Before Jamaica Lane (On Dublin Street #3)(10)

Shit! The hostess was taking him past our table.

'I must have  – ' I deliberately swiped my elbow across the table, knocking my dessert spoon onto the floor. 'Oops. Excuse me.' I pushed my chair back and dropped heavily to the floor, ducking my head under the tablecloth. Heart pounding in my chest, I stayed there, watching familiar walking boots stride past the table.

He was out of range. Or, more precisely, I was.

The tablecloth lifted and my dad's rugged face appeared in front of me. 'Have you been smoking the wacky-backy?'

I pressed my lips tight to stop myself from bursting out laughing. Shaking my head, I reached out a trembling hand for my dessert spoon. I was going to need a replacement, since there was no way I wasn't having dessert. The tiramisu at D'Alessandro's was to die for. Of course I might die of embarrassment before I got the chance to charge to my death for dessert. 'Just retrieving fallen cutlery.'

'You're acting stranger than usual.'

I huffed and the movement caused me to bump my head against the table. 'Can we not have this conversation under here?'

His head disappeared and I quickly scrambled out after him, craning my neck to look for Benjamin. There was no sign of him as I pulled myself back onto my seat, and I slumped with relief as I realized the hostess had taken them into the other dining room.

I settled quite happily now that he was gone, smiling as I raised my spoon to a passing waitress. 'Can I have a clean spoon, please?'



       
         
       
        

When she nodded, I grinned and turned back to my companions.

They were all staring at me. I flinched at their appraisal. 'What?'

'Mick's right.' Cam raised a speculative eyebrow. 'You're weirder than usual.'

I looked at Cole for help, but he just shrugged, and I took that to mean he agreed with them. Not wanting anyone ever to find out about my hopeless crush on Library Guy, I searched for an explanation. Finally I chose the creatively lacking 'I had three Red Bulls today.'

Creatively lacking it might have been, but it worked, and soon conversation was diverted from me and my absurdness.

To my chagrin, before dessert arrived disaster struck.

I needed to pee and I needed to pee badly.

Unfortunately, the toilets were down the corridor and opposite the other dining room, putting me in the possible path of Benjamin.

When my bladder couldn't take it anymore, however, I had to throw off my concerns and bolt for relief.

By the time I reached the restroom I wondered what I'd been freaking out about. I was moving so fast to get to the toilet in time that I was a blur. Benjamin would never recognize my bursting-bladder-induced blur. Hmm, say that five times fast.

Despite my growing calm, I had every intention of becoming a blur on my trip back to my table. Regrettably, I didn't factor in a collision with a wall as I came out of the restroom.

I stumbled back, blinking fast, as my eyes took in the dark blue wall. My brain very quickly processed that it wasn't in fact a wall  …  but a chest. A man's wide chest.

My heart began to thud in my own chest as my eyes drifted upward, my heartbeat escalating, sweat prickling my palms as the familiar and masculine beauty of Benjamin Livingston dwarfed my world.

I was pretty sure my mouth was hanging open unattractively as he grinned, his eyes alight with recognition.

Oh, balls.

'You work at the university library, right?'

Swallowing, I rehearsed my answer in my head. Then I managed a nod. 'Assistant desk help.' No, that wasn't right. 'I mean help desk assistant.'

So much for rehearsal.

His smile widened and he stepped a little closer, shutting off the oxygen supply to my already gasping brain. 'Well, you're always very helpful.'

And then somehow Maggie Smith possessed me. 'It's what I do,' I answered solemnly with a Scottish accent.

A freakin' Scottish accent.

Thankfully a pretty good one.

But that wasn't the point.

My cheeks burned with embarrassment as Benjamin chuckled softly. 'Right.'

I had to get out of there. I had to get out of there now! 'Well, my table is waiting for me at the family.' 

Giving him a tight smile and ignoring his lip-twitching amusement, I shot past him, down the corridor, and into the other dining room. Plates and glasses tinkled as I collapsed gracelessly in my chair and announced loudly, 'I think we should take dessert to go and hang out at my place. Like right now.' I nodded encouragingly. 'Yes?'





4


I was frustrated.

It was a few days later and I still hadn't quite recovered from my mortification. The object of my crush had made an appearance at the library, and as soon as I saw his blond head bobbing through the main reception area, I scurried into the admin office and persuaded my colleague Rachel that, yes, I would, in fact, prefer updating the Web site html and answering e-mail complaints instead of hanging out at the fun help desk.