Bones of the Lost(29)

Round and round.

Questions leading to more questions.

No answers.

And where the hell was Katy!





I AWOKE TO RAIN BUCKETING down outside my window. And a feeling I’d slept too late.

Yep. My clock radio said 8:42.

Eyes half open, I snagged my iPhone and scanned overnight e-mails.

No update from Katy.

Quick calculation. Midafternoon in Bagram. She’d be busy.

Knowing I should wait, I sent a message.

“Please check in. Mom.”

Nothing from Ryan.

My sister Harry had fired off a foursome, the first landing at 2:42 A.M. The others had followed at five-minute intervals.

I speed-read to get a sense of the new crisis.

For a chuckle, I sometimes visit the website First World Problems. The contents are Harry’s life in microcosm. The Angsts of Harriet Brennan Howard Dawood Crone. Though I think she dropped Crone when she divorced husband number three. Or was he two?

New acquaintances are often shocked to learn that Harry and I are siblings. But despite our differences, which are epic, my sister and I share one fundamental trait. She is wired with the same bulldog drive that got me through college, grad school, and decades in a demanding and often heartrending profession.

What differs between us is the focus of our passion. For me it’s the search for truth, recognition, and justice for the dead.

For Harry it’s shopping. Shoes. Shades. Houses. Husbands. Deep down, I think the acquisition itself is irrelevant to my sister. What matters is the hunt.

Over the years I’ve pondered why Harry is the way she is. Why I’m the way I am. Clichéd as it seems, I’ve come to believe that our mother owns a big piece of the blame.

Looking back, I realize Mama swung on a pendulum beyond her control, one that moved her between wild elation and soul-bleeding depression. With each upswing, she’d take joy in wearing the latest fashion, knowing the right people, seeing and being seen at all the best parties, concerts, and restaurants. With the plunge would come tears, withdrawal, the closed bedroom door. Having achieved all she’d sought, Mama wouldn’t give a damn.

My mother’s moods bewildered me as a child. As an adult, I still don’t fully understand.

And I worry there are hints of Mama’s demons in my sister.

I’ve never discussed my personal issues with Harry. A battle with the bottle. A failed marriage. A daughter who’d volunteered for combat without asking my advice. A long-distance relationship with a man I couldn’t get on the phone. Given my record, I was hardly in a position to counsel others.

I did listen, however. But this morning Harry would have to wait.

Wrong. The phone rang as I was heading for the back door.

“How’re those styling stilettos we scored?”

“I wore them to court.” Then threw them out.

“Bet you wowed the lovin’ shorts off that jury.”

“Mm. Listen, Harry. I’ve got to get to work—”

Undeterred, baby sister launched into a tale of woe involving a broken pool pump, algae, and back-ordered parts. Barely pausing to draw breath, she segued into a rant about a guy named Thorny.

“I thought you were dating an astronaut.” Orange Curtain. First time I saw the name I assumed it was a typo. “Or a guy named Bruce.”

“Orange had the brains of a budgie. Wait. That’s being unfair to birds.”

Shoulder-cradling the phone, I slipped outside and turned to lock the door. Bad move. The thing popped free and dropped to the stoop.

“—merchandise right there in my living room. What makes men so bloody proud of their genitals?”

“So Orange is out.”

“Seven carats wouldn’t get that bonehead back through my door.”

“Have you made plans to visit Tory?”

Silence greeted my question.

The previous summer, Harry had learned that her son, Kit, had a now-teenage daughter, conceived when he was just sixteen. And I’d learned that I had a grandniece. Father and daughter now lived together in Charleston, South Carolina. Harry hadn’t taken the news of grandparenthood well.

“Harry?”

“Remember what an assclown Kit was in high school? How the hell’s he going to parent a fourteen-year-old girl?”

“I’m sure he’s matured. And Tory’s a bright kid.”

“You’ve said that.”

“You’re her grandmother.”

“You’ve said that, too.”

• • •

At the MCME, my phone was flashing like a strobe on speed.

I punched the code for my mailbox, thinking Slidell.

I got Capote.

Dr. Brennan. Could we please speak at your earliest convenience?

I’d felt upbeat following my conversation with Harry. Calm.

That tranquillity popped like a bubble in sunlight.