“Fate, I only have so much willpower. At some point I won’t be able to stop. I already don’t want to,” I say honestly, hoping she understands how much control she has over me.
“Then don’t,” she says and tries to kiss me again, but I pull back. Holding her face in my hands, I try to look into her to see what my girl is thinking. I’ve never seen this side of her.
“Do you have any idea how much you control me? You could bring me to my knees at any moment. That’s how much. I don’t think I could stop loving you if we don’t slow down.” Never have I sounded like such a pussy, but I don’t even care. This girl needs to know how real this is for me.
“Love me, Cameron,” she says, with her eyes holding me in place as she climbs back on top of me, placing her hands around my shoulders. “If I’m in control, then do what I say. It’s time you fucking love me, Cameron McAlister.”
Yeah, that’s it, all willpower is blown out of the water and I grab her legs, wrapping them around my waist. Holding onto her hips, I bring us up from the ground and move us to my bed. Slowly, I lay her down before bringing myself over her. I feel her hands start to undo my pants and I groan at her touch. Her hands wrap around my waist as she slips her hands in my pants. Did she just grab my ass? Fuck. She begins to slide my pants down and I kick them off, never breaking away from kissing her. This girl needs to feel how much I love her. I need her to never doubt that for a fricking minute of this.
Gently, I bring my hands down to her waist and slowly move my fingers to the button on her jeans. I’m almost losing it here because my girl has her hands firmly on my ass like she’s damn well claiming me as hers. Fucking right, baby, I’m all yours. I groan and I feel her skin shiver against me. “Oh, Cameron,” she says as I slip her pants and panties off, touching her the whole way down. Looking at me with this cute little smirk on her face, she says, “We’re naked. Now what, rock star?”
“There’s no going back from here, Fate,” I say because I can’t believe this girl is naked before me, asking me to be with her. Trailing my hand down her stomach, I continue down until I’m right where she wants me to be. I slip inside, and she moans, digging her hands into my back and that only further entices me. Slowly, I move until she is comfortable with my fingers being inside her. Each time I pick up the pace her breathing gets more intense. One of her hands begins to run up and down my back. The other hand begins to stroke me and nothing can compare to being touched by Fate.
“I don’t ever want to go back to a place without you, without this with you,” she whispers, and I stop what I am doing. Grabbing both her hands with mine, I put them just above her head as I hold myself above her.
“I won’t let you,” I promise her and release her hands. I don’t want her feeling trapped in this moment. I just want her to feel us. “This might hurt at first. I will be gentle.” As I lower myself to her, I never break eye contact. “It’s just me and you, babe,” I whisper as I slip inside her and I groan. She is so damn tight, I’m scared to move and hurt her. Gently, I begin to push through her barrier and begin to get a rhythm going. “Fucking always,” I groan as I find myself going deeper inside of her. It’s like finally coming home and I never want to leave.
“Cameron,” she says and I feel her pushing into me to bring us closer. There isn’t an inch between us. My hand moves to her breast and she closes her eyes, moaning loudly as she places her head against my chest. “Forever in a day is what I feel.” Her words rip through me. Those are lyrics I wrote about her and it tells me all I need to hear. This girl loves me.
I feel her tightening around me and it causes me to slow as I gently push myself in and out. “Don’t stop,” she says and I want to groan out in frustration. I want her to enjoy this and I’m ready to bury myself in her. “I…I’m almost there,” she moans as her nails dig into me. I feel her tighten around me again and I love it. I bury myself in her, not stopping, feeling every beat. I feel her come undone beneath me.
“I love you, Fate,” I moan as I find my release with the girl who has ruined me for the rest of the world. There will never be another Fate. Her fingers begin to trail across my face and I lean into her touch.
“Forever in a day,” she whispers as she moves over and I cuddle up beside my fucking world.
Just as I hear her begin to drift off into sleep, I whisper to her, “One day I’m going to make you mine in more ways than this. Forever in a day, babe.” Placing my hands on her, I begin to drift into a peaceful sleep with my Fate.