Dane made a sound that sounded like sputtering.
"Why is this the first we're hearing of it?" Charles asked.
"Umm, because I don't have to report to anyone," Tess replied evenly.
"I didn't mean to insinuate that, and you know it," Charles said, shifting forward in his seat. His eyes, the bright marine blue they'd all inherited from their mother, were now focused like lasers on Tess. "If you need to take a break, of course you should. I'm just surprised."
"Ten minutes ago, we were talking about Cancun, and you didn't even mention it." Dane was equally focused on her, studying her as if sensing something was off. "So yeah, this seems like it's coming out of nowhere."
"And if it is?" Tess inquired sharply. "So what?"
"You guys are acting like her parents," Julia remarked. "Might want to take it down a notch."
"She's right," Lisette said, bouncing Charlotte on her knees.
"We are not," Charles said, but it came out weak with recognition.
Dane kept staring at his sister. "How long will you be gone?"
"I'm not sure," Tess admitted. But she knew what she really wanted to do, so why not do it? Throw herself into researching sperm donors, in vitro, whatever it would take to help her have the baby she so desperately wanted. Be away from stress and prying eyes, cleanse her body and mind . . . "At least two months, I think. Until the end of February, probably? Maybe more. I'll see."
The wave of shock was palpable as her brothers and their wives all exchanged brief glances of astonishment. Charles got to his feet. "Come on, Tess. Let's find a quiet place to talk."
"There's nothing to talk about," Tess said, looking up at him. It was so strange how she felt utterly calm and pulsing with exhilaration at the same time. The adrenaline rush was invigorating. "I'm merely telling you all that I'm going away for a while. It's not up for discussion. End of story."
"Bullshit," Charles said tersely. He crouched in front of his sister, took her hands in his, and stared into her face, searching. "What the hell's going on?"
"I'm with him," Dane said, scooting to the edge of his chair and leaning toward her. "Did something happen? This just seems so sudden, and-"
"I've been thinking about it for a while, actually," Tess said. "New Year's is just around the corner. I need something new. I need a change. So . . . I'm going to just go somewhere else for a while."
"Please give us something more here," Charles implored quietly. "I'm worried about you now."
"Me too," Dane said. "What he said. Tess, honey . . ."
She smiled at both of them, squeezing Charles's hands before pulling them free. "There's nothing wrong. I'm fine."
"I don't believe you," Charles said.
"Okay." She rose to stand, and he mirrored her.
"Talk to me," he whispered fiercely.
Dane stood too, reaching out to grasp her elbow. "When are you leaving?"
"Day after tomorrow," Tess said, deciding as she said the words.
"What?" Charles hissed at the same time that Dane asked, "Why so soon?"
"You both act like I'm heading off to parts unknown without a note," Tess said. She was touched by their concern, but at the same time, so excited to move forward with her new plan, she couldn't get away from them and out of the mansion fast enough. "I'm not going to Tibet, I'm going to Colorado. To the ski house the three of us own together, so I believe you have the address."
"Don't be cute. This isn't like you and you know it!" Charles bit out, eyes flashing. "You can't be surprised that we're so surprised, much less that we're concerned. You don't make spontaneous plans, you don't go away for months at a time, and definitely not without talking about it with one of us first."
Tess nodded, a smile spreading slowly on her face. "You're right. That's why it feels so good, I guess."
Charles and Dane both stared at her, speechless.
"Let her go, guys," Julia said from her seat.
"Stop mothering her," Lisette added softly.
Charles jolted as if he'd been hit, looking to his wife, who only nodded.
"Tess," Dane said. "You can't just leave without telling us a little more than I'm outta here, see ya in a few months. Come on. If it was one of us pulling this, you'd be flipping out. So just talk to us."
"All right. I will. Tomorrow. But now, I have things to do. Be with your loved ones." She leaned in to kiss Charles on the cheek, then Dane. She moved away to give quick hugs to her sisters-in-law, and an adoring snuggle to her baby niece. Then she turned to them all and said, "Merry Christmas. Talk to you tomorrow. I have to get packing." And before any of them could utter another word, she walked across the long room to say a few more goodbyes so she could get out of there.
Even as she hugged her older niece and nephews, Tess felt invigorated. Brimming with excitement, she couldn't wait to get going. She had a lot to take care of if she was going to leave in less than forty-eight hours, and she absolutely intended to make good on her words. She was a woman of action, dammit, and now that she'd decided to take action, nothing would stop her from seeing her whole plan through.
Chapter Two
Logan Carter checked the thermostat once more before turning to sweep his eyes across the long, wide living room. He'd been the house manager for the Harrison family's ski house for the past five years, so he knew well what needed to be done before one of them arrived.
He'd already done his weekly house check for the place on Tuesday, as he always did when none of the Harrisons had visited in a while. So he knew the heat, water, all of that, were already in working order. He'd turned the lights on so Tess wouldn't walk into a dark house. Well, he amended mentally, Tess, and likely her tiny white dog that often came with her. The wood was all stacked, both out in the back and some in the iron stand by the fireplace. He double-checked that the wood, paper, and fire starter were in place in the large stone hearth. Then he straightened the area rugs.
Scrubbing a hand over his full beard as his eyes canvassed the spacious room one last time, he mentally ticked off the checklist in his head. He'd made sure to put some potted poinsettia plants on the mantel above the fireplace, on the long dining room table and living room coffee table, and on tables by the front door and up in the master bedroom to add splashes of color for her. He didn't do that personal touch for many of his clients, but he did leave cut flowers for some, the ones he knew appreciated it. The Harrisons were good people that he respected, and he knew she'd appreciate the gesture.
Ah, who was he kidding? He did it for Tess because he liked her. She was plain nice, and goddamned gorgeous. Not many women caught his eye anymore, but she always had. He could admit a . . . tiny crush, if he had to label it, to himself. Hell, he couldn't imagine any normal straight man could resist a tiny crush on a woman like Tess Harrison.
Even if she'd stung him with an insult last year that he still hadn't shaken off.
One day, he'd been over there to take out the trash as he always did twice a week. Tess had struck up a conversation with him, and mentioned she'd gone hiking up the mountain by herself the evening before, making it home just before dusk.
"By yourself? Close to dark?" His eyes narrowed.
"Um, yeah." She cocked her head at him and put her hands on her hips. "Jeez, I know I'm a city girl and all, but sometimes I think that you seem to think I can't take care of myself."
He actually blushed. "No, no, I didn't mean to-that is, I'm sorry if it seems that way. I just . . ." He huffed out a laugh, a mixture of frustration and self-deprecation. "Look, my master certificate was in disaster mental health and trauma studies. Crisis counseling, dealing with disasters . . . so my mind has a tendency to go to a worst-case scenario." His shoulders lifted as he shifted his stance and admitted, "What I'm trying to say is, it means I worry about people. I never meant to imply you're not a capable woman. If it seemed that way, I sincerely apologize."
"No apologies necessary. That you worry about people is . . . nice." She stared at him with a look of amazement. "Um . . . that's an interesting thing. The certificate. You have a master's degree?"
"Yeah. In social work. Why?"
"No reason. I was merely curious. I . . ." She cocked her head to the side, studying him as if she'd found a rare specimen or something. "I'm just surprised. I mean, you work here, doing this for a living, so . . ."