Her eyes narrow. She turns quickly, storming through the large doors behind us. The security guard has friends suddenly. Several of them are there, surrounding me. The man sighs. “I am terribly sorry, ma’am. We are not racist, I assure you. Now is there something I can help you with?”
I shake my head, hoping it has been enough of a diversion since every security guard on the floor has been alerted to me and my situation. “I have wrong counter. I know this now. I am looking for Aunt Mabel.”
He scowls. “There’s a Mabel in here.”
My heart drops. “Mabel Manuel?”
He shakes his head. “No, you do have the wrong area.” He holds a hand out. “There are a dozen floors in the building. Maybe call your aunt to see if you have the right floor.”
I offer a small wave. “Thank you, kind sir.” I turn and walk past the crowd of them that have gathered in the hall.
My heart is racing, my stomach is burning, and I have never felt more alive. I turn and walk back to the escalator, taking out the cell phone Derek gave me earlier. I dial a random number as I take the escalator down. I pause on the main floor, noticing how many of them are still watching me. An answering machine kicks on, but I talk like I have reached my aunt. I speak animatedly in Spanish, slapping myself on the forehead like I have come in the wrong building. I walk out the front doors, looking to the right and nodding as if she has given me the directions again. I walk into the next building and take the elevator to the third floor. It’s an accounting firm with a large staff. I take the stairs when I get to the floor and leave through the back alley. When I get back into the fresh air I pull off the wig and ditch the mole and glasses. I pull off the sweater and wrap everything in it. I fluff my hair so it’s huge. I walk to the Dumpster behind the building and place the sweater and other items in it. I walk the long way back to the car, praying he’s doing okay.
I start the car with the key he gave me when he handed me the phone as he drilled me on the details of the plan. The drive to the park five blocks over is tense. It isn’t that I think he’s going to get caught—he’s a genius. It’s that Randall is a smart man. He’s been the head of our operation for a long time. He might know things about Derek. Things I told him, that Derek won’t be prepared for.
I sit in the car, waiting for a long time. Eventually I get out, standing in the freezing air with nothing but my tank top and jeans on. I lie on the hood, like it’s a summer day and not an evening in late fall.
The clouds look like horses. I swear they always do.
When the sun sets I start to really worry. I pace, walking around the car with my teeth chattering and my skin turning a pale-blue color.
Finally, when I can’t take it any longer, I get back into the car and wait for him in there. It’s completely dark in the park when I admit he’s in trouble. I don’t want to. I want him to be okay, and I want him to come back to me. But I can’t deny the fact of the matter is that he is clearly caught or worse.
I drive around the city twice, like he told me to, and head back to the apartment. When I get there I have to remind myself I am the craziest monster in the world and nothing in the dark warehouse is going to be as nuts as me. I creep into the dark, jumping several times when noises taunt me from their hiding place in the shadows.
Climbing the stairs to the flat makes me nervous, and not just because I have the entire warehouse behind me. While I have turned my back on the darkness and made myself vulnerable, I hardly notice it because the door is open to the flat and the light from it is flooding the metal stairs.
15. MAGICAL KEY OF DOOM
It’s insane, but I swear I can feel the heat from the lights inside the flat. When I get to the top of the stairs I wish I had a gun. There’s blood on the doorknob. I reach up, pushing the door open farther, revealing more dots of blood spattered across the foyer.
I hurry inside, expecting to find him wounded.
I don’t expect him to be on the floor unconscious, but he is. I’m nearly blind with worry and fear as I dash across the room, skidding on my knees to his side. I push him over, finding a crudely wrapped and blood-soaked wound on his side. The puddle of darkening blood beneath him seems too great to be survivable. I lay him on his back, pressing down on the injury. He stirs, wincing. “Your hands are freezing!” He speaks with a breathy whisper.
“What happened?” My voice is cracked and falling apart, just like everything else.
He shakes his head, grinning. “He switched places where he keeps his gun. I assumed either the bar or the desk, but he put one in the bathroom. He was clearly getting paranoid.”