And with that, I turned and left, feeling a long-awaited sense of victory.
Chapter 21
Britta
"Fuck, my head..." I groaned while shielding my eyes from the light filtering through the bedroom window. There was an incessant pounding in my brain courtesy of too many martinis. After unleashing on douche-bag Roman, I hit the bar once more joined by Xavier, the sexy bartender.
Xavier!
My breath caught in my throat and tentatively I turned to the space next to me to see if I'd made any questionable and regrettable decisions last night. When I saw the sheets still tucked in, I gave a relieved sigh. I'd made it out alive and intact, my decision-making ability still strong even after a few.
A sudden trilling sound cut through the silence, scaring me half to death.
"Bloody...shit...!" I breathed, looking frantically around the room until my senses kicked in. The hotel phone on the nightstand was ringing. The call ended before I had a chance to pick it up, plunging me back into silence. My heartrate was galloping when I fell back onto the pillows, squeezing my eyes closed against the throbbing in my brain. Moments later, the phone reared back to life.
I lunged for it, almost knocking it off the nightstand.
"Hello," my broken voice barely made the one word.
"Ms. Valentino, your driver is waiting out front."
If my heart had been galloping before it was thunderous now. I broke out in a cold sweat. "Wh... what's the time?"
"Quarter past ten, ma'am."
Fuck!
Practically throwing the receiver onto the nightstand without so much as a thank you, I sprang from the bed and ran into the bathroom before seeing my horrific reflection in the mirror.
"What the hell happened to me?" To say I'd been hit by a freight train was probably an understatement. My hair was sticking out at all angles and was matted to other areas, and I'd obviously gone to bed without removing my makeup because I was now wearing mascara on my chin.
Throwing myself into the shower, I scrubbed and washed until I felt like I had at least somewhat of a blank canvas to work with. Tying my damp hair into a bun, I applied some fresh lip gloss and changed into a pencil skirt and blouse. Returning to mirror, I was pleased with the outcome. Not bad for five minutes. But I was still late. Late to a meeting I wasn't prepared for.
Twenty minutes later, I arrived at the Renshaw San Antonio headquarters. Greeted at the door by the receptionist, I was quickly ushered to the elevator and down the hall to the conference room where six men, all in suits, sat frustrated and impatient. I had kept them waiting for forty-five minutes.
"I'm terribly sorry for being-"
"Ms. Valentino?" Peter Renshaw looked at me, confusion riddled over his face. "What are you doing here?"
I scanned the room, and four other inhospitable faces all waited for my answer.
"Well... if I'm correct, we have a meeting."
Renshaw shook his head and stood from his high-backed leather chair. "You would not be correct unless of course, Hawk Carnage is planning on walking through that door any minute now."
"Um..." Shit was getting real awkward fast. "No, he won't be. It's just me. Hawk is still in New York."
Renshaw was pissed, and as he looked around and spoke with the other men, it was clear they were too. I stood in the threshold feeling like a fool, not knowing what to do.
Why had Hawk thrown me in the deep end like this?
"Ms. Valentino," Renshaw addressed me, rebuttoning his suit. "I'm sorry for the trouble of you flying down here, but you're not needed."
"I'm sure we can discuss whatever it is that needs discussing, and I'll report back to Hawk as soon as-"
"This matter concerns Hawk Carnage and Hawk Carnage alone. He made a strict promise he'd be here, so unless he's given you permission to discuss the finer details for the sale of Carnage Lingerie, then I'm afraid we have no business with you."
"I'm sorry... the what?" I asked, dumbfounded, even though I was sure I'd heard correctly.
"And judging by your reaction, I'm certain you will not be able to assist us. Goodbye, Ms. Valentino."
"This way, please," the receptionist appeared at my side once more and gestured for me to follow. I glanced at the five men once more, rocked to my soul, and... angry. But their faces did nothing to quell the sense of unease churning my stomach. And it had nothing to do with the eight apple martinis.
"Pick up your damn phone!" I demanded angrily while I paced up and down the length of four spare chairs at the airport waiting lounge. After an unsuccessful night of initiating contact with Hawk, and not receiving any answers or explanations, I was more than pissed.
It was the next day, and he still hadn't been bothered answering my calls or even sending a simple message. I decided to call Sara, who at least was in the same state.
"Have you heard from or seen Hawk?"
"No, I haven't. He hasn't been into work." There was a strange tone to her voice but didn't inquire.
"If he happens to grace you with his presence, can you please get him to call as a matter of urgency?"
"Yes... um... sure."
"Sara?"
"Yes?"
"Should you be telling me something?"
"Um... I've got another call coming through. It could be Hawk. I'll talk to you-" She ended the call, cutting herself off.
"What the hell is going on back there?"
Frustrated, I continued the pacing, wracking my brain for answers but drew a blank.
Why was Hawk in talks with the Renshaw's to sell the lingerie line? He'd never even hinted at such an idea. It was his baby.
It was his baby... excellent choice of words there, Britta.
Inheriting one baby and selling another. Perhaps Celeste's sudden reappearance with a bun in the oven had sparked all this. But the timeline simply didn't add up.
The boarding call was announced over the speaker, and I made my way over to the gate. Settling into my first-class seat, courtesy of Hawk, the hostess placed a glass of champagne and the New York Times newspaper on my table. The plane was safely in the air when I finally picked it up, willing something to take my mind off Hawk.
I glossed over the articles only to read the same political garbage that seemed to be on repeat. It wasn't until I turned to page ten that something caught my eyes. The heading read ‘Lingerie Giant Accused of Assault.' Holding the newspaper to my face, I studied the picture. My head grew light, stomach churning when I saw who it was.
It couldn't be.
I didn't want it to be.
I tried to read the article, my mind battling to absorb the information.
It read:
‘New York based Lingerie Giant has been accused of assault. The alleged offense occurred in one of the bedrooms, at what the victim has described as a frat-like party. Hawk Carnage, the owner of Carnage Lingerie, is facing charges of indecent assault and possible rape convictions. The victim, Rita Waltsworth, filed the complaint last night at the downtown district police headquarters. The red-headed beauty, who works as a head-hunter for large corporations, has told the New York Times, she's only seeking justice, so it doesn't happen to anyone else.'
The article continued, but I was on the verge of being sick. Lowering my head between my legs, I attempted to steady my breathing. My entire body was trembling, but it wasn't cold on the plane. My heart was further breaking when I didn't think that would be possible. I could hear the hostess talking in the background asking if I was okay. I could feel her fingers touch me gently on my back, offering comfort on what would have been a standard, perfectly smooth flight. Yet, all I had was one thought on continual repeat. Taunting and jeering.
Why was everything suddenly spinning out of control?
ARMED WITH THE NEWSPAPER rolled up in my handbag, I drove to Slate's house. He always had the best advice, and never shied away from giving it. That's what I needed, someone to take the lead and safely direct me through this shit storm. When I pulled up, I saw Ricky and Harry were also there. I didn't need to ring the doorbell because the door was ajar, their voices filtering out. What I did notice because it was rare, was that there was no laughing.
I walked down the hall, my heels clicking slowly on the polished wooden floor. As the sounds echoed into the living room, the conversations ceased. Emerging from the hallway, I stared at the serious faces belonging to my three brothers. I took a few more steps and paused, retrieved the newspaper from my handbag and dropped it on the coffee table open to the page of the incriminating article.
"Can someone please tell me what the fuck is going on?"
They looked nervously at each other, and I was just about ready to crack.
"Who the hell is this woman?"
"We only know her as Rita," Ricky began. "When she arrived at Jarod's party, she claimed to know Hawk. You know those parties were guest list only, but her whole face lit up when she saw him, and when I asked how she knew him she said they had a casual fling going on once."
"So, does Hawk actually know her?" I asked, thinking of all the times she magically appeared and on every single occasion Hawk was in the mix.
"No," they all said at once.
"So, let me get this straight..." I began. "This chick started popping up everywhere, claiming she and Hawk had a ‘thing' going on. Was quite happy to place herself in his path. Was more than happy to throw herself continually at him, and then... she claims he sexually assaulted her at Jarod's ‘frat-like' party when she practically mauled him in front of everyone. Is everyone following me?"