I leaned toward him and he wrapped his arms around me, fusing us together. His heart beat against my chest, thumping so hard it reverberated throughout my entire body. His mouth slid over mine. I could taste our tears, the salt lingering on his lips and over my tongue.
My heart ached with each kiss. I couldn't get close enough to him, pulling him into me. I needed him more than I needed to breathe.
I pulled back and slid my shirt over my head. His warm hands ran along my back, unclasping. Our mouths collided with such frenzy, we couldn't catch our breath. Evan lifted his shirt over his head. His taught muscles pressed against my bare skin. The heat of our flesh melding us.
Evan rolled me on my back and trailed his mouth down my neck and over my skin, inciting a swirl of heat that rushed through my body. We slipped out of our clothes, only separating long enough to toss them aside. I knew him, every inch of him, but never like this.
The tenderness of his touch captured my breath. My heart thumped with each burst of air escaping my lips. I pressed my eyes closed, my brows pulled together. He intercepted my staggered breath, his mouth engulfing mine. I could feel everything and nothing all at once, my body tensing. I clasped his hand, locking my fingers in his, arching up to meet his mouth again before exhaling and floating back to the blanket.
I lay motionless, caught in the recovery with my pulse thrumming. Evan reached in his pocket, removed the wrapper and returned to me. My heart stammered, as he lowered himself, watching me intently.
I took in a sharp breath when he found me.
"Are you okay?" Evan asked, looking into my eyes.
"Yeah," I exhaled, wrapping my legs around him.
His rhythm was gentle and slow. My breath became drawn and I closed my eyes. I ran my hands along his back, gripping him as his pace quickened.
I opened my eyes. His lips were parted and his breaths erratic. I reached up to taste him, his tongue slipping into my mouth. He pulled away with a rush of air. Looking into me. Seeing more than I ever thought possible. Vulnerable and exposed. Love and desire. My chest swelled with every fathomable emotion―I thought I might burst.
His chest was slick with sweat as he slid against me. I ran my mouth along his salty skin, my entire body pulsing. Evan clenched his eyes shut and his body became rigid, slowing until he melted on top of me. His chest thumping against my stomach as we surrendered to the calm. I kept my arms wrapped around him as he recovered in slow breaths, with his head on my chest.
"Am I hurting you?" he asked, and then clarified, "Your ribs?"
I shook my head, having completely forgotten about them.
"I like listening to your heart," he said, holding my hand. "It's beating so fast."
Evan lifted his head to inspect me, sweat trickling along his sculpted face and down his neck. "Are you cold?"
I shook my head.
"Can you talk?"
I shook my head again. He grinned, reaching up to kiss me softly. He eased away. The cool air wicked the sweat from my body with a shiver. He leaned over and grabbed the edge of the blanket, folding it over us, positioning me so I was on his arm as we both lay on our sides, facing each other.
"Are you okay?" he asked, his eyes twitching slightly in concern.
"Yes," I smiled brightly, making him smile in return. Then I started laughing.
"What's so funny?" he questioned, his eyes twinkling.
"I love spontaneity."
Evan smiled wider. He leaned over and brushed his lips across mine. "I love you, Emma."
44. In the End
The sun woke me earlier than I usually rose, but the melodic chirping and filtered light were a welcome transition into the day.
I smiled when his breath tickled the back of my neck as he slept with his arm draped across my stomach. I shifted back, to cuddle into him. His arm instinctively tightened around me. I breathed in at the touch of his skin along my back, firm and warm. A swirling heat roused in me and I took long drawn breaths, pressing against him. Evan began to stir.
The rhythm of his breathing deepened, and I knew he was awake. His hand slid along my side, over my hips. As much as the feel of his fingers tickling my skin elevated my heart rate, my body was still in a bit of shock from last night, and I knew I wasn't prepared for it again this morning.
I gently eased forward and reached over for the backpack on the tent floor. I dug in the front pocket and pulled out the packet.
"Gum?" I offered, popping a piece in my mouth.
Evan laughed. "Yes, thanks." After he took a piece, I rolled over to face him.
"Good, now I can kiss you," I declared and pressed my lips against his, the burst of cinnamon filling my mouth with the touch of his tongue. "Happy Birthday," I breathed, my head swirling in a fit of flutters. His steel blue eyes were vibrant and reflective. My heart stuttered at their intensity.