Arrogant Playboy(26)

Chapter Twelve




ODESSA



“Who’s this foxy lady?” A short man with crinkled gray eyes and a faded Dodgers baseball cap stretches his arms my way the second we walk into a hole-in-the-wall diner in Middle of Nowhere, Utah. I thought the guys were joking when they said the diner was in the Middle of Nowhere, but I saw a sign on the way in that said Middle of Nowhere – 8 miles.

“Uncle Leo.” Beckham cocks his head and places a firm hand on the old man’s bony shoulder. “This is Odessa. She works with us.”

Beckham hasn’t said two words to me since I overheard his blatant declaration that there’s nothing special about me. His words dangled awkwardly in the air between the three of us the entire car ride here. I’m sure he thinks my feelings are hurt, but that couldn’t be further from the truth.

“Good to meet you, Leo.” I meet his embrace. He hugs me tight, like we’ve known each other for decades.

“We’ve got the best booth in the joint.” Leo ushers us to a large round booth in the back corner, next to a vintage jukebox and a display of Saran-wrapped pie slices.

“Uncle Leo used to own this place,” Dane says. “Beck and I used to bus tables and mop the floors.”

“Some food service outfit out of Toluca Lake bought it up years ago.” Uncle Leo swats his hand. “It’s not the same, but at least I know the place is clean. Never had a cockroach in forty-three years.”

We stand around the table until Beckham ushers me in first. I slide to the middle, followed by Beckham and Dane. Uncle Leo takes my other side. A gum-smacking waitress not much older than nineteen moseys up to us. Her hair is pulled into a high ponytail that hangs down one side of her face.

“Hey, guys.” She leans in, her palm on the table as she hunches over and flashes a wide smile at everyone but me, her lashes batting one too many times. “Haven’t seen my favorite customers in a long time. Where you been hiding?”

“These guys.” Uncle Leo bats his liver-spotted hand. “You know how they are. Busy building their empires one windmill at a time.”

“How’s your father liking his solar heated pool?” Dane asks.

“I don’t know about him, but I’m loving it.” She widens her stance, cocking her head and smiling dreamily. “You guys are all welcome to come by sometime for a swim.”

That’d be a sight to see.

“You’re kind to offer, Becca,” Dane says. “Anyway, what’s the special tonight?”

She rattles off a memorized list of soups, hot dishes, and pies before taking our drink order and scampering off.

“Feels like forever ago that you two wandered in here.” Leo smiles, blinking away the speck of nostalgia caught in his eye. “A couple of hungry, scraggly-haired boys with dirt on their chins and sunken eyes.”

“Is it necessary to re-live that moment for the hundredth time?” Beckham sits back, adjusting his posture and gazing around the diner. The space feels tighter as he fidgets.

Try as I might, I can’t picture Beckham as some mangy-haired little boy. He’s clean-cut. Overly confident. Unapologetically prosperous.

Leo’s thick-knuckled, liver-spotted fist pounds the table. “Yes, Beckham. Damn right we do. The worst thing you can ever do is forget where you came from.”

Dane and Beckham exchange looks. I get the impression Leo likes to lecture them. They probably need it.

“We could never forget.” Dane’s voice is low, his jaw set.

I’m regretting my decision to join them for dinner tonight, only because the awkwardness from earlier is quickly compounding with the awkwardness from the present. I’d have gladly made myself a peanut butter sandwich and curled up with a book in that elaborate guest suite at the top of the winding stairs.

I peruse my menu for the tenth time, settling on a chicken club with a side of greasy diner fries. It’s nice to order what I want for a change. Jeremiah used to scoff if I ordered something that wasn’t worthy of a picture on Instagram.

Becca returns with our drinks. By the time she finishes scribbling our orders, I mutter an excuse about washing my hands and slip off to the ladies’ room for some space. The diner’s dead for dinnertime on a Wednesday night. I wash up and then loiter outside the bathroom, out of sight from the guys. Slinking up against the wall, I take my phone from my bag and fire off a day-late text to Carly, letting her know I’m in Utah, and I’ll be back this weekend.

Buying more time, I pull up some old messages from Jeremiah, seeking validation that we were happy together once upon a time and that it wasn’t all in my head. My eyes mist as I peruse the over abundance of sweet texts that to anyone else wouldn’t mean much.