It did not help when her hand lingered on his thigh and his enhanced warrior’s hearing could not possibly mistake the small sigh that escaped her lips.
“They do make you guys big these days,” she said, smiling.
So much for discretion then.
He tried to find ways to excuse himself while she was clearly still in the middle of her examination, when she added,
“I mean, by the gods, your thigh is as thick as my waist.”
Oh. That. The fates were merciful.
Narath thought he might have actually sighed in relief, but Urenya carried on with her work as though she’d heard nothing. Perhaps she hadn’t. All Brions were generally in good health and form, but they developed differently according to what they were bound to be. Warriors grew stronger and faster, their senses sharpened. Scientists and politicians, on the other hand, developed their perceptiveness. For healers, the senses they needed to do their duties, like their sight. Narath hoped they didn’t require hearing that much.
Urenya seemed entirely focused on fixing him as he remembered her doing when they’d been young, only this time the wound was much deeper, and she had much more advanced tools to work with. The salve she was applying to his skin was a concoction of catalysts that made his body heal itself faster. She was observing the wound at the same time, looking to see if anything more serious was broken and whether his leg would fix itself right or she’d have to reopen it to make sure everything fit.
Her small hands – healers were naturally smaller, large fingers didn’t help with complicated and fragile tools – were gentle against his skin, as though he needed it. Brion warriors never complained about pain, so it couldn’t have been that she was afraid of hurting him. It took Narath a few seconds to figure out the motion more resembled a caress than anything else.
His breath caught. Her hands were very close to his groin, stroking the inside of his thigh, sending sparks of pleasure through his entire body. The duels were still so very fresh in his blood, pounding, demanding a release for the adrenaline. Brion warriors often sought the company of others after a battle to take the edge off.
As a healer, Urenya had to know that, even if she’d never felt it herself. So he could only assume she either didn’t care or it didn’t bother her. Or – the treacherous thought came – she was doing it on purpose.
Narath blamed it all on the battle hormones flooding his body, but when she looked up at him from her kneeling position, it was all he could do to keep still. His hands tightened around the edges of the med table he was sitting on, so hard he nearly twisted the metal. Urenya’s eyes were big and wide and just as her hand brushed – teasingly, maddeningly fleetingly – against his groin and a feral growl escaped his lips, she jumped as if caught. For a moment she looked as though she’d just been woken from a dream.
“I’m sorry,” she said then, smiling, shaking her head clear. “I know your blood must be up. I shouldn’t go around poking you.”
“I don’t mind,” Narath found himself saying before he could stop himself.
It was true, after all. His desire rushed up and down his spine and no matter how inappropriate he thought it was to feel that for someone he’d just met, he couldn’t stop the images from dancing before his eyes. Urenya looked as though she was made to fit into his arms, her small, curvy form perfect in every way, begging to be held against his chest. His eyes were undressing her, banishing the pain of his wound to a very distant priority. The healer’s robe was skintight by the grace of some cruel joke, drawing his eyes straight to where they wanted to go – she wasn’t as lean as the warrior women were but exactly right to have something for him to embrace and hold on to when he…
Urenya was watching him with a slightly amused expression, a twinkle of something he couldn’t entirely decipher in her eyes.
“I hope you also don’t mind when I won’t repeat that,” she said, stepping away, leaving the air thick with disappointment.
He did. Even with the battle excitement urging him on, he’d never felt an instant desire like that for anyone before. Her scent lingered in the air when she moved, over all the odors in the med bay, some of which weren’t exactly pleasant. Where she went, simple freshness remained. Narath found himself drawn to her like tall trees searched for the light and warmth of Briolina’s stars.
“You will leave me like this?” he asked, only half-joking.
The ache would be terrible and the satisfaction incomplete without her, he knew that.#p#分页标题#e#
Urenya chuckled.
“I fixed your leg. Try not to put too much weight on it for a few days. I can’t fix whatever else you have in mind.”
“You could,” he said. “I would make it worth your time.”
Something very sad passed behind Urenya’s eyes, and for a moment, her kind smile faltered. Then she shook her head.
“I’m sure you would,” she teased, but it didn’t have that easy drive behind it anymore. He was just tolerated now.
As he got up to gather his spear and leave, he nearly bumped into her. The med bay wasn’t all that big while he, by all accounts, was. Urenya’s eyes darted up to meet his, taken aback, but as he apologized and left, he knew he’d seen it. There had been the unmistakable flare of lust as she stood pressed against his chest, frozen in place for a moment. Then the spell was broken, and she resumed her duties while he returned to his room.
Narath knew he wasn’t a bad-looking warrior, and it had been a while since he’d had to resolve any of his needs on his own. But that day, he didn’t feel a pull towards any of the women he knew might be willing to join him. He stripped off his clothes, let them fall to the floor and walked straight to the shower.
Even if he knew it would only be a shadow of relief, he still sighed as he wrapped his fingers around his cock. Any friction was welcome by that point. The walk alone from the med bay had been more painful than the wound in his leg. Water washed over him, soothing while every nerve in his body pulsed in tune to his lust. His hand worked up and down his cock with practiced moves, feeling himself teeter closer to his orgasm, trying to prolong the high when he reached it.
The image of Urenya appeared, as he’d known it would, smiling. Naked. Her hair let loose from the high ponytail she wore, her light blue eyes clouded with lust, her legs spread open for his pleasure on his bed… He growled in frustration. The image was nothing compared to what he truly ached for, but even that was good enough to make his fingers twist his cock so hard he thought he might end up hurting himself. It felt so good, his wet fingers, slick with the first lotion his wandering hands found, sliding over his hard flesh.
He let out a low growl as he came, shivering despite the warm water against his skin, his nails dragging along the shower wall where he supported himself. His breath came in short, desperate bursts as his body came down from the rush of pleasure. He didn’t even finish washing himself before he was hard again, thinking of the little healer.
The ache didn’t disappear after he tried again, and then again. Eventually, he lay exhausted on his bed, appreciating the irony in the fact that usually he would have asked a healer how to handle a desire like that.
CHAPTER THREE
Urenya
After a week of wincing every time someone came to the med bay, Urenya concluded her strange and surprising desire wasn’t going to pass on its own.
It baffled her, honestly. There were few things that didn’t make sense to her in the world as she was quite smart. Sure, she couldn’t build a ship from scratch, but with the Brion people she was pretty sure she knew where they stood. Maybe Seleya had been right after all, and the only one she couldn’t properly diagnose was herself.
What she was feeling was very obvious to her. Less so why.
After Patren, she’d sort of lost her desire for a while. She’d notice handsome men, and since the Brions were quite sexual by nature anyway, even had a few flings as was proper for a Brion youth. They all found practice useful before meeting their fated and putting all they’d learned to true use. But it had always been more of a chore or a very brief infatuation gone the next morning. By now, she knew it had been so because in her mind she still hadn’t let go of her gerion and was viewing all she was doing as cheating – a concept, which barely existed for the Brions as no one really did that. The fated couples didn’t, at least. (She’d asked Seleya, and of course they did; only they felt infinite times more worse afterward and almost never repeated it.)
She’d honestly gotten used to that desire-less state of being after a while. Theoretically, she knew there was a chance she’d bond again someday, but until it happened, she was focused on her work. Sure, she occasionally saw the commander fight shirtless, and it was a very pretty sight, but that happened to most of the women on board.
So why now? Why Narath?
Her healer-educated mind provided her with a quick array of embarrassing answers making her grin a bit and nearly drop two bottles of highly acidic liquids she was using to make a painkiller, ironically.#p#分页标题#e#
First of all, he’s built like a god. A huge god.