They had both slept, tangled and sweaty from hours of fucking like animals. Even as she was now, her eyes were half-dilated as if still in a mating high, which was probably the only thing keeping the Omega from hissing at the touch of his hands on tender skin his zealous possession had rubbed raw.
Shepherd took her chin, drawing her sleepy eyes to his face. "I will not harm Corday."
Flatly, Claire answered, "I knew you wouldn't."
The giant hesitated, the creases by his eyes betraying a smirk. "Did you?"
"If you hurt him, I would punish you as severely as I could."
Shepherd's amusement faded. "You would kill yourself."
"Yes."
Each word was perfectly enunciated and lacked the bitterness the man felt sour his stomach. "His value to you is higher than the rest of your forty-three."
Claire licked her wet lips and thought about how best to answer, or if she should even answer at all. "I owe him."
Shepherd felt the rush of blood behind his eyes, fought to be gentle as he rinsed her hair. "It is more than that. I saw you together. You bear fondness for the Beta."
Inspiring any type of excessive hatred in Shepherd for Corday could be dangerous to her friend, and would serve no purpose except to pointlessly agitate the Alpha. "I do not love Corday, not in the way you imagine. But I owe him, as I said. I have lied to him, and drugged him. I deceived him … "
"To keep him safe," Shepherd purred, finishing her statement, somewhat mollified at the truth of her words and their echo in the bond. "Does that not sound familiar?"
"No." Her answer was harsh.
"Do not lie to me, little one. His situation mirrors yours."
"I said no because I meant no," Claire argued, grimacing at the stiffness in her hips when he began to rub. "You didn't drug me to keep me safe. You drugged me to create a baby."
He took her chin and turned her face up to force her full attention. "And that baby justifies your value to my men. It is keeping you alive."
Scowling, feeling cold even in the heat and steam of the shower, apprehension crept over Claire. "What do you mean?"
Seeing his words had unsettled her, Shepherd spoke in a hard tone. "If you are not careful, if you do not begin to nest again and ensure that our offspring grows, should you miscarry … I would have to replace it immediately."
A look of horror twisted her face. "I don't understand."
"You don't need to. You simply need to be a mother." Shifting his mass, he pressed her back to the tiles. "You are mine, and I will do anything to ensure your continued survival. I would kill millions, I would lie to you, and I would rape you if I had to and fill you with child again should you lose this one."
How had she felt even a moment of power over this man? "You're scaring me."
"Good." He turned off the water and pulled her out. "It seems to be the only way to get through to you."
"What about your legacy?"
He smiled, a nasty thing, and pawed her belly. "It will be unparalleled."
Wilting, Claire muttered, "I have no urge to nest. Not in that bed. Not anymore."
As if the idea had not occurred to the Alpha, he narrowed his eyes and seemed to consider. "You wish for a new bed?"
"I do not wish for anything," Claire sighed, feeling again as if she was talking to a wall.
Shepherd continued, speaking to himself. "If I procured this new bed, you would nest."
Desperately uneasy, she growled. "You are not listening to me, Shepherd."
"And you would desire new materials, in that color you like … " He was running a towel over her skin as if insensible to her bruised skin.
She snarled and batted his hands away. "You're hurting me, you deaf jackass."
Snapped out of his tirade, he froze and looked at the small thing that had just barked at him. Snorting a caustic laugh, he grunted, "You have grown far more outspoken with pregnancy."
"I have grown far more outspoken because I no longer care if you kill me! I don't want a new bed. I want you to explain what the fuck you are talking about!"
Shepherd took her arm and gently turned her so that he might pat her hair dry. "You are only being difficult … you need a new bed."
"Okay, fine! Since you don't listen to a goddamn thing I say anyway, here goes: I want a new bed in a big room with carpet instead of concrete. A room with a wall of windows that overlook a garden I planted full of flowers-which would be a miracle, as every houseplant I ever had died. I want to move without restriction through this grand house I will be nesting in, and be free to go outside and sit on grass … And I want a pony too, Shepherd. No, forget that. I want a fucking unicorn."
Pulling her hair so that she had to look back at him, he scowled. "You may not have a pony, and unicorns don't exist."
She really didn't mean to, was so in knots inside she could not even begin to fathom where it came from, but just for a second, she giggled. Slapping a hand over her mouth, still stuck with her head leaning back at an unnatural angle, she forced her face into neutrality and continued to make her point. "What color is it that you are so certain I like?"
"You prefer green, the same shade as your eyes."
Was that why almost every single dress he'd provided was green? "What gave you that idea?"
He looked as if such a miscalculation was not possible. "That is not the color you favor?"
"Sure, it's a pretty color … but it's not my favorite color." Understanding, Claire narrowed her eyes and leveled a disapproving gaze at the man. "Let me guess, you got this information from your interrogations of the Omegas."
"Red, like your picture?" he tried again, letting go of her hair so she might turn and he could see her fully.
"No. Why didn't you just ask me if you wanted to know something so mundane?" But then it dawned on her. He wanted to provide things she was supposed to like without prompting … as a tactic of sorts; because that was the only way he knew how to be.
Shepherd grew aggravated, standing naked and demanding rudely, "What is your favorite color?"
"Bird's egg blue." Mocking him, Claire cocked her head to the side and batted her lashes. "And, Shepherd, since we are being so congenial, what is yours?"
"Expressly, the exact color of your eyes." He wasn't flirting, he was annoyed, but even so the words were … something. They made her blush and he noticed it, his intense gaze losing its edge and gaining that unnerving calculation instead. "I also find the rich black of your hair to be incredibly fetching."
She was positively scarlet and clearly wanted him to look away. It had been months since she had tried to cover her nakedness and she did not know what led her to do it, but her arm came up to hide her flushed breasts.
Shepherd looked only amused, or fascinated might have been a better description. "And now you are shy … " he cooed, evilly. "This is nothing I have not said before."
But she had purposefully never listened … she had ignored it and hated the sound of his distorted raspy voice.
"You know I find you to be very beautiful," the monster continued, proudly prowling, trapping her against the sink. "You are, in fact, the most comely female I have ever seen."
Claire was sorely tempted to snap something nasty at him, to bring up Svana, or the Omegas, or anything to get him to stop looking at her that way. Instead she just stammered, "I … am cold."
"Well then, by all means, pretty little one," Shepherd's thick arms encircled her, "let me warm you."
A stifled noise sputtered passed her lips as bulging muscle pulled her flush.
His lips came to her ear and the man growled in the most licentious voice she had ever heard, "And you have the most beautiful pussy I have ever known. It is perfection. Anytime you should ask, I would lick it, taste you until you screamed my name like you did four times last night."
"STOP!"
Stroking his touch up her body until Claire's jaw rested in his hand, he pulled the Omega from where she tried to hide her face against his chest. Their eyes mere inches apart, his hand delved between her legs to lightly swipe the gathering slick at her folds. Pulling slippery fingers away, he made a satisfied male noise and left her standing, panting, flushed, and aroused, while muttering, "Bird's egg blue," as he left.
Those moments … when one has a black bag over their head, when a body is being jostled, and you know, you just fucking know, your number is up … those moments just plain suck.
Feeling hands shove her back until her rear end made an uncomfortable connection with a hard chair, Maryanne prepared for her greatest performance. Or she did until the bag came off in a swoop and she was face to face again … with Shepherd.
The words caught in her throat, the typical sensual quality she knew how to use to manipulate failed, and all Maryanne could do was stare.
That man had decimated Thólos … ruined her city. That man stank of Claire's cooch. Ewww …
"Well," Maryanne let out a breath, "turns out I was right about just where Claire disappeared to. Guess that means I'm off limits, huh?"