Because of Lila(58)

"They know you, Lila Kate Carter."

My cheeks were flaming now.

"God, you're cute," he said, grinning now. His earlier tension had eased. "I'll see you shortly."

With a nod and a shy smile, I left with my gaze straight ahead, afraid to make eye contact with anyone. Cruz had already disappeared in the other direction.

"Lila Kate," a female voice stopped me. I turned to see Adelle Boyd giving me a calculating look. She sat at a table with her mother and younger sister. They were all three in tennis skirts as if they'd just come inside from the courts. Which they probably had.

"Hello," I said to the table already knowing what this was about. That kiss was sweet, but I knew it would get me some attention I didn't want. Or I should say, drama.

"Are you dating Cruz?" she asked a touch of disbelief in her tone

I forced a smile. "Yes."

Her mother made a strange sound in the back of her throat. I didn't look at her.

"Since when?"

"It's new," I told her sweetly. What I wanted was to be rude and tell her it was none of her business though.

Her mouth turned up into an amused grin. "It'll also be short."

Both mother and sister made muffled laughs. I didn't have time for this.

"Y'all have a wonderful day too," I said before I walked off hoping no one else stopped me.

They didn't. Once outside I breathed a sigh of relief. That was just the beginning. I had to learn to handle people's reactions better.





Cruz Kerrington

I TURNED AND went the other direction as Lila Kate left the Club. My stomach clenched as my demons chased me. The reason I had kept my distance from Lila Kate, the reason I had wanted her and now knew I loved her but would never get close enough was breathing down my neck. I'd taken this chance and gone after her even though I had shit that could destroy us before it ever began. I had sworn to her I wouldn't hurt her. I was about to make sure I kept that promise.

Turning left instead of right, I headed for Kelsey's office. My father hadn't sent her for me. She'd seen me with Lila Kate, and she'd come after me. Normally, she didn't interfere with my sex life. She was a married woman after all. But she knew . . . Lila Kate Carter was different.

I didn't knock on her door. I just walked inside. She was standing on the other side of the room with a glass of ice water in her hand staring out the window.

"You can't date her," was all she said. She didn't even turn around.

"I can do whatever the fuck I want to do, Kelsey," I replied angry that she thought she had some magic pussy that could control me. Maybe that was true when I was sixteen and she'd brought me in this office one night late after a ball and sucked my dick for the first time. She'd had some power over me. But I wasn't a boy anymore. I'd had many women since she introduced me to sex.

"I don't care about all your whores. That's all they are. You're a man. Men like sex. They like variety. I'm okay with that. But not her. You know she's not a whore. You want more with her," she turned to me then. "Am I right?"

"Yes, you're correct. What we did wasn't right. You're married. We should have stopped a long time ago. Hell, we never should have started. But I was a horny teenage boy, and you took advantage of that. I didn't care about your husband then. I should have, but my sex drive was running the show. We are done. I love her. There is only her for me."


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Kelsey was a beautiful woman. Tall, slender, generous breast size and a freak when it came to sex. I'd fucked her right on that desk many times in many different positions. And she'd watched me fuck other girls and had waiting to fuck me after because it turned her on. That had been fun. Before. But the past year, she'd gotten clingier. Needier. More possessive.

"Is that what you think? That you can fuck me for five years then just walk away. Just like that?"

"We never had a relationship. We fucked. It was never exclusive. You're married. Remember? I can do what the hell I want to do. This thing we did is over."

The blaze in her eyes was never good. She didn't like being told no. She typically got whatever she wanted. I was more than positive I wasn't the only teenage boy she'd fucked. She liked them young. She told me so when she bared her tits to me and sucked me off the first time.

While having sex with her the past five years had been fun and games, I knew it was wrong. It was something Lila Kate would never understand. I had to make sure it was buried. Forgotten.

"You think you have control over this?" Kelsey asked as she took a step toward me. She was unbuttoning her shirt. Once that would have gotten me excited. Right now, it just pissed me off.