Alien General's Bride (Brion Brides 3)(32)

He has to live. Whatever happens to us, he has to live. I – I don’t think I can live without him.

Briolina glimmered beneath them, a planet that was home to the most ruthless species in the galaxy. And Isolde found no words to describe how she felt about Diego having to fight a warrior the Brions thought should be locked away.





CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX

Diego



Sphere was dark and quiet.

Diego wondered distantly what the GU’s ambassadors were making of it all. He hoped Isolde and his upcoming duel with Crane were enough to divert attention from Rhea. If they wrapped this up as quickly as possible and Isolde could finally go to Rhea to meet the new team already assembled, they could still make it work. The thought of being parted from Isolde was nigh unbearable, but in his heart, it felt even worse to be around her.#p#分页标题#e#

Her emotions weren’t a mystery to Diego any more, he understood Isolde’s dilemma, her conflicting feelings – a part of him even understood that with all that was going on, it made sense for her to say no to him. But after his talk with Urenya, everything seemed to be double, triple as painful as before. Knowing the binding wasn’t a guarantee, that it was a choice as much as fate – that was what drove Diego half-mad. Isolde wanted him, she felt the bond. She just didn’t choose him, as was her Terran custom.

Maybe it would be good for him to put distance between him and Isolde. It would break his heart, but the pain of longing was so much easier to bear than the pain of disappointment. He would make sure she was protected on Rhea, but it might be better if they didn’t tear each other’s hearts to shreds, knowing they didn’t have to.

On the holoprojector, Eren observed him with a twisted grin. They were in one of the closed vestibules on the station, at least Diego was. Eren was on Briolina’s secure, safe surface, still unwilling to meet him in person. Diego could not blame him. He’d put his spear through Eren’s heart and be done with most of this mess.

“I hope you understand this is not about you, Diego,” Eren was saying. “I have no vendetta against you personally.”

I don’t think anyone would need perception modifications to see through your lie. Disappointing.

“I only want what is best for Briolina.”

Diego took a moment to consider if that could have been the truth. It made sense to a lot of Brion higher officers who knew about the planet. For them it was a simple matter – they didn’t want to part with anything that was theirs. And the Elders said the dark days were over.

“I agree that Rhea is a treasure,” Diego said noncommittally.

“Then stop this whole thing,” Eren said, clearly not believing he actually would. “I might even permit your little human to live.”

Now Diego grinned. “I wonder when exactly our missions switched,” he said. “In the beginning, you wanted Isolde dead and now you no longer care. You wanted to keep Rhea a secret and now I find myself fighting that fight. I have to give it to you, honestly. Leading us all, the other senators on for so long. I do not know how many agreed with you that war is the best future we have, but I am sure about you now.

Pretending to do all you can to keep Rhea secret, killing the research teams, trying to kill Isolde when she escaped that fate… all along you knew it would eventually come out. The Galactic union   would notice. War would come to us and you would be left blameless before the Elders because you seemingly fought for us. All the while, you have been urging on the ones who think we should just keep Rhea and kill everyone that does not agree.

“In fact, right now it is all the best for you if Isolde lives. And talks. You hope Crane kills me and she runs crying to the GU.”

Eren’s smile didn’t falter for a moment, nor his calm.

“I give you less credit than you deserve, general,” he said. “Are you sure you are on the right path? Maybe you should have been a senator as well.”

Diego thought of something ugly then. He’d always found Eren’s calm unnerving, even if he himself treated situations in the same manner. Perhaps that was it. Knowing the blind, black rage that simmered under his surface, maybe it knew a kindred spirit when he saw it. Diego was always meant to be a warrior, but at that moment he wondered if mistakes hadn’t been made with Eren.

His ruthless eyes spoke of a vicious soul, of the Brion battle spirit come down from the dark days, not yet fully lost. A true warmonger. Put in charge of the generals, more dangerous than any of them simply by having the authority to order them around. No. The Elders needed to emerge soon, to see the… the mistake they’d made by trusting Eren.

He also realized how well the whole thing with Isolde being his gesha had worked out for Eren. It being obvious Diego wasn’t about to murder his fated, Eren could be completely sure Diego would fight for her. He had only underestimated Isolde’s willingness to avert war. Now he had to hope that Isolde’s resolve would crumble with Diego’s death at Crane’s hands. That bastard had them all dancing to his tune. He snarled.

Isolde and Eleya arrived at that moment. The hate practically oozed off Eleya, but Eren’s attention immediately went to Isolde. It set Diego’s skin crawling.

“So this is your human,” Eren said. “Is she not a beauty.”

He was baiting him, Diego knew that, but his blood still boiled. Having another man even look at Isolde that way brought his need to kill to the surface.#p#分页标题#e#

“Isn’t that the man that tried to kill me,” Isolde shot back.

Eren laughed, a sound so unsettling it made Isolde draw back and Eleya glare, almost shaking with loathing. Diego was thankful for Eren’s ability to inspire so much hate. It boosted his ranks quite a bit.

“She has spirit,” Eren said. “But so do I.”

“You are a traitor to all Brions,” Eleya said coldly. “You have no spirit, no soul, no heart.”

Eren looked at her only then, a flash of something Diego couldn’t exactly name passing his eyes. “You of all should not talk about betraying the Brions,” he said simply.

Eleya said nothing to that. Diego had to wonder what it was costing her to so obviously side with him in this matter. The senators preferred to speak as one, but Eleya had always stood separately from them. He didn’t doubt he was not helping that. On the other hand, he doubted she cared much.

“I see you worry for him,” Eren said, turning back to Isolde.

To her credit, she stared him down, making Diego proud. “He will win,” she said with confidence, even if they all heard the doubt in her voice.

“He is grothan, yes,” Eren agreed, looking Isolde straight in the eye. “So is Crane.”

The terror that passed behind Isolde’s eyes was at once exhilarating and terrifying for Diego. To see her fear pained him, but the fact she feared at all showed she did care, in fact, cared a lot. Like a gesha should. Now that Diego thought of it –

“Diego,” Eren said then, his voice suddenly cold and menacing. “There is a reason for me personally welcoming you back home. I was thinking our first human gesha should meet the senators.”

No.

Eren went on, his unforgiving eyes matching the fake smile on his lips. “Send her to Briolina with Eleya. You can trust that we would not want to hurt such a rarity. We merely have many questions to her. She should be prepared to meet the Elders as well, I am sure they will want to hear how all of this feels to her. And you can prepare for your fight in peace.”

So that was what this was all about. If he couldn’t come at him directly, having to trust that to Crane, he’d try hurting Diego another way. He’d be damned if he let Isolde out of his sight, near Eren of all people.

“No,” Isolde protested as well, seemingly unaware she’d even spoken. She backed away from the holoimage.

“Do not worry,” Eren said without any warmth. “I guarantee you will be returned to your gerion after the fight.”

“She stays with me,” Diego said.

Isolde’s eyes filled with relief, but Eren hadn’t finished. “Send her or I will inform the GU’s ambassadors of Rhea right now.”

Silence descended on the room, shock and futile rage rendering all of them speechless for a long moment. Then Diego growled, to his surprise seeing Isolde hesitate before refusing again. “What is to stop you from doing that even if I let her go? Do you really expect me to believe she will be safe with you?”

“As you put it yourself, I like to play it safe,” Eren said, still smiling. “I do not wish to inform them of anything like that in person, or at all if I can help it. The Brions need to stand united, which at the moment we do not. I must wait. But I do not doubt you seek ways to make sure I never say anything at all. Call this… a safety measure.”

Diego was about to say something, protest further, but it was Isolde who spoke up.

“I will go,” she said, looking him straight in the eye. Her voice still shook. “It’s alright. You can win, I believe in you.”

“How lovely,” Eren said. “I am looking forward to meeting you, Isolde.”

The holoimage disappeared and Diego rounded on her.