She closed her eyes and pulled his clothes off the lower half of his body. He quickly stepped out of them and kicked them aside. When she was finished, he moved her head so that she was directly in front of his cock. Once he felt her warm breath tickling his balls, he knew this wasn't going to take long. He'd been in between subs for a month and hadn't had any kind of release in that time, so he was more than ready.
Luke had to bite the inside of his cheek to keep from smiling as Katherine looked mesmerized by the sight before her. His cock was long and thick, and since she lacked experience, she'd probably never seen one this big before.
"Take me in your mouth," he said. "Now!"
She hesitated as she stared at his rather large appendage. Even he knew when standing at full attention, he was pretty impressive, but something told him she could do this.
"There's no room for hesitation here," he spoke in a calm voice. "You either want to or you don't."
She nodded and leaned in closer to him, slowly raising her hand to tentatively touch him. He immediately realized she had no idea how to proceed.
Are you fucking kidding me, he thought. He knew he'd have to train her how to be a sub, but the basics? How to suck his cock? This couldn't be happening. He thought every young girl these days performed oral. Wasn't it some sort of rite of passage in high school?
He released her hair and took her chin in his hand again, guiding her mouth closer to where he desperately needed it to be. She might as well learn something useful while she's here, he thought.
"Open up," he whispered.
When she did as he asked, he thrust his hips forward. She jerked away, but he tightened his grip on her chin, effectively holding her in place. She didn't progress for a few seconds, but then she moved her mouth slowly over the head of his cock. He cupped her cheeks between his hands and forced her closer.
"The whole thing," he said. "Take all of me in your mouth." He looked down at her and almost lost his load when he saw his cock so close to her lips.
He could tell she was trying not to gag herself as she tried to take him further into her mouth. She stopped and allowed her lips to slide back down to his tip again. Her mouth was warm and soft, and he could come just like this, but that wasn't the point. He wanted a full-out blowjob and that was what he was getting.
He grabbed a fistful of her hair and pushed himself into her mouth. "If you can't take my cock in your mouth, how am I ever going to fuck you anyplace else?"
His crass words must have been the motivation she needed, because before he knew it, she relaxed her throat and was taking him as deep as she could, wrapping her fingers around the base. His hips moved with the rhythm she had set as his hand tightened around her hair.
"Use your teeth," he demanded.
She scraped her teeth along his shaft without any hesitation whatsoever. She was a natural as she sucked and licked him into oblivion. He squeezed his eyes shut and moaned out a few expletives as she continued to bring him closer to the edge.
He continued to thrust rough against her face, and if he was pulling her hair too hard she didn't complain. He felt that familiar pressure building in his abs as it shot directly through his balls.
"Fuck, Katherine," he yelled. "I'm gonna come, and you're gonna swallow everything I give to you."
She hummed around his cock, the vibration being the last thing he needed to bring him total pleasure. He held her head still as he shot his load in long, hot spurts down her throat.
He continued to move against her face as he came down from his orgasm, and then looking down at her, he gently pulled out of her mouth. His breathing hadn't returned to normal yet and his legs were weak, but he managed to speak.
"Well done." He massaged her scalp, in an attempt to soothe the ache he was sure she was feeling from all of his tugging on her hair.
She looked up at him with those trusting brown eyes and he saw the young girl who had walked into his office earlier that week. She quickly averted her eyes to the floor.
What had he done? He was almost sick over what he had just asked her to do.
He just forced his cock into this sweet girl's mouth without even asking if she had ever done that before. It was obvious she hadn't, but he made her do it anyway. He released her hair and extended his hand, helping her up from the floor. He couldn't look at her, so he took the coward's way out.
"You may go to your bedroom now." He quietly spoke without making eye contact.
"What?"
Luke snapped his head in her direction, daring her to defy him again. She dropped her head and ran out of the bedroom. She managed to hold back a sob until she was in her room with the door shut, but he still heard her.
Luke pulled on his pants and sat on the edge of the bed. He wondered what the fuck was wrong with him. He had never let a sub influence him this way before. It was true, some test weekends didn't work out, but never because he wasn't sure of what he was doing.
He closed his eyes and collapsed onto the bed. He couldn't get the images of Katherine, staring up at him and waiting for his every command, out of his head. But wasn't that what she should be doing? She had done exactly what he'd asked her to do. Despite her fears, she didn't safe word, so what the fuck was his problem? He had a willing participant down the hall, waiting for him, and he wasn't sure what to do with her.
He had to put an end to this. He couldn't keep her here an entire weekend if he had no intentions of moving forward with this arrangement. This had already gone much too far. He walked down the hall and gently knocked on the door.
"May I come in?"
"Yes," she whispered.
She was sitting on the edge of the bed, dressed in a pair of soft pink sweats. He noted that she looked uncomfortable and embarrassed. He had to put her out of her misery.
He paced the room before he found the words. "I appreciate that you went through with what you did in my bedroom, but clearly this isn't going to work out."
"Why not?" she mumbled as she looked down at her lap. "Did I not do it right?"
"Katherine." He sighed. "You see, the fact that you have to ask me that shows me you're out of your element. And as much as I'd like to help you with this journey, I just don't think I have what it takes to train you."
"I see." She got up from the bed and gathered her few belongings that were scattered on the dresser. "Well, thanks for tonight, I guess." She shoved her stuff into the bag.
"I didn't mean to humiliate you or degrade you with what happened in my bedroom."
"That's not when you humiliated me," she countered.
"Excuse me?" He was a little stunned by her tone. He wasn't used to being spoken to that way, especially not from a sub. This one had some spunk, which made her even more enticing.
"You know what, never mind," she said. "Maybe you're not the right Dom for me. Is there someone you could suggest?"
"What?" Was she kidding? She wanted a referral?
"You've been traveling these circles for quite some time, is there anyone you could recommend?" She was so determined.
"You still want to do this?" he asked, a bit bewildered.
"I need to see this through."
"I don't know." He ran his fingers through his hair. "Let me think about it."
There was no way he was handing her over to someone else. There were too many cruel men out there, and she could be scarred for life. He had seen too much, and as unwavering as she was, she just wasn't prepared for all that his world involved. Even if she thought she was.
"You know how to reach me," she said as she headed for the door.
"Wait!" He moved in front of her to block her from exiting. "Give me this week to figure it out." He didn't know why, but he wasn't willing to let this go.
"You'll find someone else for me?"
"Just promise me you won't go looking on your own," he said. "I'll be in touch."
Chapter 3
Second test weekend …
When Luke called Katherine later that week, she was sure it was to give her the number of another Dominant. She was surprised when he invited her back to his house for another test weekend. At first, she thought she should decline. Maybe this man wasn't all he was cracked up to be. He'd practically thrown her out of his house in the middle of the night after she had given him oral sex. She was still angry with herself for allowing him to use her like that. He'd gotten what he wanted and then told her she wasn't going to work out. She knew that being a submissive could put her in some humiliating circumstances, but what happened at his house made her feel dirty and unwanted. She wouldn't let that happen again.