God knows, she'd been one of those. Too bad he hadn't been around back then to save her ass.
Choking heat poured from the stove, and the fryer snapped and sizzled. Her servers hurried back and forth, barking out orders, shuffling trays, and not taking any shit from customers. Raven had learned early to hire experienced waitstaff, pay them well, and back them up when there was a customer problem. They wore a standard uniform of comfortable jeans, T-shirts, and sneakers. Who the hell could work in heels and short, tight skirts? They were loyal, worked their asses off, and were a key ingredient in My Place's success. Turnover of staff was a deadly threat to restaurants, and Raven had no time to deal with such drama.
Even though she frickin' loved watching Vanderpump Rules on Bravo.
Al turned, his white uniform already splattered with grease. His shaven head gleamed with sweat. "We're busier than usual tonight," he commented. Meaty biceps flexed with each turn of the spatula. Raven loved to watch him command the kitchen. He reminded her of a dancer with every motion coordinated, multiple burners pumping, a row of tickets in front of him, and a calm, focused energy that was rarely rattled.
"You good?"
He waved a hand in the air, showing off a panel of tats scrolled on his arm. "Course. But I need a cig break soon."
She put her hands on her hips and glared. "You told me you were getting the patch."
"Next week. I promise."
She blew out a breath. "Al, I don't want to lose my best cook to lung cancer. You can quit smoking. Don't be a pussy."
Black brows lowered in a fierce frown. He looked like the Rock ready to punch someone, but Raven knew he was a marshmallow underneath. "Who you callin' a pussy? Just because you take some boxing classes, don't think you're some badass who can threaten me. It's my life. If I wanna die, it's my choice."
"What are you-running for Congress? Screw that. I will kick your ass if I don't see the patch on your arm. You're too old for this crap."
Amanda, one of her servers, bounced over and clipped another ticket to the row. With her blond hair and blue eyes, she was consistently hit on and regularly got high tips. Raven loved her because she always dumped half of her tips in the jar for Al, even though she was paying her way through college. "Yeah, Al, we need you around here. Why don't you try to vape? At least it'll get you off the tobacco."
"I'm not old! Leave me the hell alone so I can cook." He jabbed his finger at Amanda. "Did you study for your damn astronomy test? If you flunk, your GPA will be in the toilet."
Amanda sighed. "Yeah, but I still get the stupid stars mixed up. Raven tried to help, but she knows too much. I just want to pass the test, but she gets all excited, and an hour later, she's still lecturing on Orion and Cantis Min something. I think she's a closet scientist."
"Canis Minor," Raven said patiently. "Just trying to help you appreciate the world above, sweets."
Al rolled his eyes. "She just needs to pass the test. Amanda, meet me outside on break and I'll quiz you."
Her smile lit up the room. "Thanks, Al."
He grumbled something foul, then turned back to the grill.
"See? We all love you. Try the vape," Raven said.
"Get out of my kitchen, Raven."
"Leaving." She held back a laugh, enjoying her work family in all its disjointed chaos. Satisfied the kitchen had things under control, she headed back to the bar, where she felt most at home. Music and laughter and chatter soothed her nerves while her mind began to play with new cocktail recipes. Something with mint. Cool and clean, but it needed texture and a bit of a snap. A surprise on the tongue. Cilantro? No, too much. Thyme? She'd never done that before, but maybe it was worth an hour of her time to play. Mixing cocktails was more than her job-it was a creative passion that was a bit of an obsession. She wondered how she'd gotten her strange mix of genes where concocting drinks was her big talent. Aunt Penny had been huge on Broadway, but Raven couldn't carry a tune. Or speak well in public. Her father had painted, of course, until-
Before the pain hit, she tore off the thought like a limb that needed to be quickly amputated. She'd learned to avoid any thoughts of how much her father had meant, and how he'd betrayed her. Much simpler to wipe away her past like a clean, blank slate she could now fill with new memories. Like her bar. And . . .
Well, that was it for now. Still, she'd managed to turn her life around from her disastrous path and become a respected business owner. The pub was all she needed for the moment. Definitely the best relationship she'd ever been in, and the longest. The worst part? She wasn't sorry. And she didn't even miss men. Much.