Bundle of Trouble(30)
Jim took a swig of beer, shrugging his shoulders. “So?”
“You left early,” I prodded. “You said you weren’t feeling well. Sinus headache. Remember?”
“Not really. So what does it matter now? It’s October.”
“June fifteenth was the night Brad Avery was murdered.”
Jim stared at me. He put his beer down. “What are you trying to say, Kate?”
“Galigani asked me what we were doing that night. You left the party early. You said you weren’t feeling well. I’m wondering where you went.”
I tried to ignore the queasiness in my stomach.
“I came home.” He said it slowly, enunciating every syllable as though I were a two-year-old.
“That’s just the thing, Jim. I remember calling home that night. You didn’t pick up.”
He took a slow sip of his beer. He smiled widely, then laughed. Was it a nervous laugh?
“Come on, honey. Cut me some slack. I was probably asleep.” He reached out to touch my shoulder.
I sighed. He wrapped his arms around me. I inhaled his familiar scent, a mixture of wind and trees. The nervousness in my stomach dissipated a bit.
He squeezed my shoulders. “You’re getting too wrapped up in this Brad Avery stuff. You’re letting it make you a little goofy, honey.”
I stiffened and pulled away from him. “What do you mean?”
“Christ, Kate, you’re starting to hallucinate. Intruders in the house? Asking me where I was on the night some guy I don’t even know was killed.”
“George knew him.”
Jim frowned. “What are you saying? I haven’t seen George for months. What? You think I secretly met up with him and helped him murder someone?”
“No. I don’t think that.” I shook my head and let out a sigh. “Do you think George . . . Do you think he could kill someone?”
Jim raised his shoulders. “I don’t know.” He voice softened and his shoulders dropped. “He’s impulsive, irresponsible, and has a temper. Do I think George is a cold-blooded murderer? No. Do I think he could have killed someone under certain circumstances?”
He let his question hang in the air. Both of us nodded to each other, knowing the answer was a definite yes.
After a moment I asked, “Why would that investigator ask where we were that night?”
“Kate, they ask questions. That’s what they do. He probably asks everyone the same questions. Why did you even talk to the guy?”
Images of Michelle’s body on the floor flooded my mind. I willed myself not to cry. “I found Michelle dead. I wanted to help.”
Jim stroked my hand. “Honey, I know having a baby is stressful. It’s stressful for me. I can’t fathom how it is for you, much less with all this other stuff going on. But you can’t let your imagination run away with you. Focus on recuperating. You’ll have to be back at work in a couple of weeks.”
I sat dumbfounded as he cleared the plates from the table. “What if I don’t want to go back to work?”
Jim’s eyes clouded. “We all have to do things we don’t want to do. I wish we could afford for you to stay home. What do you want me to say, Kate? You know the cost of living in San Francisco. You want to live anyplace else besides California? Montana or Nebraska?”
I shook my head and took a deep breath, fighting the overwhelming urge to cry again.
“We talked about this before? Remember?” Jim asked.
“I didn’t know I’d feel this way.”
“What way?”
“She needs me, Jim. She’s so tiny. She needs me. I knew that. I knew she would, of course. I just didn’t know I’d need her.” I sighed again. “Do you know how much Galigani gets paid?”
“No, and I don’t care. Whatever it is, I’m sure he’s worth it. I’m sure he has plenty of experience doing whatever he’s doing.”
“He talks to people all day. I have plenty of experience talking, too.”
Jim scrunched up his face. “The point is, Kate, he has a client.”
•CHAPTER ELEVEN•
The Third Week—Grasping
I had a fitful night, tossing and turning during the short time Laurie was asleep. When I awoke, Jim had already left for work.
It was time to acquaint myself with the dreaded breast pump.
After carefully reading the instructions twice and not understanding anything, I decided on the trial-and-error method.
I plugged the pump in and hooked up all the tubes and components the best I could. It didn’t hurt as much as I thought it would, but it didn’t yield that much milk either. I looked at the pitiful three ounces that I’d pumped. An ounce and a half from each breast. How was that ever supposed to sustain Laurie?