Arrogant Playboy(47)

“You’re leaving?” He sits up, rubbing his eyes.

“We’re flying out tomorrow,” I say. “Wait. What’s your plan? Is Eva going to stay with the baby?”

He rises, tossing the throw off and rubbing his temples. “The baby’s temporarily in my custody. Eva’s going through some things. She’s not able to care for her. I have a nanny coming during the day, but I don’t think it’s a good idea for me to go to Vermont this week. Can we reschedule?”

I ignore the sinking feeling my heart makes.

“You know what?” I swat at the air. “I’ll handle it. I’ll do the interview and the town hall meeting. I have everything scripted out. I can tell them you’ve had a family emergency. If I show a picture of the baby, they’ll understand. Everyone loves a baby.”

He’s quiet for a minute. “You’d do that for me?”

“It’s kind of what I’m good at…”

His hand flies to his hip and our eyes meet. “Yeah. Fine. I appreciate that.”

I check the time, mentally calculating how much sleep I’ll get tonight if I leave now. Beckham studies me, holding me in place with a single sharp stare.

“Do you need anything else before I take off?” I point toward the elevator. The thought of him being alone with a newborn tonight, with no one else, makes me feel sorry for him. A week ago he was just a guy with a big ego making the best of his sexually decadent lifestyle. Then shit got real. “You going to be okay tonight? Alone?”

His jaw sets. “I’ll figure it out.”

“Just remember, you’re her father. You know what’s best for her. Don’t get frustrated if she won’t take a bottle or if she cries. It’s normal. She’ll eat if she’s hungry enough and the crying won’t last forever.”

I get a quick nod out of him, though I can’t help but feel he’s not ready for me to leave yet.

“Call me if you need anything.” I head toward the elevator. “And Google is your friend.”

Beckham’s fingertips slip into the waistband of his sweats, a hint of his taut stomach peeking out. He half-smirks, still locked in place.

“Thanks for coming out,” he says.

“We’re friends now, right? That’s what friends do.”





Chapter Twenty-Five




BECKHAM



Elizabeth arrives right on time, and I bolt out the door going on three cups of coffee and four total hours of sleep. I don’t know how people do this single parent thing.

At work I text the nanny every hour, asking for updates. Elizabeth responds by telling me how many ounces Baby took at her last feeding, if she’s sleeping now or if she’s content being held.

I respond to emails. Make some phone calls. Schedule some meetings.

Odessa should be landing in Vermont any minute now. According to the itinerary she emailed me earlier, she’ll spend the day with the Charity Falls Register journalist and meet with the townsfolk around seven tonight. She’ll spend all of tomorrow networking and meeting local businesses, and Friday she’ll fly home.

Just before lunch, I place a call to Dr. Brentwood to check on Eva. The judge at the emergency hearing yesterday had no qualms about placing the baby in my custody temporarily, though the petition for paternity testing has yet to be delivered to Eva. They won’t serve her if she’s sitting in the mental health unit of a hospital.

“Beckham,” Dr. Brentwood says.

“Any updates?”

“She’s experiencing a bout of postpartum psychosis,” he says, confirming Elizabeth’s assumption. “It’s rare, usually occurring after one or two percent of all pregnancies, but given her history of anxiety and bipolar disorder, she was more susceptible to experiencing this.”

“How long will it last?”

“We’re trying to get her meds adjusted,” he says. “She’s been off of most of them because of the pregnancy. It could take anywhere from six to twelve weeks for her most severe symptoms to subside, and it could take six months to a year for the condition to resolve.”

“Six months to a year?” This can’t be happening. “So what does that mean for…? What do I do with the…?”

Dr. Brentwood sighs. “I can’t tell you what to do, Beckham. Legally and otherwise. I can say, however, that being a single parent isn’t easy. To do so successfully, you’re going to need to ask for help.”

I hate asking for help.

“You know that saying it takes a village?” he asks. “It’s true. I hope you have some friends and family around to help, and not the kind money can buy.”