I flinched, answering my own question. Lonely. I hated that word more than any other in the dictionary.
Jethro's thumb slinked slowly from my mouth, holding me firm. "You'd let me make you scream, Ms. Weaver, and because of that willingness, I would never bow to what you want."
The heat generated from the intense conversation dispersed, faster and faster. He curled his lip. "Whatever would your father say if he knew his daughter secretly wanted to be fucked against an alley wall by a stranger?"
The crudeness of his words slammed me back to reality.
He dropped his hand, and plucked a napkin from the table. Imprisoning my gaze, he slowly wiped his glistening thumb, before tossing the tissue into his empty coffee cup. "I dare you to deny any of that. Or pretend you didn't want every inch of me." He smirked at the double entendre.
The flush of mortification crested over my breasts to my cheeks. My tongue bruised from his rough handling, my mouth empty from tasting him. I couldn't sit there and be ridiculed any longer. I'd been selfish and allowed this egotistical maniac to cancel my plans with Vaughn and father, all for nothing.
This was karma, and it stung like hell.
Grabbing the mountains of fabric wedged around me, I tried to stand-unsuccessfully. "I'm leaving. I can't-"
"If you can't speak the truth, I don't want to hear your other excuses or reasons on why you suddenly need to run. You're not permitted to leave my side, so be a good girl and fucking listen and obey." His voice whipped me, but his body remained immaculate and collected. The two dynamics of temper and poise pierced my stupid haze, slamming me back into fear.
Who was this man?
And why didn't I run the moment I set eyes upon him? Something wasn't right. Something was building, rushing toward a conclusion I wanted no part in.
Jethro stood upright, jerking me to my feet. "I take by your silence you've made a sensible decision and acquiesced. I'm also assuming that this-whatever this was-is over?" His fingers bit into my bicep, shaking me. "Stop acting the fool and realize what is happening."
Anger replaced my embarrassment. It was like Kite all over again, only worse, because this was real and I had nowhere to hide. "I have no idea what's happening, and I'm not going anywhere with you. You've proved that you find me gullible, stupid, and unworthy of your precious time, so leave. I'm not keeping you here." Twisting my elbow, I tried to get free. "I don't want to do this anymore."
Jethro smiled coldly. "Ah, there's the conundrum, Ms. Weaver. You're not keeping me. But I'm keeping you."
I stopped with my hand over his, unsuccessfully trying to pry his fingers off my arm. "What?" The dreaded drunkenness of vertigo took that moment to tilt my world.
Jethro took my weakness as an opportunity, pulling me toward the door. He didn't give me any support other than the harsh hold on my upper arm, leaving my untouched coffee on the table. "I'm leaving. And you're coming with me."
The door jangled as we exited in a flurry of bustle and feathers. I gasped as a frosty gust cut through the warmth lingering on my skin, decimating all remainders of the café. Luckily the shock in temperature helped steady me and I fought.
Slamming my heels into the pavement, I snarled, "You seem to have the wrong information. I'm not going anywhere with you."
Jethro didn't reply, dragging me effortlessly across the road to the shadowy entrance of an alley and his bike.
An alley?
He couldn't mean what he'd threatened … could he?
You want me to make you scream.
I fought harder. But no matter how much I struggled, he didn't break his stride or look back.
Tripping forward, I winced as my flesh bruised beneath his hold. I angled my nails, preparing to drag them over his forearm, but he stepped onto the curb and yanked me forward. The inertia propelled me into a spin, slamming me painfully against his motorcycle.
My black hair whirled over my shoulder, sticking to the fear perspiring on my chest. I struggled to keep up-to believe how stupid I'd been. I prided myself on being smart, but I allowed the temptation of sex to cloud my judgement.
Jethro glowered; his suit as crisp as his unflappable control. "My information is perfectly correct. And you are going somewhere with me. Climb on."
I tore my elbow from his hold and shoved his chest. "Wrong. Let me go."
He growled under his breath. "Stop, before you get hurt."
I pushed him again, focusing on the ridiculousness of my night, rather than the rapidly expanding terror in my heart. "I told you. I came in a limo; there is no way I can travel on a two-wheeled death machine."
Jethro rolled his shoulders, maintaining his cool. "I gave you one rule-never ask questions. I'm giving you another-don't ever argue with me."
My heart raced. Glancing around, I searched for late night stragglers, party goers, moon-light walkers-anyone who could intervene and save me. The roads were empty. No one. Not even a scurrying rodent.
"Please, I don't know what game you're playing-"
He shook his head, exasperation in his eyes. "Game? This isn't a fucking game." Glaring at my dress, he encroached on my space. Pressing his lips together briefly, he muttered, "I hope you're wearing something beneath this."
My lungs stuck together. "What? Why?"
"Because you're going to be indecent if you're not." With a savage jerk, he tore the endless seams, stitching, and hard work of my dress. The rip sounded like a scream to my ears. Horror swarmed as the outer layer fluttered to the ground, followed by organza, feathers, and beadwork.
My jaw hung open. "No-"
Jethro spun me around, his hands skating over my lower back. "You're like a damn pass the parcel." With strong fingers, he tore the second layer of heavy ebony silk.
The sound of shredding broke my heart. All that work! My father would be pissed to see his expensive material littering the dirty pavement. My blood existed in the needlepoint from pricking my fingers. My tears soaked the train from overworking. He couldn't do this!
I couldn't speak-struck mute by shock.
"Good God, another?" Jethro spun me back to face him. I swished in the remaining starchy petticoats-the tool beneath the dress that granted such volume.
I can't do this anymore.
I plastered my hands down my front, seizing the remainder of my gown. "No, pleas-"
Jethro ignored me. With one last brutal tug, he tore the petticoat off, disposing it on top of the already ruined layers.
Tears glassed my eyes. "Oh, my God. What did you do?" The cool Milan air swirled around my naked legs, disappearing up the thigh-length satin skirt I wore to prevent chafing from the petticoat underwire. My entire ensemble-destroyed. I'd been the only female in a household of men. I'd spent an entire lifetime covering up my girlish body with lace and camisoles and tulle. Femininity was something I created rather than lived. To see it demolished on a filthy sidewalk enraged me to the point of tyranny.
Gone were my tears. I embraced furiousness. "How could you?!"
Shoving him away, I fell to my knees, trying to gather the rhinestones and swatches of handmade lace. "You-you ruined it!" All around scattered couture fashion. Diamantes glittered on bland concrete. Feathers twitched, dancing away on the breeze.
"I'll ruin a lot more before I'm through." Jethro's barely uttered words existed, then … didn't, snatched by a gust of wind.
I glared up at the man I'd stupidly returned for-all because a stranger hurt my feelings. A man I'd allowed to manipulate me and make me heinously wet in a coffee shop. "Does it make you feel better? Destroying other's things? Don't you care that you just ruined something that took hours upon hours to create? What sort of cruel-"
"Stop." He held up a finger, scolding me like a little child. "Rule number three. I don't like raised voices. So shut up and stand."
We glared; silence was a heavy entity between us.
He was right. I was so, so stupid. He'd successfully hurt me more than anyone since my mother left. His callousness gave no room for hope or tears. And I knew it all along. I'd seen his coldness. I'd felt his hardened will. Yet it didn't stop me from being an utter fool.
Grabbing a puddle of cloth, I yelled, "Leave me alone!"
"Goddammit, you're testing me." He ducked suddenly, grabbing my bicep and hauling me to my feet. He shook me-hard. My corset dug into my hipbones now that it had no bustle or layers to rest upon.
"You don't get to ask any more questions. You don't get to yell or act ridiculous. This is happening. This is your future. Nothing you say or do will change that-it will only change the level of pain you receive." He shoved me backward against his bike. "Your dress is conveniently no longer an issue. Get on. We're leaving."
Fury exploded through my heart, thankfully keeping my terror at bay.
Don't think about his threat. Focus on making him yell. Loudness. I needed commotion to garner attention and safety. The more nuisance I made, the more likely someone would come to my rescue.