Bound by the Millionaire's Ring(8)
Ramon knew when to push an advantage and when to simply hold on to one, but it still bothered him as he said, "That sounds appropriate."
"It will make sense that I leave the company when we part ways. You should talk with Henri about how you plan to replace me."
A reflexive protest rose, but she was right. He would facilitate her finding a good position as part of her compensation. After a suitable period, if they needed her, they could pull her back.
She cut him a glance and briefly bit her lip. The self-conscious color in her face increased. "Etienne would seem the natural choice for my position. If that's what you're thinking, I should disclose something."
He narrowed his eyes, not wanting to believe what had just leaped into his brain. "Continue."
She tucked a wisp of hair behind her ear, cleared her throat and smiled flatly. "He expected the promotion into my father's position. He's been upset about my receiving it."
"So? We make our decisions based on what's best for us."
"I know, but..." She clicked off her phone. "He worked under my father for the four years I was at school. I've never advertised how close I am with your sisters so he doesn't realize why you chose me. He feels passed over-"
"I don't care about his dented ego, Isidora. Why would I?"
"I'm telling you why." She dropped her phone into the pocket of her jacket and smoothed a fingertip along her eyebrow. "If you think he'll be appropriate to take my job, we should bring him in on this. Tell him the engagement is fake so he feels part of the team. He already thinks I earned my way on my father's coattails, but he and I used to date and-"
"You slept with that idiot." For some reason, Ramon had believed she was still a virgin. He knew it was outlandish, but she projected such innocence at times.
She lowered her lashes now, blushing like a new bride.
Of course a woman her age would have had lovers. He didn't know why it was such a surprise. Maybe because his sisters had never breathed a word about her dating exploits. Her father had spent Isidora's adolescence closely monitoring her virtue-which was absolutely no surprise given her mother's behavior. That vigilance of her father had been yet another reason Ramon hadn't so much as glanced in her direction, but he had honestly believed her attention had never strayed from him.
Despite the pains he'd taken to ensure it would.
So why did it bother him to discover she had followed her urges to other men? Maybe because he couldn't help wondering if she'd kissed them the way she had kissed him today. Had Etienne enjoyed fully the passion Ramon had only tasted?
Dios. It was one thing to know she had men in her past, quite another to pass the lothario in the hallway. To wonder if she carried a torch for that man.
"Etienne is not an idiot," she said stiffly. "He's dedicated and smart, otherwise my father wouldn't have apprenticed him and I wouldn't have kept him on. The important piece here is that he could become a liability if not handled carefully."
Ramon choked out a laugh, astonished by how much aggression filled him-he made his voice as callous and dispassionate as he possibly could.
"You're adorable. How have I treated you, Isidora? And you have value to me. You think I'm going to put on kid gloves for a spineless twit nursing entitlement issues? What did I say to him before the press conference? As far as the world is concerned, you just became part of my family. If he treats you with anything less than the utmost respect, if he makes one wrong step for any reason, he will lose his job." It was the same lack of mercy he showed anyone, but the clench in his chest pushed the words out with added vehemence. "More, if I judge him to be any sort of threat beyond rumor-mongering."
Her lashes went down and her cheeks went hollow.
"Do not even think of telling him that. If he needs it spelled out, his job is already lost." He couldn't countenance her wanting to protect the man. Did she still have feelings for him? "Only my siblings will know our engagement isn't real," he stated, halfway to firing Etienne for no other reason than that he existed. "Otherwise we'll be dismissed in a day and the press will go straight back to crucifying Trella."
"Fine," she said in a small voice. "But I have to tell my father it's fake."
"No."
"Yes, Ramon." Her lashes swept up, but rather than vehemence, he read a surprising vulnerability. Her voice held a tiny fracture. "He'll assume it's a stunt, same as your family did, but he'll expect me to confirm it. The alternative is for you to ask for my hand like a proper suitor and I won't let you lie to him. Not about that. It was bad enough you-" Color bled across her cheekbones and she clammed up, jaw tightening.
Said he loved her?
Something seesawed in his chest, but he had to agree. There was too much history with Bernardo. He'd been a true friend to their father and later a very trusted advisor to him and Henri. He couldn't disrespect Bernardo with any sort of lie.
"I'll speak to him," he promised.
"Thank you," she said stiffly.
"Good. Now let's get to work." His thoughts expanded as everything he had come to Paris to implement was now filtered through a fake engagement. He moved to his desk and opened the panel to release the doors, then asked his PA to assemble key personnel in the boardroom.
Isidora lingered.
"I thought you were anxious to escape? Call Julie," he told her. "She coordinates my calendar with my race schedule. Ask her to plan the retirement party in Monaco. Then join us in the meeting."
"Yes, fine," she said, brushing a hand through the air. "But I just want to be clear. No more passes like today." Her cheeks went bright pink.
"It wasn't a pass. It was a performance. More will be necessary."
Her jaw tightened. "Keep it to a minimum. I won't sleep with you."
It struck him that he had tied himself to the one woman he shouldn't sleep with, even if she wanted to-which he had taken great pains to ensure she didn't. Dios! Celibate? Him? He had to bite back a curse of self-disgust, but as he thought again about how open he'd left himself when he'd had her in his arms, he knew it was better to keep a lid on things.
"You weren't invited to," he stated.
Her stunned expression went stoplight-red, flashing blunt injury before she spun and treated him to a view of her rigid spine and spectacular ass. The door slammed loudly behind her.
CHAPTER FOUR
ISIDORA PASTED ON a smile as fake as her engagement and allowed Ramon the Rat to take possession of her life.
She knew how the Sauveterre men worked. There was no option to lead, only to follow or get out of the way. She had agreed to follow. As she sat through the meeting, she felt herself sucked along the slipstream of his accelerated pace. He snapped his whip over the team, pacing behind her and pausing only to consult with her in an offhand way as he threw out dates and locations, names and promotions.
"You agree, mi amor?"
"Of course, cariño," she murmured, smiling and smiling her manufactured joy until her face ached. Trying to hide that she was dying inside.
She didn't know how she would get through this.
The news that he hadn't slept with her mother altered her feelings drastically. Of course she was relieved, but the resentment that had been a form of protection had been burned to the ground, leaving her suddenly susceptible to the powerful attraction that had always gripped her.
Which had made his shot about not inviting her to sleep with him quite the poison dart. Her insides were still seared raw. What was it about this man that made her so ultrasensitive to him? Was she missing a vital gene of self-preservation? She really was her father's daughter, if that was the case.
Ramon had gone to incredible lengths to rebuff her and still didn't want anything to do with her. That indifference of his had done a number on her self-esteem in her teen years, but after a lot of travel and hard work at school, not to mention dating men who actually seemed to like her, she had built up her confidence. Maybe she hadn't fully escaped her fascination with Ramon, since she had never been drawn enough to other men to sleep with them, but she knew they found her attractive. Not that she needed a man to validate her. Her work ethic was solid and the work she did well-received. She had started today feeling like the confident, professional woman she had fought to become.
But she was back to feeling like an adolescent with an inferiority complex.
No. She had a thick skin in every other area of her life. Control, composure and staying on message, were her stock in trade. He had said this was just an extension of her job. She had to be as unaffected as he was.
As the meeting broke up, he chivalrously helped her with her chair.