.”