Bastard Boss(18)

He hugged her tightly and giggled.

They were all laughing, and enjoying the moment. Xavier couldn't stop  kissing her. He spoke to her stomach, kissing her, and telling their  baby that he or she was going to be loved so, so much.

They had a small family now. The penthouse in the city he kept for late  nights at the office. If he wasn't going to make it home, Anya traveled  with Logan for them to spend time with him. She didn't want them to be  apart, or to miss any chance of them being together.

"What do you say to huge stacks of pancakes?" she asked.

"Yes!" Logan said, screaming.

He rushed outside of their bedroom. Anya made to follow, but Xavier caught her arm, pulling her back.

"What is it?" she asked.

"Nothing."

He pulled her to him, and claimed her lips, the passion shocking her, the love delighting her.

"I feel I need to wake up."

"Why?"

"I never thought I could be this happy," she said.

"Me neither. I used to dream of these moments. Of being close to  someone, and finding someone who'd want the same things that I did."

"Nothing is going to change." She cupped his cheek. "I'll always be yours."

"I know."

She closed her eyes, resting her head against his, knowing in her heart  that she had fallen in love with a man that would love her for the rest  of her life.



The weeks passed, and after confirmation from the doctor, they set to  work decorating one of the rooms into a nursery. They went for neutral  colors, and gave Logan free rein to help them decorate. He had an  artistic eye, and Xavier loved seeing the boy come out of his shell.  During the decorating of the nursery, it sank in that he was going to  have a baby. They were going to have a tiny little life in their hands.  It wasn't about being a father, or for Anya a mother, as they already  felt that way for Logan. He'd spoken with Anya about it, and she had the  same thoughts and fears as he did.

Xavier knew he hadn't made a mistake with Anya. Not only did he love  her, but she was a fantastic mom, and she knew exactly what to say and  do to help Logan along the way. There were moments, late at night, where  he'd still have nightmares. She never once shouted at him. Instead,  she'd nurture him, and love him.

Once the nursery was complete, they went shopping, letting Logan pick some of the stuff for them.

The weeks passed, and Anya slowly got bigger. He loved seeing his baby  growing inside her. Work was just work, and he loved having Anya with  him every single day. He did have to deal with his days being turned on  seeing as her pregnant state aroused him. Even though he loved it, Anya  struggled with gaining weight. One day Xavier stood in the bedroom, and  heard Anya weeping in the bathroom. Worried, he'd rushed into the  bathroom to find her trying to zip up her skirt, only the two ends  wouldn't fit.

"I'm so fat!" She sobbed each word out. "I can't fit in my skirt."

The books that he'd read had warned him that women were prone to  dramatics, and tears. There was also a chat room online for fathers that  gave him advice on how to treat his woman that the book didn't have.  For instance, if a woman complained about her weight, don't say  anything. Don't ignore it, but tell her how beautiful she is.

Rub her stomach, show her attention. Xavier found if he did that, the  tears ebbed away. He couldn't stand her crying. She was beautiful to  him, and seeing her swell with his kid was a major turn-on.

After the skirt incident, he'd gone shopping to the maternity section,  and selected the clothes that he believed she would love. He did  everything he could to show her that he loved her, and he found her  newfound pregnancy weight hot. Yeah, he was a weird guy, finding his  pregnant wife sexy!   





 

With new clothes, he intended to show her exactly how sexy she was.

That night, he got her to try them on, and then in the privacy of their  bedroom, he showed her how much he loved her curves, and her pregnancy.

Xavier always made sure to be one step ahead after that night, and if he  saw her clothes getting a little tighter, he'd change them without her  noticing. He hated to see her cry, so he had to be constantly on his  game. Her hormones were all over the place.

The weeks turned to months, and they got their first scan of their baby.  They didn't know what sex their baby was as the little devil had turned  away from the ultrasound. It didn't matter to him. He would love any  child, boy or girl. Xavier had fallen in love, and according to the  woman doing the scan, it looked like their baby was waving to them. So,  if his baby turned out to be a girl, she was shy, and maybe he wouldn't  have to worry about boys when she was older.

They showed Logan the picture, and he was sure it was a girl. Only girls  would wave from inside the tummy. Boys would think that was lame, even  as kids.

Work and life carried on, but it was different for Xavier. He was  happier, contented, and he'd finally found what he'd been looking for  all those years in foster care, and building his business. He had a  family, not one he had to buy either. One that actually cared about him  as well. Anya's parents constantly phoned him to check in. Her father  even said that he could call him Dad. That was surreal, and according to  his wife, it meant her father accepted him.

Anya got rounder, and she found it difficult to be on her feet all day.  He had no choice but to hire a temporary assistant to replace her. Every  time he stared out of his office door, he missed Anya. She was advised  to rest during pregnancy. At home, she started nesting, cleaning  everything in sight. It didn't make him feel any happier. Whenever he  could work from home, he did.

One day he came home to discover that Anya had started to can, their  basement becoming storage for a zombie apocalypse. It would have  concerned him if it wasn't for the smile on her face. Also, he knew how  much her mother liked canning and preserving.

Christmas passed in a haze for Xavier. It really did.

His first Christmas as a family, and they had her parents come to their  place. Anya and Emma worked on the biggest turkey. Christmas Eve, they  went to the foster homes, dropping off food, presents, and simply  filling the whole place with cheer. Her parents joined them in bringing  the Christmas spirit to many.

Every single day, the love he felt for Anya grew deeper. She had given  him so much, and there was no way he could ever repay that.

On the second scan they discovered she was going to give birth to a baby  girl. That was with her being five months pregnant. Another four to go.

"I can't get up now," she said when she was seven months pregnant. Her  stomach was large, and the baby kicked fiercely. Their little girl, and  they were disagreeing on the name. He wanted to call her Francine Leigh.  She wanted to call her Lemon, after his favorite pie.

"Come on." He took hold of her hands, and pulled her into his arms.

"Do you still love me even though I look like a beached whale?"

"Of course. It's because of you being a beached whale that I love you."  She laughed. "I did help you become this way. Remember? We both have to  answer to this."

"Yeah, keep reminding the woman that you love how much you contributed  to this while you still look hot, handsome, and sexy. Go on, Xavier,  keep telling me how lovely I look." She laughed.

"You know, I think I'm just going to say this is all your fault. I had nothing to do with your pregnancy."

He cupped her hips, pulling her as close as her stomach would allow.

"She kicks all the time."

"You're tired a lot," he said.

"I know. It shouldn't be much longer."

"Anya, if something happens … "

"Don't think like that."

"No, I want you to understand. If I have to pick between our baby, or you, I will pick you."

"Xavier."

"No, I won't do it. I love you, and I'll love our baby." He'd read that  problems during pregnancy can occur, but not often. He didn't want to  take that chance. "You come through. I love you."

She sighed. "I love you, Xavier."

He kissed her lips, pleased that he'd told her exactly how he felt.  Reading books about her pregnancy had turned him into a nervous wreck.  Problems could happen, and he'd read each one. All of them had built up  until he was convinced that Anya was going to die.

Anya ended up calling the doctor to help him calm down.   





 

Two months later, Anya was serving up dinner, Logan's favorite meatballs  when her waters broke. Xavier stood by her seeing the water. "You spill  the pasta water, babe?"

"No." She put the saucepan down. "We need to go to the hospital. My waters have broken."

He'd been in the process of grating cheese into a dish.

Pausing, he turned toward the woman who owned his heart. "Your waters broke."

"Yes, remember what the doctor said, there's no need to panic, or-"

"We're having a baby! Shit, fuck, the baby is coming. Logan!"

Later that night after she had given birth to a beautiful, healthy, baby girl, Xavier sat beside her laughing.