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Be My Everything(16)

By:Ella Jade


She followed him down the hall and to the kitchen. He had set the table  and had the Italian take-out waiting for them. Katherine looked  surprised to see the two place settings in the kitchen.

"It may have gotten a bit cold while we were otherwise occupied. I  should have stored it in the warming drawer." He smiled. "I hope you  don't mind, but we'll be eating in the kitchen tonight."

"No, Master," she said. "Whatever you want."

Luke usually ate alone in the dining room while she took her meals in  the kitchen. Occasionally, on a Saturday night, he would ask her to join  him in the dining room for dinner, but he never ate in the kitchen with  his subs. Part of the thrill of being a Dominant for him was the status  and hierarchy of the situation. He liked being higher and having  someone bow to him. Eating with his submissive in the kitchen never  really appealed to him. Until now.

"Please sit," he instructed.

She furrowed her brow, and he knew it was because he never asked her to sit before he did.

"It's what I want," he assured her.

She nodded and took her seat.

"Katherine," he said as he sat down next to her, "we're in the kitchen, so you know what that means?"

"I may speak freely as long as I'm respectful."

"You seem confused."

"You never eat in here with me," she said. "I'm just surprised."

"I thought it might be nice to switch things up." He smiled. "You've  been with me for over two months now, and I wanted to make sure you were  still happy and feeling fulfilled."

"I'm very happy." She smiled and her face lit up the entire kitchen. If  he'd just let go, he could allow himself to get lost in her  exquisiteness. Luke had never seen such perfection before. He'd seen  plenty of women in his time, but Katherine was superb. She looked like  she'd stepped out of a painting. She was a classic beauty. "Are you?"

"We were talking about you," he reminded her. "Do you feel like this  arrangement is working for you? Are you getting what you need from this  agreement?"

"Yes," she whispered, but she seemed apprehensive.

"What is it?"

"Nothing," she quickly responded.

"Don't lie to me." Luke always knew when she was trying to mask her feelings.

"I worry that I'm not enough for you," she blurted out.

"What?" He was surprised. "Have I ever made you feel that way?"

She shook her head.

"Where are those feelings coming from?" He thought he was doing  everything he possibly could to make her feel successful and confident  in her submissiveness.

"I know how experienced you are," she said. "And I also know that you're  being extremely patient with me. And while I'm learning, I don't think  you're getting much out of this."

"It's not your job to worry about me," he informed her.

She couldn't be more wrong about how much he was getting out of their  relationship. He had no idea how refreshing it would be to go back to  the basics. He had been doing this for ten years and for most of that  time, he was with experienced subs who didn't need to be trained. He was  actually getting off on the teaching part of the whole situation. It  was all so new and exciting.

"You said I could speak freely here," she reminded me.

"And you should," he said, curious to see where she was headed.

"I think you're going easy on me."                       
       
           



       

"What has brought you to that conclusion?" He scratched his head.

"I've been doing the research and studying this way of life as you have  instructed me to do," she said. "You've never punished me for mistakes  in the playroom."

She was right. He had punished her that weekend after she showed up at  his office, but that was for her disrespect. And then there was the time  she was late. But she hadn't done anything to warrant a punishment  during a scene. That had been on his mind lately too. He hadn't been  giving her the opportunity to screw up. And when she did, he may have  overlooked a few things. He wasn't being fair to her, and she was  calling him on it.

"I know I'm not perfect," she said. "And I know that subs make mistakes. Why haven't you allowed me to?"

"I'm not here to set you up to fail," he informed her. "But I agree, you're right."

"I am?"

He smiled at her innocence. She was adorable.

"I've been taking my time with you," he admitted. "Not giving you more  than I thought you could handle. Maybe I've been moving too slowly.  Perhaps you're ready for more."

She swallowed hard and looked visibly nervous as she shifted in her seat. "How much more?"

"Oh no, sweet girl," he teased as he pulled on the ends of her hair.  "You can't ask for more and then question it. Finish eating and meet me  in the playroom in half an hour." He stood up from the table, grabbed  her hair, and pulled her face to his. "I just hope you can handle what I  have in store for you."

"I know I can, Master." Her confidence pleased him more than she could ever understand.

A half an hour later Luke was standing outside the playroom door.  Katherine was already in there, and he could hear her pacing the floor.  He knew this room intimidated her because there were so many things in  there that he hadn't even begun to introduce her to. But she was right,  they had been together for over two months and it was time to step up  this game. She was ready for more, and so was he. He had confidence in  them both.

Luke turned the handle on the door and was surprised to see that she was  already on her knees, waiting for him in nothing but a pair of tiny  black panties. He smiled at the sight of her. Normally, he wasn't a fan  of panties, but when that was all she had on, he found it did something  for him.

"Do you know how it pleases me to witness your submission?" He walked  over to her and stroked her hair. "I'm very proud that you had the  courage to voice your concerns in the kitchen and tell me you needed  more." He dropped to his knees, something he'd never done with her  before, so that they were eye level. "Look at me."

She quickly raised her gaze.

"You would not have been able to communicate with me that way a month  ago," he told her. "That shows me you've come a long way in this journey  already."

"Thank you, Master, for allowing me the opportunity to voice my concerns."

"Always, Katherine. You must never be afraid of me. That's going to be really important for you to remember as we progress."

He stood, pulling her up to meet him. He walked her over to the bed, sitting down and placing her in his lap.

"Touch me," he whispered.

He saw the shock on her face. He'd always initiated the touching and  never had allowed her to freely explore him. And he always determined  when and how they would kiss. The only time he'd ever really kissed her  was when she was sprawled out on his desk the weekend he was punishing  her. She was the only sub he maintained such strict physical contact  with. In the beginning, it was a way for him to stay in control, but as  the weeks progressed, he was afraid her touch would be too much for him  to handle. He wanted more with her and knew how wrong that was for him.

"Where?" She swallowed hard.

"Anywhere you want. I'll tell you when to stop."

She tentatively placed her hands on either side of his face, running her  thumbs over his lips. He had this uncontrollable urge to kiss her. He  hadn't expected her to be so sensual. It sent a shiver down his spine.  This was exactly why he'd kept her at arm's length. He briefly closed  his eyes and internally battled over what he should do next. His head  was screaming one thing, but his heart wanted something different.

"Now kiss me," he whispered because he needed more.

Uncertainty flickered across her face before she slowly leaned in and  pressed her lips to his. He could tell by the way she responded to his  lips that she'd wanted to do this for a long time. He'd always felt  kissing on the mouth for long periods of time was too personal during a  scene, but she changed that for him. He slipped his tongue inside her  mouth and massaged it against hers, running his fingers through her  hair. Her mouth was warm and soft and tasted so sweet. It didn't take  long for either one of them to fall into the other. After a few minutes,  he had to stop this. It was far too intimate. He was rock hard and  losing focus fast. This girl did things to him that no other sub even  came close to. A make-out session in the middle of a scene was  definitely a first for him and he'd been doing this a long time.