He looked out across the country to the west where the sky was darkening. Tales of the old west, he said.
Yessir.
Lot of people shot and killed.
Why were they?
Mr Johnson passed the tips of his fingers across his jaw. Well, he said. I think these people mostly come from Tennessee and Kentucky. Edgefield district in South Carolina. Southern Missouri. They were mountain people. They come from mountain people in the old country. They always would shoot you. It wasnt just here. They kept comin west and about the time they got here was about the time Sam Colt invented the sixshooter and it was the first time these people could afford a gun you could carry around in your belt. That’s all there ever was to it. It had nothin to do with the country at all. The west. They’d of been the same it dont matter where they might of wound up. I’ve thought about it and that’s the only conclusion I could ever come to.
How bad of a drinkin man did you used to be, Mr Johnson? If you dont care for me to ask.
Pretty bad. Maybe not as bad as some might like to remember it. But it was more than a passin acquaintance.
Yessir.
You can ask whatever you want.
Yessir.
You get my age you kindly get weaned off standin on ceremony. I think it embarrasses Mac at times. But dont worry about askin me stuff.
Yessir. Was that when you quit drinkin?
No. I was more dedicated than that. I quit and took it up again. Quit and took it up. Finally got around to quittin all together. Maybe I just got too old for it. There wasnt any virtue in it.
The drinkin or the quittin?
Either one. There aint no virtue in quittin what you aint able any longer to do in the first place. That’s pretty, aint it.
He nodded toward the sunset. Deep laminar red. The cool of the coming dark was in it and it was all around them.
Yessir, said John Grady. It is.
The old man took his cigarettes from his shirtpocket. John Grady smiled. I see you aint quit smokin, he said.
I intend to be buried with a pack in my pocket.
You think you’ll need em on the other side?
Not really. A man can hope though.
He watched the sky. Where do bats go in the wintertime? They got to eat.
I think maybe they migrate.
I hope so.
Do you think I ought to get married?
Hell, son. How would I know?
You never did.
That dont mean I didnt try.
What happened?
She wouldnt have me.
Why not?
I was too broke for her. Or maybe for her daddy. I dont know.
What happened to her?
It was a peculiar thing. She went on and married another old boy and she died in childbirth. It was not uncommon in them days. She was a awful pretty girl. Woman. I dont think she’d turned twenty. I think about her yet.
The last of the colors died in the west. The sky was dark and blue. Then just dark. The kitchen windowlights lay across the porch boards beside them where they sat.
I miss knowin whatever become of certain people. Where they’re livin at and how they’re gettin on or where they died at if they did die. I think about old Bill Reed. Sometimes I’ll say to myself, I’ll say: I wonder whatever happened to old Bill Reed? I dont reckon I’ll ever know. Me and him was good friends, too.
What else?
What else what?
What else do you miss?
The old man shook his head. You dont want to get me started.
A lot?
Not all of it. I dont miss pullin a tooth with a pair of shoein tongs and nothin but cold wellwater to numb it. But I miss the old range life. I went up the trail four times. Best times of my life. The best. Bein out. Seein new country. There’s nothin like it in the world. There never will be. Settin around the fire of the evenin with the herd bedded down good and no wind. Get you some coffee. Listen to the old waddies tell their stories. Good stories, too. Roll you a smoke. Sleep. There’s no sleep like it. None.
He flipped the cigarette out into the dark. Socorro opened the door and looked out. Mr Johnson, she said, you ought to come in. It is too cold for you.
I’ll be in directly.
I better go on I guess, John Grady said.
Dont keep one waitin, the old man said. They wont tolerate it.
Yessir.
Go on then.
He rose. Socorro had gone back in. He looked down at the old man. Still you dont think it’s all that good a idea, do you?
What dont I think?
About gettin married.
I never said that.
Do you think it?
I think you ought to follow your heart, the old man said. That’s all I ever thought about anything.
Going up Juárez Avenue among the crowds of tourists he saw the shineboy at his corner and waved a hand to him.
I guess you’re on your way to see your girl, the boy said.
No. I’m goin to see a friend of mine.
Is she still your novia?
Yes she is.
When you gettin married?
Pretty soon.
Did you ask her?
Yes.
She said yes?
She did.
The boy grinned. Otro más de los perdidos, he said.