Arrogant Playboy(42)

“I’m sending a nanny and a cab. I’ll call later with her name, so you can put it in Ms. Delgado’s file. She and the baby will have around the clock care for the next thirty days.”

Primarily to ensure the safety of the baby who may or may not be mine…

I should feel bad about leaving them with a difficult patient, one childishly refusing to name her own baby, but Eva is a grown woman. I won’t be strong-armed into Eva’s manipulative tactic.

“Anita?” I say. “Please remind Ms. Delgado that she is not allowed to contact me again, per the terms of the restraining order.”

Anita is silent.

“Let her know that the nanny I’ve hired will contact me if there is an emergency concerning the baby,” I add. “I’m willing to communicate directly with Eva if – and only if – she will agree to immediate paternity testing.”

The nurse clears her throat. I can almost see her rolling her eyes and slamming her pen down at her station. “Um. O-okay then.”

With that, I end her call. I don’t expect her to understand the circumstances of my decisions nor do I need her pity. Ninety-nine percent of the people I’ve met in my time are assholes hiding behind judgmental eyes, good deeds, and artificial smiles.

I don’t need them.

I don’t need anyone.

I’ll do what I always do: figure this out on my own. The number of people I care about in this world, I can count on one hand. Everyone else can fuck off.





Chapter Twenty-Two




ODESSA



“I emailed you the itinerary for our Vermont trip. I had Julie book us on a commercial flight.” They’re the first words I’ve spoken to him since Friday, when he took me against the wall of my office and then chided me for going there with him.

Like I had a choice.

Something came over me that day. Maybe it was seeing this powerful playboy in a weak moment, sensing ripe vulnerability, and craving a closeness more than words could say.

“Commercial?” He peers across his desk at me, an eyebrow cocked.

Good. He’s going to pretend like it didn’t happen too.

“I thought it might look bad if we flew in to their tiny little airport in a twenty-three million dollar private jet.” I fold my arms, suddenly defensive of my decision. “The last thing we want to do is fly into their quaint little town like a bunch of flashy high-rollers.”

He rises, slipping his hands casually into his pockets and chiding me with his signature smirk. “Well, Odessa, since you took the time to research the cost of the company’s private jet, you surely took the time to research the fuel-efficiency of a Cessna Citation X?”

“It doesn’t matter. The residents of Charity Falls will see it as Mr. Monopoly Moneybags rolling into town and forget the rest.”

“Flying commercial is actually more cost prohibitive, especially for our purposes. My jet can get to Vermont in under an hour. The hourly cost to operate our Cessna is actually half the cost of two commercial airfares,” he says. “On top of all that, we’re going to lose a full day of work traveling commercial. I wish you’d have consulted with me before making arrangements. And really, Julie should’ve known better.”

Julie tried to warn me that Beckham wouldn’t like this arrangement. I refused to listen, assuming he only flew private because he was a spoiled asshole.

“Jeez.” I tuck my hair behind my ears and swallow my pride. “I get it, Beckham. I’m sorry. I was focused on the PR aspect of this trip. Forgive me.”

My plea for forgiveness favors the sarcastic side.

“Have a good weekend?” I change the subject the second I sense the dark heat in his heavy stare. He’s looking at me the same way he did last Friday, seconds before his lips claimed mine and I gave them willingly in a state of unchartered desperate confusion.

“Are we really doing this?” He moves toward me, steady and daunting, igniting a quick swirl in my belly too rowdy to ignore.

“Doing what?” I bat my lashes. Playing dumb has never been my strong suit.

“Pretending like everything’s back to normal between us.” He’s before me now, running his hand along the side of my face before taking a strand of hair between his fingers. He lets it fall over my shoulder, his head cocked sideways.

I swallow the hardness in my throat. “We both know nothing about us was normal. We left normal back at the bar, before I sucked down a lemon drop martini and three tequila shots and came home with you.”

“You can blame the alcohol all you want, but you knew damn well you picked the only man there who could give you what you needed,” he growls. “Pretty sure I proved on Friday that I’ve still got what you need, Odessa…”