They dont seem to be in any hurry.
Even in Mexico they cannot keep you indefinitely. That is why you must act. Once you are charged it will be too late. They will issue what is called the previas. Then there are many difficulties.
He took his cigarettes from his shirtpocket and offered them across the table. John Grady didnt move.
Please, said Pérez. It is all right. It is not the same as breaking bread. It places one under no obligation.
He leaned forward and took a cigarette and put it in his mouth. Pérez took a lighter from his pocket and snapped it open and lit it and held it across the table.
Where did you learn to fight? he said.
John Grady took a deep pull on the cigarette and leaned back.
What do you want to know? he said.
Only what the world wants to know.
What does the world want to know.
The world wants to know if you have cojones. If you are brave.
He lit his own cigarette and laid the lighter on top of the pack of cigarettes on the table and blew a thin stream of smoke.
Then it can decide your price, he said.
Some people dont have a price.
That is true.
What about those people?
Those people die.
I aint afraid to die.
That is good. It will help you to die. It will not help you to live.
Is Rawlins dead?
No. He is not dead.
John Grady pushed back the chair.
Pérez smiled easily. You see? he said. You do just as I say.
I dont think so.
You have to make up your mind. You dont have so much time. We never have so much time as we think.
Time’s the one thing I’ve had enough of since I come here.
I hope you will give some thought to your situation. Americans have ideas sometimes that are not so practical. They think that there are good things and bad things. They are very superstitious, you know.
You dont think there’s good and bad things?
Things no. I think it is a superstition. It is the superstition of a godless people.
You think Americans are godless?
Oh yes. Dont you?
No.
I see them attack their own property. I saw a man one time destroy his car. With a big martillo. What do you call it?
Hammer.
Because it would not start. Would a Mexican do that?
I dont know.
A Mexican would not do that. The Mexican does not believe that a car can be good or evil. If there is evil in the car he knows that to destroy the car is to accomplish nothing. Because he knows where good and evil have their home. The anglo thinks in his rare way that the Mexican is superstitious. But who is the one? We know there are qualities to a thing. This car is green. Or it has a certain motor inside. But it cannot be tainted, you see. Or a man. Even a man. There can be in a man some evil. But we dont think it is his own evil. Where did he get it? How did he come to claim it? No. Evil is a true thing in Mexico. It goes about on its own legs. Maybe some day it will come to visit you. Maybe it already has.
Maybe.
Pérez smiled. You are free to go, he said. I can see you dont believe what I tell you. It is the same with money. Americans have this problem always I believe. They talk about tainted money. But money doesnt have this special quality. And the Mexican would never think to make things special or to put them in a special place where money is no use. Why do this? If money is good money is good. He doesnt have bad money. He doesnt have this problem. This abnormal thought.
John Grady leaned and stubbed out the cigarette in the tin ashtray on the table. Cigarettes in that world were money themselves and the one he left broken and smoldering in front of his host had hardly been smoked at all. I’ll tell you what, he said.
Tell me.
I’ll see you around.
He rose and looked at Pérez’s man standing against the door. Pérez’s man looked at Pérez.
I thought you wanted to know what would happen out there? said Pérez.
John Grady turned. Would that change it? he said.
Pérez smiled. You do me too much credit. There are three hundred men in this institution. No one can know what is possible.
Somebody runs the show.
Pérez shrugged. Perhaps, he said. But this type of world, you see, this confinement. It gives a false impression. As if things are in control. If these men could be controlled they would not be here. You see the problem.
Yes.
You can go. I will be interested myself to see what becomes to you.
He made a small gesture with his hand. His man stepped from before the door and held it open.
Joven, said Pérez.
John Grady turned. Yes, he said.
Take care with whom you break bread.
All right. I will.
Then he turned and walked out into the yard.
He still had forty-five pesos left from the money Blevins had given him and he tried to buy a knife with it but no one would sell him one. He couldnt be sure if there were none for sale or only none for sale to him. He moved across the courtyard at a studied saunter. He found the Bautistas under the shade of the south wall and he stood until they looked up and gestured to him to come forward.