Braving the Elements(26)

“Not taken seriously? Hated? The butt of practical jokes?”
The corners of his mouth tweaked. “Anomaly fits better, I think. Interesting.”
He only thought that because he wasn’t in my classes. “Well, my saving grace is my inability. I’m struggling with everything but elements.”
His jaw clenched again. “Yes, I am contemplating tutoring.”
“Oh, good, more of my day down the toilet.”
“Night, you mean.”
“Semantics.”
His lips tweaked up further. He considered me for a minute, that half smile revving up my sexy systems and reminding me of how long it’d been since I’d been touched. Since I’d been kissed. Charles kept pushing me to take part in the house freedoms of sexual expression, but I had this insane fear that people would start making fun of me for my deficiency in sex as well as magic. I also feared that it wouldn’t end the dry mouthed thirst that I’d had quenched with one dream of Stefan. What if it was him, and not just the lack of sex in general?
Still assessing me, his voice lowered when he said, “You never came to report to me. I’d hoped you would.”
It took me a moment to figure out what he was referencing. “With an update, you mean?” Charles had mentioned something about that, but the constant badgering from Darla had chased it from both our minds.
Stefan nodded, a relaxed movement, as though this conversation had switched gears, now dribbled in honey. “I haven’t seen you in a while. I’ve missed you.”
It took a second for the words to register. He was entirely serious. His eyes had taken on an intimate, soft quality I remembered from when he walked me home.
“Do…”
I stopped with that one word. You couldn’t very well ask the guy if he missed other people, too. If this was limited to me, and by it being limited to me, if it meant he viewed me with more importance than a mere subject. How lame would that sound?
His eyebrows quirked, wanting me to finish.
“Um.” Suddenly, that weird thing deep inside that felt his pull had to know if he had any semblance of feelings for me. If he, perhaps, felt even a fraction for me like what I felt for him.#p#分页标题#e#
“Hmm.” But how to phrase it.
Big breath.
“Is, um, that normal? Wanting—I mean, you know, missing a…minion. Or whatever?”
I was a dynamite linguist.
A smile flickered. “Open the link.”
With magic already occupying my body like blood, I merely had to swish away the muffle on our connection, and there he was, pouring into me. His impassive face contrasted the emotions warring in his body. Warmth glowed through him, tingly anticipation at being in the same room with me, and the desire to stay in my presence. Arousal flamed, but was overshadowed by his belief in me; in his confidence that I was doing well, and would continue to make him proud. He was showing how much he supported me, and what it meant to sit calmly, relaxed, in the same room without worry of his status or position. With me, he got to be a man, not a leader.
He liked me!
God, I was a dumb girl, but I could barely talk! The electricity in my body surged to enormous heights. It suddenly occurred to me that we were alone, in a secret place that no one else would find, at the end of the night. The way he was looking at me, too, implied his willingness to whatever I wanted; going our separate ways, talking, snuggling, other…things.
My heart started hammering, suddenly nervous.
“Don’t be nervous,” he whispered. His smile flickered. “I am at your mercy.”
“Does, ah…” I cleared my throat, sweat coating my forehead. “Does anyone know you’re in here?” The tightness in my groin was reaching up through my body and squeezing my brain.
“No one. Everyone thinks I’ve turned in except for Charles. There’s no way I can taint your reputation from this meeting.”
I stared at him for a second, wondering if he knew what I was asking. Wondering if I would finally get to do this; to satisfy this soul clenching need. Being bold, I rose slowly, my desired solitude long forgotten. His eyes watched me aloofly, waiting to see what I would do. Watching, completely still, as I crossed the four feet between us. Standing beside his legs, my knees butting against the couch, I hesitated.
Now what?
Still he waited, fire in his eyes, heat pumping through the link. He wanted me. I wanted him.
Oh good god I was nervous.
With a deep breath, I eased a leg over his lap, settling myself with my groin over his, his hardness pushing against me. His hands gripped my legs as his face fell. The link soaked through with guilt.
“Wait, Sasha, I have to tell you something.” His eyes lost some of their passion. “The night I gave you blood—the second time—I…invaded your personal space.”