I imagined ripping off her shorts then pushing down my own and sinking into her. Right here, right now. I’d fuck her slowly, holding her wrists in my hands. I’d fuck her until she was moaning out my name. My cock twitched in my shorts. Shit. It was either fuck her senseless or walk away. I couldn’t take this torture.
“I’m going to, um, shower. Then I’ll drive you home.”
She nodded, wordlessly, her breath coming in little gasps.
And I was going to jerk off in the shower, too, but she didn’t need to know that part.
4
Emmy
When the car was just around the corner, Ben sent me a warning text that he was almost here. I called out to Ellie, who was still in her room getting ready.
“I just need two minutes!” she called back.
I shoved my feet into the beautiful black Christian Louboutin platform heels that Ben had given to me in Paris. I loved these shoes. I felt sexy anytime I was wearing them. My deep purple dress was modest, falling to the knee with a bisecting cut on top that showed just a small peek of cleavage.
I looked out the window and saw a long black stretch limo rolling to a stop at the curb in front of the building. “They’re here, Ellie.” I added my long, black trench coat, shrugging it on over my dress. There was no getting around the fact that winter was almost here, and I’d choose warmth over sexiness every time. Hopefully the event had a coat check.
“I’m ready.” Ellie sauntered from her bedroom in a pretty dark-gray dress that looked soft and black suede wedges. Her hair was twisted up in a sleek bun and she’d ditched the glasses for contacts. Her lips were stained a dark berry color. She looked incredible.
“Wow. You look great.”
She shrugged into her coat. “Thanks. You look stunning.” Her eyes roamed my ensemble.
Once we reached the curb, Ben climbed out and held open the door. His heated gaze caressed my curves. “Hi, baby,” he whispered, low enough for only me to hear. He looked so handsome in his black tailored suit, white shirt, and dark-gray tie.
Ellie climbed inside the limo and I scooted in next to her.
“Bray!” I hadn’t known that he’d be riding with Ben. I thought we’d meet him there.
“Hi, jellybean.” Braydon smiled at me warmly. “You look good enough to eat.”
Ben settled in beside me and narrowed his eyes, shooting Bray a death glare. I knew Ben didn’t like thinking about me with Braydon any more than I liked thinking about him with Fiona.
“Oh boy, this douche canoe again. . . .” Ellie muttered under her breath.
I bit my cheek to keep from smiling. She often made up her own words to describe things and apparently the sight of Braydon inspired his own neologism. Impressive considering we hadn’t even had a drink yet.
“Yesss . . . the firecracker! Elizabeth, right?” Braydon grinned widely.
“Ellie,” she reminded him.
Ben handed me and Ellie glasses of champagne. He and Braydon had already mixed some cocktails.
It felt a little strange to be sharing a limo with Ben and Braydon, knowing what had happened the last time the three of us were together, but I tried to push it from my mind.
“How do you two know each other?” Ellie asked, glancing in my direction.
“I met Braydon in Paris. He’s a friend of Ben’s.” That’s my story and I’m sticking to it.
She pursed her lips and nodded. Ben wasn’t exactly her favorite topic right now. I knew she was afraid of me getting hurt.
“So what do you do for a living?” Ellie asked Braydon.
I thought she knew Bray was a model, or maybe she was just trying to make polite conversation.
“Gynecologist,” he answered with a completely straight face. “You?”
“Proctologist,” Ellie returned, meeting his gaze without so much as blinking.
“Sweet. If I ever need my ass looked at, I know who to call.”
She frowned. “I’m not taking on new clients.”
“That’s a damn shame. If you need me to examine you, just let me know. I’m extremely gentle. Vaginas love me and I always ensure a happy ending.”
Ellie rolled her eyes, scoffing loudly, while I giggled into my hand.
Ben and I watched their back-and-forth like a game of Ping-Pong. Wow. These two were all intense stares and biting tones. I wasn’t sure if it was a dry-sarcastic way of flirting or if Ellie truly wasn’t a fan. But they were rather amusing to watch. Ben and I stayed glued to their heated exchange throughout the ride.
When we reached the art gallery my nerves went haywire. I didn’t know how I’d handle seeing Fiona live and in person. I hoped I didn’t flip out. Ben helped me from the car, resting his hand on my lower back as he guided me to the entrance.