His harshness should have bothered me, but it was just the opposite. I loved how aggressively he wanted me, how much he needed to relieve the sexual frustration I caused. After the dirty things I said to him, I couldn’t blame him for needing to fuck my mouth like this.
He stared into my eyes the entire time, his thigh tightening with every thrust he made. “Swallow.”
He was about to come. My pussy clenched at that knowledge, and I wanted his seed in my throat and my belly. I’d never been so eager for a man’s cum, but I desperately wanted it now. When there was a quick moment to breathe, I spoke. “Give it to me.”
His hand dug into my scalp, and he released a loud moan he couldn’t contain. “Fuck.” He shoved his cock far inside me, forcing my head into his crotch so he could insert as much of his length as possible. Then he came, squirting his hot seed into the back of my throat and practically making me choke. He gave me so much, dumping ounces as it slid down my throat and into my stomach.
When he was satisfied, he finally pulled his softening cock out of my mouth. He looked at me like he’d never seen me before. Awe and desire were heavy in his stare, and it seemed like he wanted me even more.
He threw me onto the bed and yanked my jeans and panties off until I was bare underneath him. He didn’t waste time examining me or studying my naked pussy for the first time. He shoved his face between my legs and sucked my clit so hard I almost came. The slight stubble from his face rubbed against my inner thighs, and just like I imagined, it felt so goddamn good. My hands dug into his hair, and I pulled his face farther into me, loving the amazing things his mouth was doing. “Calloway…”
He sucked my clit harder into his mouth then drove his tongue deep inside my pussy, tasting all my arousal. It came in a flood, and I was so slick I couldn’t have taken his cock if he tried to shove it inside me.
“I’m gonna come.”
His hands reached up and squeezed my tits through my bra, his mouth still sucking and licking my pussy like he was starving. He ate me out, lapping and enjoying the area like a feast. He circled my clit harder, and with a burst, he pushed me over the edge.
I arched my back across the mattress and pulled his face farther into me. “Yes…yes.” My fingers nearly cut his scalp, and my nipples were sharper than the edge of a knife. I saw the cosmos and the heavens as I fell into the euphoria. It was so good I could barely breathe. I gasped for air, but it was never enough. I was in a moment of pure bliss, not thinking—only feeling.
Calloway pulled his mouth away when I was finished, his lips covered in a film of my arousal. He moved over my body, kissing my stomach and my chest until he rested on top of me, his lips hovering near mine. “You’re a beast.” He kissed me softly on the lips, in direct contrast to the hardness he’d just shown me. “Just like me.”
8
Calloway
She had work in the morning, so she didn’t try to sleep over.
Which was a relief.
I could hold off on sex for four weeks, as impossible as it seemed, but I couldn’t share my bed with someone. That was a hard limit, and there was no way around it. If she really wanted to spend the night, I had a spare bedroom for her to use. But since our relationship was different than the usual ones I had, it would be a difficult conversation.
I hoped I could avoid it as long as possible.
I went to Ruin late that night to check on a few things. I couldn’t walk in during the day because I was needed at Humanitarians United, so the late evenings were the best time. And if I kept seeing Rome, the only time I could run my business would be when she was at home and asleep.
I felt dishonest not telling her about my other business, but at the same time, I didn’t think it was any of her business. She’d only shared a small amount of her past with me, so I didn’t feel obligated to expose more of myself to her. Besides, she would never understand.
When we fooled around last night, she surprised me with her aggression. She said the dirtiest things I’d ever heard, words that made me so hard my dick actually hurt, and she sucked dick like an Olympic contender. Maybe she would understand Ruin if I gave her a chance.
But now wasn’t the time.
When we started fucking, I would have a better idea of whether she would be a good fit or not. She seemed open-minded, intelligent, and she had a distinct talent when it came to foreplay, so it could work out the way I wanted.
She would be such an incredible submissive.
I let myself get carried away a few times. One instance with John, which I knew was a fuck-up. Rome was pissed at me until I played nice with the guy. And the second instance was when I treated her like a submissive and commanded her to suck my dick.