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Anticipation(53)

By:Sarah Mayberry


They both laughed.

"I have a party we can crash once we get out of here," Violet said.  "Canary Wharf loft, great music, open bar... It's going to be a good  one."

For a moment Elizabeth's face lit up. Then her gaze found someone over  Violet's shoulder and she shook her head, the light dimming from her  eyes.

"Not really Martin's scene, I'm afraid."

The hairs on the back of Violet's neck stood on end. She didn't need to  turn around to know that Elizabeth's fiancé was approaching. She took a  big gulp of her champagne as Martin joined their twosome.

"Sorry," he said, his gaze on Elizabeth. "I was talking with Lord Burrows and lost track of time."

"No need to apologize. We wouldn't want you to miss an opportunity to  let him know how much you admire his good work," Violet said, her face  poker straight.

Martin's grey eyes were coolly disapproving as they met hers.

"As a matter of fact, that was exactly what I was doing. I happen to admire the Foundation's work a great deal."

"Plus he's a member of the Savage Club," Violet murmured. "Or perhaps  you've already found someone to second your nomination for membership?"

Martin's cheeks turned a dull shade of brick red. "I'm sorry if my  attempts to better my lot in life seem crass to you, Violet. Not all of  us have the benefit of being born into the upper echelons."

His blunt rebuttal to her veiled dig made her feel small and petty. She  opened her mouth to return like for like but Elizabeth's hand rested on  her wrist.

"Might I suggest a ceasefire? Just for the evening?"

Her tone was light but her eyes were beseeching as they met Violet's.Suddenly Violet felt ashamed of herself for baiting Martin.

She wasn't sure why she'd gone out of her way to piss him off. It wasn't  as though he'd done anything to provoke her. Except breathe, of course.

Swallowing the last of her champagne, she abandoned her flute in the pot  of a nearby fern, earning her yet another reproving look from Martin.

"Why don't I make it easier on everyone and head off to this party of  mine?" she said. "You two will have much more fun without me hanging  around."

Elizabeth's expression dropped and Violet immediately felt like a heel  for deserting her friend at this dull-as-dishwater affair. She forced  herself to look at Martin.

"You should sneak out of here, too, and take E somewhere fun. Reward her for being such a stoic."

Martin started to protest, then caught sight of Elizabeth's face.

"You're bored?" he asked.

"No. Of course not. This is fun," Elizabeth said with a quick smile.

Violet waited for Martin to take her at her word and plow on with his own plans for the evening, but instead he frowned.

"Why am I not convinced?"

Elizabeth wrinkled her nose. "Because I'm a terrible actor?"

Martin smiled, the slow curve of his mouth revealing a dimple in his left cheek.

Violet frowned, as she did every time she saw that dimple.

It didn't belong on his face. It was as simple as that. Dimples were  impish and mischievous. They spoke of laughter and pleasure, not three  piece suits and pipes and slippers and cardigans with elbow patches.

"If you want to go somewhere else, we can," Martin said. "I've spoken to everyone I need to."

"We could get a drink somewhere. There's that new bar near your place," Elizabeth suggested.         

     



 

"Why not?" he said easily.

"Great. If you're heading for Bloomsbury you can drop me at Tottenham Court Station on the way through," Violet said breezily.

Ignoring Martin's frown, she tucked her arm through Elizabeth's and  started walking toward the exit. He might want to protest, but he was  too much the gentleman to deny her request-and she wasn't enough of a  lady to be above using his better instincts against him.

They stopped to collect their coats and handbags from the cloak room  before following Martin to the vintage Jaguar sedan that was his pride  and joy. Wordlessly he held the rear door open and she gave him a cheeky  smile as she ducked past him and into the car.

"Cheer up. It's not too far, then you'll be rid of me."

His mouth tightened but he didn't say anything.

At the ripe old age of twenty-nine, she should probably have grown out  of goading people for sport, but for some reason she never tired of  poking Martin with a stick to see how long it would take before he  growled and snapped.

"Where's this party of yours?" Martin asked as he slid into the driver's seat and started the car.

She was busy rummaging in her handbag for the black camisole she'd stuffed in there earlier and she glanced at him in surprise.

"You're not driving me all the way there. It's the other side of town."

There was a question in her voice, and for the first time that night he  smiled at her, his eyes meeting hers in the rear view mirror.

"You're right, I'm not. I'm just trying to work out if Tottenham Court is the best place to drop you."

"It is. Trust me."

"I'm afraid I'm not nearly that naive."

"I think we might have to agree to disagree on that one. By the way, you  might want to keep your eyes on the road for the next few minutes."

"Sorry?"

She slipped her arms from her coat sleeves. "I need to get changed."

She could see the tension come into his neck as he stared at her in the  rear view mirror. She lifted her hand and found the tab of the zipper  hidden in the side of her dress. She raised her eyebrows.

Daring him to keep watching.

Martin's lips pressed together and he shot his gaze to the front.

"Don't worry. Vi's a pro at getting changed in small spaces," Elizabeth said.

"Yes. I'm sure she's had lots of practice," Martin said flatly.

Violet unzipped her dress and slipped the shoulder straps off before  pulling the camisole over head. She let it slide down her body. Once she  was decent up top, she began to wiggle out of her dress.

"As a matter of fact, Martin, I have. Lots and lots. So many tight  places I've been," she said as she shimmied the dress past her hips.  "It's hard for a girl to keep count."

Martin's gaze remained glued to the road ahead. She slipped her dress  past her knees and ankles, then dropped it onto the adjoining seat  before pulling her red spandex mini skirt from her handbag. Five seconds  later she was smoothing the stretch fabric over the tops of her thighs.

"There. All done."

Martin's gaze flicked to the rear view mirror for the first time since  she'd started changing. She felt his censure as he took in her new  outfit, but he didn't say a word.

"Won't you be cold?" Elizabeth asked worriedly.

"Not once I start dancing."

Elizabeth had twisted to face her and her eyes became wistful for a few  seconds. "Remember that party we had just before we graduated? I could  barely walk the next day I danced so much."

"I remember, party animal. The miracle is that you do."

The car slowed to a halt. Violet glanced out and saw the familiar red, white and blue sign of the Tube station.

"Can I leave my dress with you, E?" she asked as she reached for the door handle.

"Sure. I can drop it by the boutique on Monday if you like."

"There's no rush. But if you do come over, we can have lunch and discuss  your hen's night. We need to decide how many strippers to hire."

In her peripheral vision she saw Martin roll his eyes. Hiding a smile, she slid from the car, slipping into her coat again.

"Thanks for the lift, Martin."

"A pleasure, as always, Violet," he lied.

She laughed as she shut the door. The moment she stepped to the curb he  was gone, the car powering into the cold night. She stared after them  for a moment.

He hadn't looked once, even though there'd been moments there when she'd been almost naked.

Mr. Honorable to the end.

She turned toward the station, annoyed with herself. It wasn't as though  she'd wanted him to look. He was Elizabeth's fiancé, for God's sake.         

     



 

And yet....

There was something so...controlled about him. From the moment she'd  first met him she'd felt it-a sort of determination to prove he was  worthy. Or something like that.

Suddenly it struck her that in many ways he was the male version of  Elizabeth, who was also a master of the art of self control and people  pleasing. Two peas in a perfect, tidy little pod.

Two people playing a part that ought to come naturally but doesn't. Two  people who don't really know each other. Not in the ways that count.

Maybe that was why she was disappointed Martin hadn't so much as batted  an eyelid as she'd stripped in the back of his car-it would have at  least made him human. Would have given her hope that underneath all that  old-before-his-time fuddy-duddiness was a real person with flaws and  faults and feelings.

She descended below street level, her high heels clattering against the  stone steps. The smell of urine hit her as she made her way through the  tiled tunnel. A train was pulling up to the platform as she arrived and  she stepped straight into it. The carriage was barely a quarter full and  she found a seat by herself and crossed her legs, adjusting her long  coat so her legs were protected from the cold. The announcer told  everyone to "mind the gap" before the train pulled away. Violet stared  out the window, thinking about Elizabeth and Martin and their upcoming  wedding.