“I’m fine,” she whispered, her big gray eyes wide. She was shivering, shit I couldn’t deal with this. I paced the room.
“I’ve never…” I paused, trying to level my voice. “I’ve never laid a hand on a woman in my life.” I kept my eyes closed, couldn’t bear to see fear in her eyes. I ran my hand through my hair.
“You didn’t, I mean it’s okay Kyle, it was my fault.” What the fuck?
I acted like a jackass and Lee somehow thought that it was her fault? I looked at her and went to hug her. She flinched and backed away and my heart stopped; I think I felt it crack.
“Jesus Christ you’re afraid of me. I fucking frighten you Lee.” I dropped my head, I couldn’t look at her. I focused on my hands.
“I’m not afraid of you Kyle,” I heard her whisper. I stiffened when I felt her hand cup my cheek, it felt so fucking good I shivered and leaned my face into her hand, accepting her comfort. I would do anything this girl wanted after the way I had treated her.
Pussy traitor tears escaped my eyes and I felt like a marshmallow, crying in front of a girl. What was I becoming?
“Look at me,” Lee demanded, pulling at my chin. “I am not afraid of you. Don’t torture yourself over something I caused.” Something she caused? This girl had no idea.
“I shouldn’t…” I began, but she butted in. “You did nothing, I slapped your face and you reacted in instinct. It was an accident.”
She kept touching me and I swear I could barely keep myself from jumping on her. I leaned into her ear. “I promise you I will never hurt you again. That will never happen to you again. Ever.” I meant every fucking word; never meant anything more in my life than I did in that moment.
“Do you want me to leave?” What the fuck?
“What?”
She looked at me sadly. “Cam said you might not want me anymore, I mean, you might not want me to stay here anymore…” She started blushing and I sighed in relief, I couldn’t believe she wanted stay. I pressed my forehead against hers, testing that touch first.
She shivered, that was a good sign. “You can’t still want to stay here?” I needed her to tell me she wanted to stay here with me; I needed those words.
“Please Kyle,” she begged. “I have nowhere else to go. I can stay out of your way; I promise I won’t cause trouble for you and Ra… I’ll be invisible.”
I couldn’t stop the groan that escaped me, I was in pain. It physically hurt me to think that she was so alone and she thought I wanted her to leave. “That’s impossible,” I told her, needing her to believe me. When I saw the tears fall from her face I knew I needed to do more.
I cupped her face as gently as I could and lifted her chin; I needed her to look at me. “There’s no fucking way you could EVER be invisible to me baby.”
I kissed the inside of her sore hand softly and when she gasped, I couldn’t resist another second. I took her.
My lips punished hers, I wanted to brand her; I wanted to fucking own her. She melted against me; those sexy little moans were undoing me... I touched her everywhere I’d been dying to. When I sucked on her hardened nipples, she cried out my name.
The feel of her big bouncy breasts pressing into my face was so fucking hot. Stripping her down, I ran my hands up and down her back.… I moved my hands back up her lower back, hoping I had imagined the rough, uneven skin, but no, it was there. I was just about to pull back and ask what they were, when Lee moaned into my mouth.
I hoisted her up and carried her to my bed. Fuck me. The look of her lying on my bed naked, made me forget everything else I was thinking about. She was so warm and tight; my balls tightened. God I could barely wait to be inside her.
“I gotta taste you baby,” I said. “Gotta taste this tight pussy.”
When my tongue touched her slick folds, she started to shake. She was mouth-watering. I licked her juices up.
“Kyle…” She screamed.
“Yeah baby come for me, come in my mouth. This pussy is mine.” I plunged my tongue into her pussy, sucking her dry. She tasted so fucking good, salty, sweet and all Lee.
She grabbed me and I dragged my mouth away, finding hers. I settled myself between her legs. I gripped her waist and tried to slow myself down. At this rate, I was going to come straight away, but Lee pushed her feet against my ass and I plunged into her. She was tight, really tight.
I felt resistance, heard her pained cry and froze.
No. Oh, Jesus no.
“Christ. Lee, Fuck...”
Lee grabbed my face and kissed me hard. When she bucked against me, I groaned, my hips rolling instinctively. I tried to hold myself still above her, this couldn’t be happening.