I jumped as his hands slid under my dress, brushing against my bare skin as he moved them over my legs. My pussy was throbbing with need as I lifted my hips to offer him access, moaning as he paused. “God, I want to touch you so badly. I'd like you bare for me,” Payne’s voice was rough as he slid his hands over my back and up to the back of my bra. “I want to fuck you.”
I moved to lift the material over my head with shaking hands as he stared me down, taking in my curves that were covered sparingly in the lace. His gaze penetrated me as I shivered and moved my hands to cup his face. “I’m yours, Payne.”
He crushed my lips with his as he pulled me back over him, his erection hard against the lace of my underwear. This kiss was hotter if that was possible, our moans mingling together as we kept kissing fervently. My bra came off first, as his lips moved over my jaw and down my chest hungrily. I wanted to cry with the sensation as he brushed my skin with his lips, moving towards the place that I needed him most.
Once he had me in his mouth, I rocked against Payne slowly. I could come just from this, and I closed my eyes and pressed myself against him. Oh, God. The pressure burst, and I cried out as he bit me gently. “Fuck, Vie. Are you coming?” He asked as he held my shaking body close to calm me down.
“It’s never felt that way. Oh, God Payne. That was amazing.” I murmured as he stroked my skin gently and kissed my face.
“Vienna, have you slept with anybody before?” His voice was shocked, and I froze as I took a slow breath, angry with myself for babbling so much.
There was no avoiding the truth and I raised my head to look into his eyes. “I haven’t. I didn’t want anyone at school…it’s always been you.” I watched as emotions crossed his face, sensing the end of this incredible experience. “I’ve been touched, kissed. I just haven’t let anyone inside of me.”
“Jesus. I can’t be your first, Vienna.” My heart sank as I rolled away from him and curled up to hide my body. “This is so wrong…he’d hate me.”
“Dad would hate both of us. This is consensual, Payne. We both want it, and we’re both adults.” I protested as I looked at him.
“How has nobody had you? You’re beautiful,” Payne told me as I heard my body screaming for him.
“I wanted you.”
Payne let it sink in as I watched in tortured silence. “Me. You came back home wanting me. Was it your plan to get me, Vienna?” His voice was low and cold as I bit my lip.
“No, not like you’re saying it. I didn’t realize that I wanted you so much until that night that I saw you at my house the day that I came back. It just built from there,” I explained as I turned towards him, revealing my body as I reached for him. “It’s just how I feel. I don’t know how to change that, and I don’t want to.” Payne told me that he wanted me as well, so why was he rejecting me?
“I want you as well, but it’s wrong. I don’t think that once will be enough for me and you’re like family to me. I don’t know how to look Matt in the eye if we sleep together and he’s been my friend for years. He’s like a brother to me.” Payne ran his hands through his hair. “That’s what my heart is telling me, but my cock is the devil on my shoulder. I want to bury myself inside of you to hell with the consequences.”
“I won’t say anything. This can be between us,” I suggested as I ran my hand over his legs, feeling Payne tense. “You can teach me what to do.” I moved over his cock, feeling him jerk under the material of his pants. He was hard, and it made me wet all over again. “I want to do everything.”
“I haven’t done that in years, Vie. The things we could do…” His voice faded as I grasped him as he jerked up into my hand. “Fuck me. I’m going to hell.”
I took this as permission to move forward and unzipped his pants to release him. Payne was large in girth, and I didn’t know how he would fit all the way inside of me with that length. I stroked him, watching his face as he dropped his head back and moaned, guiding me with a ragged voice. He was warm and hard in my hand, and I kept stroking him before I licked my lips. I gave one guy a blowjob at school, and it was a mess, but I was motivated this time. I was determined to please Payne and make him want more.
I lowered my head to lick him gently as he slipped a hand into my loose hair. “Vienna,” I lifted him and slid my lips over the tip of him, moaning as I took him inch by inch. This wasn’t going to be a deep throating, not yet. This was a first time of many. I crawled over him, taking him further into my mouth as I whimpered.