“Why don’t you try and find out?” There was a slight hesitation in Cooper’s voice. A small nervous shake that made Noah go slow. No matter what he’d said, if Cooper changed his mind, he’d walk out, with no hard feelings. Fuck, he hoped he didn’t though.
He leaned over, and paused right before their lips touched, to give his friend the chance to say no. But then…Cooper leaned forward, and it was his lips that touched Noah’s first. It was all the confirmation he needed.
Noah’s mouth came down hard on Cooper’s, pushing him into the mattress. When he felt Coop’s hands grab his shoulders, he kissed deeper, sliding his tongue between Cooper’s lips, tasting him for the first time.
It took everything in him not to attack, touch, suck and kiss him everywhere, but Cooper moved tentatively beneath him, and Noah fought not to push too hard.
Their tongues moved together, Noah exploring every inch of Cooper’s mouth. His body screamed at him for more. To touch him somewhere or do something. When his friend made a soft sound beneath him, Noah leaned away. “You okay?”
“Don’t do that. I’m not a fucking virgin. If I can’t handle something, I’ll tell you. Now kiss me again.”
A growl vibrated through Noah as his mouth crushed against Cooper’s again. He was in an awkward position, leaning over his friend, so he scooted, climbed up, before lowering himself on top of Coop. “Too much?” he asked, his mouth sliding down Cooper’s neck. “I promise, I won’t try to fuck you. Just need to feel you.” The blanket was between them, but when Noah flexed his hips, grinding against Cooper, he felt Cooper’s hardened cock against his.
“Ah fuck.” They both groaned at the same time.
“Do that again. Jesus, I can’t believe I need you to do that again.” Cooper’s legs opened, and Noah settled between them, rubbing his dick against Cooper’s.
Coop’s hands slid down Noah’s back, finding a home at his waist. Noah kept moving, kept rubbing them together, dry-humping like a horny teenager.
“This feels so different. Fuck, I feel like I could come right now.”
Noah kissed him again. Harder. Wanting as much as he could have of him, in case this was the only time he got. When his mouth went to Cooper’s neck again he said, “Let me make you feel good.”
“You are,” Coop gasped. “You. So. Fucking. Are.”
“I can make it better, Coop. Let me make you come. I really want your cock in my mouth. Let me please you.”
Cooper froze beneath him and Noah feared he’d gone too far. He stopped, held completely still over Cooper, waiting to get the boot. Please don’t fucking kick me out.
“You’d…you’d do that?”
Cooper’s shock made him laugh. “Yes. I’d so fucking do that.”
“Shit. That was a stupid thing to say. I’m not…I…hell, I’m out of my fucking element here.”
“Then let me show you.” Noah said to him again, moving his cock to rub against Cooper’s.
He was pushing. He was really fucking pushing it, and he’d be lucky if Cooper didn’t tell him to get lost. It was a lot, and it was fast, but, Christ Noah wanted him. Noah wanted to taste him and pleasure him.
“I know what feels good, Coop. I will know how to drive you fucking wild.”
Cooper groaned beneath him, his hand fisting in Noah’s hair. “Yes…”
***
“Yes…” Cooper’s answer echoed in his head. He didn’t regret it. There wasn’t anything inside Cooper that wanted him to change his mind. Definitely, not his body. He couldn’t remember ever being so hard, so eager and urgent to be touched. That didn’t mean there weren’t nerves too. This changed things. It changed everything he’d ever known about himself, and there were pieces of him that wanted to hide. Wanted to run. But this was Noah. That’s what made the difference.
“Tell me you’re sure, Coop. I need to hear that you want my mouth on you. I need to make sure we’re on the same page here.”
Noah’s voice was deep and husky and…hot? So fucking hot, and that sent another dose of fear shooting through Cooper, but, there was desire too. So much desire that he couldn’t stop himself from opening his mouth and saying, “Do it. Jesus, I need you to suck me.” Softly, he pushed Noah’s head down.
His friend laughed against his stomach, before jerking away. Cooper’s heart stopped and he reached for him but Noah, just pulled back the blanket, before peering down at him. Cooper couldn’t see his facial expressions clearly in the half-dark room, but Noah stared. Cooper slept nude, so every hard inch of him was on display. He’d never been unsure about his body, but the weight of Noah’s gaze shook something deep inside him. Had he changed his mind?